Rabbi Elisha ben Abuyah (“The Other”) – The Atheist Who Determined Halacha

משנה אבות, פרק ד

אֱלִישָׁע בֶּן אֲבוּיָה אוֹמֵר, הַלּוֹמֵד יֶלֶד לְמַה הוּא דוֹמֶה, לִדְיוֹ כְתוּבָה עַל נְיָר חָדָשׁ. וְהַלּוֹמֵד זָקֵן לְמַה הוּא דוֹמֶה, לִדְיוֹ כְתוּבָה עַל נְיָר מָחוּק.

Mishna Avot, chapter 4

אֱלִישָׁע בֶּן אֲבוּיָה אוֹמֵר, הַלּוֹמֵד יֶלֶד לְמַה הוּא דוֹמֶה, לִדְיוֹ כְתוּבָה עַל נְיָר חָדָשׁ. וְהַלּוֹמֵד זָקֵן לְמַה הוּא דוֹמֶה, לִדְיוֹ כְתוּבָה עַל נְיָר מָחוּק. רַבִּי יוֹסֵי בַר יְהוּדָה אִישׁ כְּפַר הַבַּבְלִי אוֹמֵר, הַלּוֹמֵד מִן הַקְּטַנִּים לְמַה הוּא דוֹמֶה, לְאֹכֵל עֲנָבִים קֵהוֹת וְשׁוֹתֶה יַיִן מִגִּתּוֹ. וְהַלּוֹמֵד מִן הַזְּקֵנִים לְמַה הוּא דוֹמֶה, לְאֹכֵל עֲנָבִים בְּשֵׁלוֹת וְשׁוֹתֶה יַיִן יָשָׁן. רַבִּי אוֹמֵר, אַל תִּסְתַּכֵּל בַּקַּנְקַן, אֶלָּא בְמַה שֶּׁיֶּשׁ בּוֹ. יֵשׁ קַנְקַן חָדָשׁ מָלֵא יָשָׁן, וְיָשָׁן שֶׁאֲפִלּוּ חָדָשׁ אֵין בּוֹ: Elisha ben Abuyah said: He who learns when a child, to what is he compared? To ink written upon a new writing sheet. And he who learns when an old man, to what is he compared? To ink written on a rubbed writing sheet.

ירושלמי, מסכת חגיגה ב

מַנִּי אַחֵר. אֱלִישַׁע בֵּן אַבּוּיָה. שְׁהָיָה הוֹרֵג רָבֵי תוֹרָה. אָֽמְרִין. כָּל־תַּלְמִיד דַּהֲוָה חֲמִי לֵיהּ מְשֻׁבָּח בְּאוֹרַיְתָא הֲוָה קְטִיל לֵיהּ. וְלֹא עוֹד אֶלָּא דַּהֲוָה עֲלִיל לְבֵית ווַעֲדָא וַהֲוָה חֲמִי טַלָּייָא קוֹמֵי סַפְרָא. וַהֲוָה אֲמַר. מָה אִילֵּין יָֽתְבִין עָֽבְדִין הָכָא. אוּמְנָתֵיהּ דָּהֵן בַּנַּאי. אוּמְנָתֵיהּ דָּהֵן נַגָּר. אוּמְנָתֵיהּ דָּהֵן צַייָד. אוּמְנָתֵיהּ דָּהֵן חַייָט. וְכֵיוָן דַּהֲווֹן שָֽׁמְעִין כֵּן הֲווֹן שָֽׁבְקִין לֵיהּ וְאָֽזְלִין לוֹן. עָלָיו הַכָּתוּב אוֹמֵר אַל־תִּתֵּ֤ן אֶת־פִּ֙יךָ֙ לַֽחֲטִ֣יא אֶת־בְּשָׂרֶ֔ךָ וגו׳.

Yerushalmi Hagigah 2

Ben Azzai peeked and was hurt; about him the verse says44Prov. 25:16. The implication is that eating more than his fill is dangerous., if you found honey, eat your fill. Ben Zoma peeked and died, about him the verse says45Ps. 116:15., dear in the Eternal’s eyes is the death of his pious. Aḥer peeked and cut saplings. Who is Aḥer? Elisha ben Abuya, who killed the children of Torah. They said, if he saw a student excelling in Torah he killed him. Not only this, but he went to the school house and saw children in front of their Bible teacher. He said, what are these sitting doing here? The profession of this one is builder, the profession of this one is carpenter, the profession of this one is hunter, the profession of this one is tailor. When they heard this, they left him46The teacher. and went away. About him the verse says47Eccl. 5:5., do not let your mouth make your flesh sin48

ירושלמי חגיגה

אבויה אבא מגדולי ירושלם היה ביום שבא למוהליני קרא לכל גדולי ירושלם והושיבן בבית אחד ולרבי אליעזר ולר' יהושע בבית אחד מן דאכלון ושתון שרון מטפחין ומרקדקין א"ר ליעזר לר' יהושע עד דאינון עסיקין בדידהון נעסוק אנן בידן וישבו ונתעסקו בדברי תורה מן התורה לנביאים ומן הנביאים לכתובים וירדה אש מן השמים והקיפה אותם אמר להן אבויה רבותיי מה באתם לשרוף את ביתי עלי אמרו לו חס ושלום אלא יושבין היינו וחוזרין בדברי תורה מן התורה לנביאים ומן הנביאים לכתובים והיו הדברים שמיחים כנתינתן מסיני והיתה האש מלחכת אותן כלחיכתן מסיני ועיקר נתינתן מסיני לא ניתנו אלא באש (דברים ד׳:י״א) וההר בוער באש עד לב השמים אמר להן אבויה אבא רבותיי אם כך היא כוחה של תורה אם נתקיים לי בן הזה לתורה אני מפרישו לפי שלא היתה כוונתו לשם שמים לפיכך לא נתקיימה באותו האיש

and this applies to me. My father Abuya was one of the leading Jerusalemites. On the day he came to circumcise me he invited all the leading Jerusalemites and sat them in one room, and Rebbi Eliezer and Rebbi Joshua in another room60Cf. Note 56.. After they ate and drank they started to clap with their hands and dance. Rebbi Eliezer and Rebbi Joshua said, while they are occupied in theirs let us be occupied with ours. They sat occupied with words of the Torah, from the Torah to Prophets, from Prophets to Hagiographs. Fire descended from Heaven and surrounded them. Abuya told them, my teachers! Why do you come to burn down my house? They told him, Heaven forbid! But we were sitting reviewing the words of the Torah, from the Torah to Prophets, from Prophets to Hagiographs, and the words were joyful as at their giving on Sinai. And was the main giving on Sinai not in fire? And the Mountain burns in the fire up to the heart of Heaven61Deut. 4:11.. My father Abuya told them, my teachers! If that is the power of Torah, if this son of mine survives I dedicate him to Torah. Because his intent was not for Heaven, it did not succeed with this man.

אָמַר לֵיהּ. וּמַה הֲוִיתָה דְרִישׁ תּוּבָן. לֹא־יַעַרְכֶ֣נָּה זָ֭הָב וּזְכוֹכִ֑ית. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. וּמַה פָתַחְתָּ בֵיהּ. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. דִּבְרֵי תוֹרָה קָשִׁין לִקְנוֹת כִּכְלֵי זָהָב וְנוֹחִין לָאַבֵּד כִּכְלֵי זְכוּכִית. וּמַה כְלֵי זָהָב וּכְלֵי זְכוּכִית אִם נִשְׁתַּבְּרוּ יָכוֹל הוּא לַחֲזוֹר וְלַעֲשׂוֹתָם כֵּלִים כְּמוֹ שֶׁהָיוּ. אַף תַּלְמִיד חָכָם שֶׁשָּׁכַח תַּלְמוּדוֹ יָכוֹל הוּא לַחֲזוֹר וּלְלַמְּדוֹ כַתָּחִילָּה. אָמַר לִיהּ. דַּייֶךָ מֵאִיר. עַד כָּאן תְּחוּם שַׁבָּת. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. מִן הֵן אַתְּ יְדַע. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. מִן טַלְפֵּי דְּסוּסַיי דַהֲוִינָא מַנִּי וְהוֹלֵךְ אַלְפַּיִים אַמָּה. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. וְכָל־הָדָא חָכְמְתָא אִית בָּךְ וְלֵית אַתְּ חֲזַר בָּךְ. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. לֵית אֲנָא יְכִיל. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. לָמָּה. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. שֶׁפַּעַם אַחַת הָיִיתִי עוֹבֵר לִפְנֵי בֵית קוֹדֶשׁ הַקָּדָשִׁים רָכוּב עַל סוּסִי בְיוֹם הַכִּיפּוּרִים שֶׁחָל לִהְיוֹת בַּשַּׁבָּת וְשָׁמַעְתִּי בַּת קוֹל יוֹצֵאת מִבֵּית קוֹדֶשׁ הַקָּדָשִׁים וְאוֹמֶרֶת. שׁוּבוּ בָּנִים שׁוֹבָבִים. חוּץ מִן אֱלִישַׁע בֵּן אַבּוּיָה. שְׁיָּדַע כוֹחִי וּמָרַד בִּי. וְכָל־דָּא מִן הֵן אֲתַת לֵיהּ. אֶלָּא פַּעַם אַחַת הָיָה יוֹשֵׁב וְשׁוֹנֶה בְּבִקְעַת גִּינָיסַר. וְרָאָה אָדָם אֶחָד עָלָה לְרֹאשׁ הַדֶּקֶל וְנָטַל אֵם עַל הַבָּנִים. וְיָרַד מִשָּׁם בְּשָׁלוֹם. לְמָחָר רָאָה אָדָם אַחֵר שֶׁעָלָה לְרֹאשׁ הַדֶּקֶל. וְנָטַל אֶת הַבָּנִים וְשִׁילַּח אֶת הָאֵם. וְיָרַד מִשָּׁם וְהִכִּישׁוֹ נָחָשׁ וָמֵת. אָמַר. כָּתוּב שַׁלֵּ֤חַ תְּשַׁלַּח֙ אֶת־הָאֵ֔ם וְאֶת־הַבָּנִי֭ם תִּֽקַּֽח־לָ֑ךְ לְמַ֨עַן֙ יִ֣יטַב לָ֔ךְ וְהַֽאֲרַכְתָּ֖ יָמִֽים׃ אֵיכָן הִיא טוֹבָתוֹ שֶׁלָּזֶה. אֵיכָן הִיא אֲרִיכוּת יָמִים שֶׁלָּזֶה. וְלָא הֶוָה יְדַע שְׁדְּרָשָׁהּ רִבִּי יַעֲקֹב לְפָנִים מִמֶּנּוּ. לְמַ֨עַן֙ יִ֣יטַב לָ֔ךְ. לְעוֹלָם הַבָּא שֶׁכּוּלּוֹ טוֹב. וְהַֽאֲרַכְתָּ֖ יָמִֽים. לְעָתִיד שֶׁכּוּלּוֹ אָרוֹךְ. וְיֵשׁ אוֹמְרִים. עַל יְדֵי שֶׁרָאָה לְשׁוֹנוֹ שֶׁלְרִבִּי יְהוּדָה הַנַּחְתּוֹם נָתוּן בְּפִי הַכֶּלֶב שׁוֹתֵת דָּם. אָמַר. זוֹ תוֹרָה וְזוֹ שְׂכָרָהּ. זֶהוּ הַלָּשׁוֹן שֵׁהָיָה מוֹצִיא דִבְרֵי תוֹרָה כְּתִיקֻּנָן. זֶהוּ הַלָּשׁוֹן שֵׁהָיָה יַגִּיעַ בַּתּוֹרָה כָל־יָמָיו. [זוֹ תוֹרָה וְזוֹ שְׂכָרָהּ.] דּוֹמֶה שֶׁאֵין מַתַּן שָׂכָר וְאֵין תְּחִײַת הַמֵּתִים. וְיֵשׁ אוֹמְרִים. אִמּוֹ כְּשֶׁהָֽיְתָה מְעוּבֶּרֶת בּוֹ הָֽיְתָה עוֹבֶרֶת עַל בָּתֵּי עֲבוֹדָה זָרָה וְהֵרִיחָה מֵאוֹתוֹ הַמִּין. וְהָיָה אוֹתוֹ הָרֵיחַ מְפַעְפֵּעַ בְּגוּפָהּ כְּאִירְסָהּ שֶׁלְחֲכִינָה. לְאַחַר יָמִים חָלָה אֱלִישַׁע. אָתוּן וְאָֽמְרוּן לְרִבִּי מֵאִיר. הָא רַבָּךְ בְּאִישּׁ. אֲזַל בָּעֵי מְבַקַּרְתֵּיהּ. וְאַשְׁכְּחֵיהּ בְּאִישׁ. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. לֵית אַתְּ חֲזַר בָּךְ. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. וְאִין חָֽזְרִין מִתְקַבְּלִין. אֲמַר לֵיהּ. וְלָא כֵן כְּתִיב. תָּשֵׁ֣ב אֱ֭נוֹשׁ עַד־דַּכָּ֑א. עַד דִּיכִדּוּכָהּ שֶׁלְנֶפֶשׁ מְקַבְּלִין. בְּאוֹתָהּ שָׁעָה בָּכָה אֱלִישַׁע וְנִפְטָר וָמֵת. וְהָיָה רִבִּי מֵאִר שָׂמֵחַ בְּלִיבּוֹ וְאוֹמֵר. דּוֹמֶה שְׁמִּתּוֹךְ תְּשׁוּבָה נִפְטָר רִבִּי. מִן דְּקָֽבְרוּנֵיהּ יָֽרְדָה אֵשׁ מִן הַשָּׁמַיִם וְשָֽׂרְפָה אֶת קִבְרוֹ. אָתוּן וְאָֽמְרוּן לְרִבִּי מֵאִיר. הָא קִיבְרֵיהּ דְּרַבָּךְ אַייְקַד. נְפַק בָּעֵי מְבַקַּרְתֵּיהּ. וְאַשְׁכְּחֵיהּ אַייְקַד. מַה עֲבַד. נְסַב גּוּלְתֵּיהּ וּפָֽרְסֵיהּ עֲלֵיהּ. אָמַר. לִ֣ינִי ׀ הַלַּ֗יְלָה וגו׳. לִינִי בָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה שֶׁדּוֹמֶה לַלַּיְלָה וְהָיָ֤ה בַבֹּ֨קֶר֙. זֶה הָעוֹלָם הַבָּא שֶׁכּוּלּוֹ בוֹקֶר. אִם־יִגְאָלֵ֥ךְ טוֹב֙ יִגְאָ֔ל. זֶה הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא שֶׁהוּא טוֹב. דִּכְתִיב בֵּיהּ טֽוֹב־י֙י לַכֹּ֑ל וְ֝רַֽחֲמָ֗יו עַל־כָּל־מַֽעֲשָֽׂיו׃ וְאִם־לֹ֨א יַחְפֹּ֧ץ לְגָֽאֳלֵ֛ךְ וּגְאַלְתִּ֥יךְ אָנֹ֖כִי חַי־ י֙י. וְאִיטְפִּײַת. אָמְרוּן לְרִבִּי מֵאִיר. אִין אָֽמְרוּן לָךְ בְּהַהוּא עָֽלְמָא. לְמָאן אַתְּ בָּעֵי מְבַקְּרָה. לְאָבוּךְ אוֹ לְרַבָּךְ. אֲמַר לוֹן. אֲנָא מִקְרַב לְרִבִּי קָדְמַיי וּבָתָר כֵּן לְאַבָּא. אָֽמְרִין לֵיהּ. וּשְׁמָעִין לָךְ. אֲמַר לֹון. וְלָא כֵן תַּנִּינָן. מַצִּילִין תִּיק הַסֵּפֶר עִם הַסֵּפֶר, תִּיק תְּפִלִּין עִם הַתְּפִלִּין, מַצִּילִין לְאֱלִישַׁע אַחֵר בִּזִכוּת תּוֹרָתוֹ. לְאַחַר יָמִים הָֽלְכוּ בְנוֹתָיו לִיטּוֹל צְדָקָה מֵרִבִּי. גָּזַר רִבִּי וְאָמַר. אַל־יְהִי־ל֖וֹ משֵׁ֣ךְ חָ֑סֶד וְֽאַל־יְהִ֥י ח֝וֹנֵ֗ן לִיתוֹמָֽיו׃ אָֽמְרוּ לוֹ. רִבִּי. אַל תַּבֵּט בְּמַעֶשָׂיו. הַבֵּט בְּתוֹרָתוֹ. בְּאוֹתָהּ שָׁעָה בָכָה רִבִּי וְגָזַר עֲלֵיהֶן שֶׁיִּתְפַּרְנְסוּ. אָמַר. מַה זֶה שֶׁיָּגַע בַּתּוֹרָה שֶׁלֹּא לְשֵׁם שָׁמַיִם רְאוּ מַה הֶעֱמִיד. מִי שֶׁהוּא יָגַע בַּתּוֹרָה לִשְׁמָהּ עַל אַחַת כַּמָּה וְכַמָּה.

He asked him, and what did you preach further? He told him, it cannot be valued by gold or glass62Job 28:17.. He asked him, what did you explain about this? He told him, the words of the Torah are as difficult to acquire as golden vessels, and as easy to lose as glass vessels. And like golden and glass vessels when they are broken he can make them vessels as before, also the student of the Sages who forgot his learning can learn it anew. He said to him, this is enough, Meïr, up to here is the Sabbath domain. He asked him, how do you know? He told him, from the horse’s hooves which I continuously counted for 2’000 cubits. He said to him, all that wisdom is in you and you do not repent? He told him, I cannot. He asked him, why? He told him, once I was passing by the Holiest of Holies riding on a horse on the Day of Atonement which fell on a Sabbath and I heard an unembodied voice coming from the Holiest of Holies, saying, return, erring children63Jer. 3:14,22., except for Elisha ben Abuya who knew My power and rebelled against Me. And all that came to him because he was sitting memorizing in the valley of Genezareth and saw a man climbing to the top of a date palm taking the mother with the chicks and descending safely. The next day he saw another man climbing to the top of a date palm, taking the chicks and sending away the mother. When climbing down he was bitten by a snake, and he died. He said, it is written64Deut. 22:7., sending away you shall send the mother, but the chicks you may take for yourself, so it will be good for you and prolong your days. Where is the good for this one? Where is the prolongation of days of this one? He did not know that Rebbi Jacob had explained it preceding him65Tosephta Ḥulin 10:16., so it will be good for you in the future world which is all good, and prolong your days, in the future which is all long. But some are saying, because he saw the tongue of Rebbi Jehudah the baker in the mouth of a dog, oozing blood. He said, is this the Torah and this is its reward? This is the tongue which was delivering the words of the Torah correctly; this is the tongue which occupied itself with Torah all its days; [is this the Torah and this is its reward?] It appears that there is no reward and no resurrection of the dead. But some are saying, when his mother was pregnant with him she passed by pagan temples and smelled of this kind. And this smell was bubbling in her body like the poison of a viper. Later Elisha fell sick. They came and informed Rebbi Meïr, your teacher is sick. He went to visit him and found him sick. He asked him, are you not repenting? He asked, and if one repents, is one accepted? He told him, is it not written, man shall repent up to extinction66Ps. 90:3., one receives up to the extinction of the breath. At that moment Elisha cried, passed away, and died. Rebbi Meïr was happy internally and said, it seems that my teacher passed away repentant. After they buried him, fire descended from Heaven and burned his grave. They came and informed Rebbi Meïr, your teacher’s grave is on fire. He went to visit it and found it burning. What did he do? He took his kaftan and spread it over it. He said, stay for the night67Ruth 3:13., etc. Stay for this world which compares to the night, and it will be in the morning, this is the Future World which is all morning, if the Good One will redeem, this is the Holy One, praise to Him, who is Good, as it is written68Ps. 145:9., the Eternal is good to all, and His mercies are on all His creatures. And if He does not want to redeem you I shall redeem you, living is the Eternal67Ruth 3:13., and it was extinguished. They asked Rebbi Meïr, if they ask you in that World, whom do you want to visit, your father or your teacher? He told them, I shall visit my teacher first and afterwards my father. They said, will they listen to you? He told them, did we not state69Mishnah Šabbat 16:2., “one saves the case of a scroll with the scroll, and the case of phylacteries with the phylacteries”? One saves Elisha Aher by the merit of his Torah. Later his daughters went to take charity from Rebbi. Rebbi decided and said, nobody shall show him grace nor be friendly to his orphans70Ps. 109:12.. They told him, Rebbi. Do not look at his deeds, do look at his Torah. At this moment Rebbi cried and decided for them that they be provided for71This usually means to be given a dowry for a decent marriage.. He said, if this one who toiled in Torah not for Heaven’s sake, see what he produced72He raised a good Jewish family.; one who toils in the Torah for itself not so much more?

בראשית יח

(כג) וַיִּגַּשׁ אַבְרָהָם וַיֹּאמַר: הַאַף תִּסְפֶּה צַדִּיק עִם-רָשָׁע? (כד) אוּלַי יֵשׁ חֲמִשִּׁים צַדִּיקִם בְּתוֹךְ הָעִיר - הַאַף תִּסְפֶּה וְלֹא-תִשָּׂא לַמָּקוֹם לְמַעַן חֲמִשִּׁים הַצַּדִּיקִם אֲשֶׁר בְּקִרְבָּהּ? (כה) חָלִלָה לְּךָ מֵעֲשֹׂת כַּדָּבָר הַזֶּה, לְהָמִית צַדִּיק עִם-רָשָׁע, וְהָיָה כַצַּדִּיק כָּרָשָׁע. חָלִלָה לָּךְ! הֲשֹׁפֵט כָּל-הָאָרֶץ לֹא יַעֲשֶׂה מִשְׁפָּט

Genesis 18

Abraham came forward and said, “Will You sweep away the innocent along with the guilty?

What if there should be fifty innocent within the city; will You then wipe out the place and not forgive it for the sake of the innocent fifty who are in it?

Far be it from You to do such a thing, to bring death upon the innocent as well as the guilty, so that innocent and guilty fare alike. Far be it from You! Shall not the Judge of all the earth deal justly?”

שולי רנד

הם יספרו לך שמליבי נעקרת

ומעל שולחני גליתַ לעד

הם יזכירו לך דברים שהסתרת

עד שכל גופך מבושה ירעד

הם יעמדו היטב על כל טעויותיך

טיפשותך, חיבתך אל הרע

הם ינודו לך זה היה בידיך

ועכשיו אין לך דרך חזרה

ואתה תקשיב להם

ואתה תאמין להם

הם יוכיחו לך לרחמנותי יש גבול

אותו חצית בפחז רגליך

שום צעקה שום אנחה שום תעלול

לא יחזירו את פניי אליך

הם יספרו לך על בת קול שלוחשת

שובו בנים שובבים

כולם חוץ ממך

הם יציעו לך

משנלכדת ברשת

עכשיו פרפר בה להנאתך

אל תקשיב להם

אל תאמין להם

דע בני אהובי

כי מליבי לא נעקרת

לעולם אתה לי

ילד חן בן שעשועים

מדבריהם האמת לא נעדרת

הן יש לך על מה להכות על חטא

דברים שיכולת לבחור אחרת

ולא מצאת את העוז להתחרט

אף על פי כן אהובי הרחק מליבך

כל מחשבת פחד בעתה

מתחת כל אמת דוקרת מסתתרת

האמת לאמיתה

אל תקשיב להם

אל תאמין להם

דע בני אהובי

כי מליבי לא נעקרת

לעולם אתה לי

ילד חן בן שעשועים

נכון שאני אוהב את הצדק

אבל למעלה מזאת

אני אוהב את הרחמים

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Shuli Rand

They will tell you that you were torn from My heart

And from My table you were banished forever

They will remind you of things that you've hidden

Until your entire body will tremble from shame

They will stand well over all your mistakes

Your foolishness, your fond of the bad side

They will nag you that you had it in your hands

And now you have no way back

And you will listen to them

And you will believe them

They will prove to you that My mercy does have its boundaries

Which you've crossed with the haste of your feet

No shout, no sigh, no trick

Shall bring back My face to you

They will tell you about a divine voice that whispers

Return, ye backsliding children

Everyone except for you

They will offer you

Once you've been captured in the net

Now flap around in it as you please

Don't listen to them

Don't believe them

Know, My beloved son

That you were not torn from My heart

You will forever be

A lovely charming boy to Me

The truth is not absent from their words

For you do need to make amends

Things you could've chosen differently

And couldn't find the courage to regret

Nevertheless, My love, keep away from your heart

Any frightful thought or dread

Under every pricking truth hides

The honest truth

Don't listen to them

Don't believe them

Know, My beloved son

That you were not torn from My heart

You will forever be

A lovely charming boy to Me

True that I love the justice41

But above that

I love the mercy

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בבלי חגיגה יד :

תָּנוּ רַבָּנַן: אַרְבָּעָה נִכְנְסוּ בַּפַּרְדֵּס, וְאֵלּוּ הֵן: בֶּן עַזַּאי, וּבֶן זוֹמָא, אַחֵר, וְרַבִּי עֲקִיבָא. אֲמַר לָהֶם רַבִּי עֲקִיבָא: כְּשֶׁאַתֶּם מַגִּיעִין אֵצֶל אַבְנֵי שַׁיִשׁ טָהוֹר, אַל תֹּאמְרוּ ״מַיִם מַיִם״, מִשּׁוּם שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״דּוֹבֵר שְׁקָרִים לֹא יִכּוֹן לְנֶגֶד עֵינָי״.

בֶּן עַזַּאי הֵצִיץ וָמֵת, עָלָיו הַכָּתוּב אוֹמֵר: ״יָקָר בְּעֵינֵי ה׳ הַמָּוְתָה לַחֲסִידָיו״. בֶּן זוֹמָא הֵצִיץ וְנִפְגַּע, וְעָלָיו הַכָּתוּב אוֹמֵר: ״דְּבַשׁ מָצָאתָ אֱכוֹל דַּיֶּיךָּ פֶּן תִּשְׂבָּעֶנּוּ וַהֲקֵאתוֹ״. אַחֵר קִיצֵּץ בִּנְטִיעוֹת. רַבִּי עֲקִיבָא יָצָא בְּשָׁלוֹם.

שָׁאֲלוּ אֶת בֶּן זוֹמָא: מַהוּ לְסָרוֹסֵי כַּלְבָּא? אָמַר לָהֶם: ״וּבְאַרְצְכֶם לֹא תַעֲשׂוּ״, כֹּל שֶׁבְּאַרְצְכֶם לֹא תַעֲשׂוּ. שָׁאֲלוּ אֶת בֶּן זוֹמָא: בְּתוּלָה שֶׁעִיבְּרָה, מַהוּ לְכֹהֵן גָּדוֹל? מִי חָיְישִׁינַן לְדִשְׁמוּאֵל, דְּאָמַר שְׁמוּאֵל:

Bavli Hagigah 14b

The Sages taught: Four entered the orchard [pardes], i.e., dealt with the loftiest secrets of Torah, and they are as follows: Ben Azzai; and ben Zoma; Aḥer, the other, a name for Elisha ben Avuya; and Rabbi Akiva. Rabbi Akiva, the senior among them, said to them: When, upon your arrival in the upper worlds, you reach pure marble stones, do not say: Water, water, although they appear to be water, because it is stated: “He who speaks falsehood shall not be established before My eyes” (Psalms 101:7).

The Gemara proceeds to relate what happened to each of them: Ben Azzai glimpsed at the Divine Presence and died. And with regard to him the verse states: “Precious in the eyes of the Lord is the death of His pious ones” (Psalms 116:15). Ben Zoma glimpsed at the Divine Presence and was harmed, i.e., he lost his mind. And with regard to him the verse states: “Have you found honey? Eat as much as is sufficient for you, lest you become full from it and vomit it” (Proverbs 25:16). Aḥer chopped down the shoots of saplings. In other words, he became a heretic. Rabbi Akiva came out safely.

They asked ben Zoma: What is the halakha with regard to castrating a dog? The prohibition against castration appears alongside the sacrificial blemishes, which may imply that it is permitted to castrate an animal that cannot be sacrificed as an offering. He said to them: The verse states “That which has its testicles bruised, or crushed, or torn, or cut, you shall not offer to God, nor shall you do so in your land” (Leviticus 22:24), from which we learn: With regard to any animal that is in your land, you shall not do such a thing. They also asked ben Zoma: A woman considered to be a virgin who became pregnant, what is the halakha? A High Priest may marry only a virgin; is he permitted to marry her? The answer depends on the following: Are we concerned for the opinion of Shmuel? Shmuel says:

יָכוֹל אֲנִי לִבְעוֹל כַּמָּה בְּעִילוֹת בְּלֹא דָּם. אוֹ דִלְמָא דִּשְׁמוּאֵל לָא שְׁכִיחָא? אֲמַר לְהוּ: דִּשְׁמוּאֵל לָא שְׁכִיחַ, וְחָיְישִׁינַן שֶׁמָּא בְּאַמְבָּטִי עִיבְּרָה.

וְהָאָמַר שְׁמוּאֵל: כׇּל שִׁכְבַת זֶרַע שֶׁאֵינוֹ יוֹרֶה כְּחֵץ — אֵינָהּ מַזְרַעַת! מֵעִיקָּרָא נָמֵי יוֹרֶה כְּחֵץ הֲוָה.

I can engage in intercourse several times without blood. In other words, I can have relations with a woman while leaving her hymen intact. If this is so, it is possible that the assumed virgin had intercourse in this manner and is forbidden to the High Priest. Or, perhaps a person who can act like Shmuel is not common and the halakha is not concerned with this case. He said to them: One like Shmuel is not common, and we are concerned that she may have conceived in a bath.

Didn’t Shmuel say: Any semen that is not shot like an arrow cannot fertilize? The Gemara answers: This does not mean that it must be shot like an arrow at the moment of fertilization. Even if initially, when released from the male, it was shot as an arrow, it can also

תָּנוּ רַבָּנַן: מַעֲשֶׂה בְּרַבִּי יְהוֹשֻׁעַ בֶּן חֲנַנְיָה שֶׁהָיָה עוֹמֵד עַל גַּב מַעֲלָה בְּהַר הַבַּיִת, וְרָאָהוּ בֶּן זוֹמָא וְלֹא עָמַד מִלְּפָנָיו. אָמַר לוֹ: מֵאַיִן וּלְאַיִן בֶּן זוֹמָא? אָמַר לוֹ: צוֹפֶה הָיִיתִי בֵּין מַיִם הָעֶלְיוֹנִים לְמַיִם הַתַּחְתּוֹנִים, וְאֵין בֵּין זֶה לָזֶה אֶלָּא שָׁלֹשׁ אֶצְבָּעוֹת בִּלְבַד, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״וְרוּחַ אֱלֹהִים מְרַחֶפֶת עַל פְּנֵי הַמָּיִם״ — כְּיוֹנָה שֶׁמְּרַחֶפֶת עַל בָּנֶיהָ וְאֵינָהּ נוֹגַעַת. אָמַר לָהֶן רַבִּי יְהוֹשֻׁעַ לְתַלְמִידָיו: עֲדַיִין בֶּן זוֹמָא מִבַּחוּץ.

he Sages taught: There was once an incident with regard to Rabbi Yehoshua ben Ḥananya, who was standing on a step on the Temple Mount, and ben Zoma saw him and did not stand before him to honor him, as he was deep in thought. Rabbi Yehoshua said to him: From where do you come and where are you going, ben Zoma, i.e., what is on your mind? He said to him: In my thoughts I was looking upon the act of Creation, at the gap between the upper waters and the lower waters, as there is only the breadth of a mere three fingers between them, as it is stated: “And the spirit of God hovered over the face of the waters” (Genesis 1:2), like a dove hovering over its young without touching them. Rabbi Yehoshua said to his students who had overheard this exchange: Ben Zoma is still outside;

אַחֵר קִיצֵּץ בִּנְטִיעוֹת, עָלָיו הַכָּתוּב אוֹמֵר: ״אַל תִּתֵּן אֶת פִּיךָ לַחֲטִיא אֶת בְּשָׂרֶךָ״. מַאי הִיא? חֲזָא מֶיטַטְרוֹן דְּאִתְיְהִבָא לֵיהּ רְשׁוּתָא לְמֵיתַב לְמִיכְתַּב זַכְווֹתָא דְיִשְׂרָאֵל, אֲמַר: גְּמִירִי דִּלְמַעְלָה לָא הָוֵי לֹא יְשִׁיבָה וְלֹא תַּחֲרוּת, וְלֹא עוֹרֶף וְלֹא עִיפּוּי. שֶׁמָּא, חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, שְׁתֵּי רְשׁוּיוֹת הֵן.

Aḥer chopped down the saplings, becoming a heretic. With regard to him, the verse states: “Do not let your mouth bring your flesh into guilt” (Ecclesiastes 5:5). The Gemara poses a question: What was it that led him to heresy? He saw the angel Mitatron, who was granted permission to sit and write the merits of Israel. He said: There is a tradition that in the world above there is no sitting; no competition; no turning one’s back before Him, i.e., all face the Divine Presence; and no lethargy. Seeing that someone other than God was seated above, he said: Perhaps, the Gemara here interjects, Heaven forbid, there are two authorities,

אַפְּקוּהּ לְמֶיטַטְרוֹן ומַחְיוּהּ שִׁיתִּין פּוּלְסֵי דְנוּרָא. אֲמַרוּ לֵיהּ: מַאי טַעְמָא כִּי חֲזִיתֵיהּ לָא קַמְתְּ מִקַּמֵּיהּ? אִיתְיְהִיבָא לֵיהּ רְשׁוּתָא לְמִימְחַק זַכְווֹתָא דְאַחֵר. יָצְתָה בַּת קוֹל וְאָמְרָה: ״שׁוּבוּ בָּנִים שׁוֹבָבִים״ — חוּץ מֵאַחֵר.

They removed Mitatron from his place in heaven and smote him with sixty rods [pulsei] of fire, so that others would not make the mistake that Aḥer made. They said to the angel: What is the reason that when you saw Elisha ben Avuya you did not stand before him? Despite this conduct, since Mitatron was personally involved, he was granted permission to erase the merits of Aḥer and cause him to stumble in any manner. A Divine Voice went forth saying: “Return, rebellious children” (Jeremiah 3:22), apart from Aḥer.

אֲמַר: הוֹאִיל וְאִיטְּרִיד הָהוּא גַּבְרָא מֵהָהוּא עָלְמָא, לִיפּוֹק לִיתְהֲנֵי בְּהַאי עָלְמָא. נְפַק אַחֵר לְתַרְבּוּת רָעָה. נְפַק, אַשְׁכַּח זוֹנָה תַּבְעַהּ, אֲמַרָה לֵיהּ: וְלָאו אֱלִישָׁע בֶּן אֲבוּיָה אַתְּ? עֲקַר פּוּגְלָא מִמֵּישְׁרָא בְּשַׁבָּת וִיהַב לַהּ, אָמְרָה: אַחֵר הוּא.

said: Since that man, meaning himself, has been banished from that world, let him go out and enjoy this world. Aḥer went astray. He went and found a prostitute and solicited her for intercourse. She said to him: And are you not Elisha ben Avuya? Shall a person of your stature perform such an act? He uprooted a radish from a patch of radishes on Shabbat and gave it to her, to demonstrate that he no longer observed the Torah. The prostitute said: He is other

שָׁאַל אַחֵר אֶת רַבִּי מֵאִיר לְאַחַר שֶׁיָּצָא לְתַרְבּוּת רָעָה, אֲמַר לֵיהּ: מַאי דִּכְתִיב: ״גַּם אֶת זֶה לְעוּמַּת זֶה עָשָׂה הָאֱלֹהִים״? אָמַר לוֹ: כׇּל מַה שֶּׁבָּרָא הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא, בָּרָא כְּנֶגְדּוֹ. בָּרָא הָרִים — בָּרָא גְּבָעוֹת, בָּרָא יַמִּים — בָּרָא נְהָרוֹת.

אָמַר לוֹ: רַבִּי עֲקִיבָא רַבְּךָ לֹא אָמַר כָּךְ, אֶלָּא: בָּרָא צַדִּיקִים בָּרָא רְשָׁעִים, בָּרָא גַּן עֵדֶן בָּרָא גֵּיהִנָּם. כׇּל אֶחָד וְאֶחָד יֵשׁ לוֹ שְׁנֵי חֲלָקִים, אֶחָד בְּגַן עֵדֶן וְאֶחָד בְּגֵיהִנָּם. זָכָה צַדִּיק — נָטַל חֶלְקוֹ וְחֵלֶק חֲבֵרוֹ בְּגַן עֵדֶן, נִתְחַיֵּיב רָשָׁע — נָטַל חֶלְקוֹ וְחֵלֶק חֲבֵרוֹ בְּגֵיהִנָּם.

Aḥer asked Rabbi Meir a question, after he had gone astray. He said to him: What is the meaning of that which is written: “God has made even the one as well as the other” (Ecclesiastes 7:14)? Rabbi Meir said to him: Everything that the Holy One, Blessed be He, created, He created a similar creation corresponding to it. He created mountains, He created hills; He created seas, He created rivers.

said to him: Rabbi Akiva, your teacher, did not say so, but explained the verse as follows: Everything has its opposite: He created the righteous, He created the wicked; He created the Garden of Eden, He created Gehenna. Each and every person has two portions, one in the Garden of Eden and one in Gehenna. If he merits it, by becoming righteous, he takes his portion and the portion of his wicked colleague in the Garden of Eden; if he is found culpable by becoming wicked, he takes his portion and the portion of his colleague in Gehenna.

תָּנוּ רַבָּנַן: מַעֲשֶׂה בְּאַחֵר שֶׁהָיָה רוֹכֵב עַל הַסּוּס בְּשַׁבָּת, וְהָיָה רַבִּי מֵאִיר מְהַלֵּךְ אַחֲרָיו לִלְמוֹד תּוֹרָה מִפִּיו, אָמַר לוֹ: מֵאִיר, חֲזוֹר לְאַחֲרֶיךָ, שֶׁכְּבָר שִׁיעַרְתִּי בְּעִקְבֵי סוּסִי עַד כָּאן תְּחוּם שַׁבָּת. אָמַר לוֹ: אַף אַתָּה חֲזוֹר בָּךְ. אָמַר לוֹ: וְלֹא כְּבָר אָמַרְתִּי לְךָ כְּבָר שָׁמַעְתִּי מֵאֲחוֹרֵי הַפַּרְגּוֹד: ״שׁוּבוּ בָּנִים שׁוֹבָבִים״ — חוּץ מֵאַחֵר.

The Sages taught: There was once an incident involving Aḥer, who was riding on a horse on Shabbat, and Rabbi Meir was walking behind him to learn Torah from him. After a while, Aḥer said to him: Meir, turn back, for I have already estimated and measured according to the steps of my horse that the Shabbat boundary ends here, and you may therefore venture no further. Rabbi Meir said to him: You, too, return to the correct path. He said to him: But have I not already told you that I have already heard behind the dividing curtain: “Return, rebellious children,” apart from Aḥer?

עַיְּילֵיהּ לְבֵי כְנִישְׁתָּא אַחֲרִיתִי, עַד דְּעַיְּילֵיהּ לִתְלֵיסַר בֵּי כְנִישָׁתָא, כּוּלְּהוּ פְּסַקוּ לֵיהּ כִּי הַאי גַוְונָא. לְבָתְרָא אֲמַר לֵיהּ: פְּסוֹק לִי פְּסוּקָךְ. אֲמַר לֵיהּ: ״וְלָרָשָׁע אָמַר אֱלֹהִים מַה לְּךָ לְסַפֵּר חֻקָּי וְגוֹ׳״. הָהוּא יָנוֹקָא הֲוָה מְגַמְגֵּם בְּלִישָּׁנֵיהּ, אִשְׁתְּמַע כְּמָה דַּאֲמַר לֵיהּ: ״וְלֶאֱלִישָׁע אָמַר אֱלֹהִים״, אִיכָּא דְּאָמְרִי: סַכִּינָא הֲוָה בַּהֲדֵיהּ, וְקַרְעֵיהּ וְשַׁדַּרֵיהּ לִתְלֵיסַר בֵּי כְנִישָׁתֵי. וְאִיכָּא דְּאָמְרִי, אֲמַר: אִי הֲוַאי בִּידִי סַכִּינָא, הֲוָה קָרַעְנָא לֵיהּ.

He brought him to another synagogue, until he had brought him into thirteen synagogues, where all the children recited to him similar verses that speak of the hopeless situation of the wicked. At the last one, he said to him: Recite your verse to me. He recited to him: “And to the wicked [velerasha] God says, what is it for you to declare My statutes” (Psalms 50:16). The Gemara relates: That child had a stutter, so it sounded as though he were saying to him: Vele’elisha, i.e., and to Elisha, God says. This made Elisha think the child was deliberately insulting him. Some say Aḥer had a knife, and he tore the child apart and sent him to the thirteen synagogues. And others say that Aḥer merely said: Had I a knife, I would have torn him apart.

כִּי נָח נַפְשֵׁיהּ דְּאַחֵר, אָמְרִי: לָא מֵידָן לִידַיְּינֵיהּ, וְלָא לְעָלְמָא דְּאָתֵי לֵיתֵי. לָא מֵידָן לִידַיְּינֵיהּ — מִשּׁוּם דַּעֲסַק בְּאוֹרָיְיתָא, וְלָא לְעָלְמָא דְּאָתֵי לֵיתֵי — מִשּׁוּם דַּחֲטָא. אֲמַר רַבִּי מֵאִיר: מוּטָב דְּלִידַיְּינֵיהּ וְלֵיתֵי לְעָלְמָא דְּאָתֵי. מָתַי אָמוּת, וְאַעֲלֶה עָשָׁן מִקִּבְרוֹ. כִּי נָח נַפְשֵׁיהּ דְּרַבִּי מֵאִיר סְלֵיק קוּטְרָא מִקִּבְרֵיהּ דְּאַחֵר.

When Aḥer passed away, the Heavenly Court declared that he should not be judged, nor brought into the World-to-Come. He should not be judged in a manner befitting his deeds, because he occupied himself with Torah, whose merit protects him. And he should not be brought into the World-to-Come because he sinned. Rabbi Meir said: It is better that he be judged properly and be brought into the World-to-Come. When I die I will request this of Heaven, and I will cause smoke to rise up from his grave, as a sign that he is being sentenced in Gehenna. The Gemara relates: When Rabbi Meir passed away, smoke rose up from the grave of Aḥer

אָמַר רַבִּי יוֹחָנָן: גְּבוּרְתָּא לְמִיקְלֵי רַבֵּיהּ? חַד הֲוָה בֵּינַנָא וְלָא מָצֵינַן לְאַצּוֹלֵיהּ? אִינְקְטֵיהּ בְּיָד, מַאן מַרְמֵי לֵיהּ מִן. אָמַר: מָתַי אָמוּת, וַאֲכַבֶּה עָשָׁן מִקִּבְרוֹ. כִּי נָח נַפְשֵׁיהּ דְּרַבִּי יוֹחָנָן פְּסַק קוּטְרָא מִקִּבְרֵיהּ דְּאַחֵר. פְּתַח עֲלֵיהּ הַהוּא סַפְדָנָא: אֲפִילּוּ שׁוֹמֵר הַפֶּתַח לֹא עָמַד לְפָנֶיךָ, רַבֵּינוּ!

Rabbi Yoḥanan said: Was this a mighty deed on Rabbi Meir’s part, to burn his teacher? Was this the only remedy available? Can it be that there was one Sage among us who left the path and we cannot save him? If we hold him by the hand, who will remove him from our protection; who? Rabbi Yoḥanan continued and said: When I die I will have the smoke extinguished from his grave, as a sign that he has been released from the sentence of Gehenna and brought to the World-to-Come. Indeed, when Rabbi Yoḥanan passed away, the smoke ceased to rise up from the grave of Aḥer. A certain eulogizer began his eulogy of Rabbi Yoḥanan with the following: Even the guard at the entrance could not stand before you, our rabbi.

וְרַבִּי מֵאִיר, הֵיכִי גְּמַר תּוֹרָה מִפּוּמֵּיהּ דְּאַחֵר? וְהָאָמַר רַבָּה בַּר בַּר חָנָה אָמַר רַבִּי יוֹחָנָן: מַאי דִּכְתִיב: ״כִּי שִׂפְתֵי כֹהֵן יִשְׁמְרוּ דַעַת וְתוֹרָה יְבַקְשׁוּ מִפִּיהוּ כִּי מַלְאַךְ ה׳ צְבָאוֹת הוּא״. אִם דּוֹמֶה הָרַב לְמַלְאַךְ ה׳ צְבָאוֹת — יְבַקְּשׁוּ תּוֹרָה מִפִּיהוּ, וְאִם לָאו — אַל יְבַקְּשׁוּ תּוֹרָה מִפִּיהוּ!

And Rabbi Meir, how could he learn Torah from the mouth of Aḥer? But didn’t Rabba bar bar Ḥana say that Rabbi Yoḥanan said: What is the meaning of that which is written: “For the priest’s lips should keep knowledge, and they should seek Torah from his mouth; for he is an angel of the Lord of hosts” (Malachi 2:7)? The verse teaches: If the rabbi is similar to an angel of the Lord of hosts, perfect in his ways, they should seek Torah from his mouth; but if not, they should not seek Torah from his mouth.

אַשְׁכְּחֵיהּ רַבָּה בַּר שֵׁילָא לְאֵלִיָּהוּ. אֲמַר לֵיהּ: מַאי קָא עָבֵיד הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא? אֲמַר לֵיהּ: קָאָמַר שְׁמַעְתָּא מִפּוּמַּיְיהוּ דְּכוּלְּהוּ רַבָּנַן, וּמִפּוּמֵּיהּ דְּרַבִּי מֵאִיר לָא קָאָמַר. אֲמַר לֵיהּ: אַמַּאי? מִשּׁוּם דְּקָא גָמַר שְׁמַעְתָּא מִפּוּמֵּיהּ דְּאַחֵר. אָמַר לֵיהּ: אַמַּאי? רַבִּי מֵאִיר רִמּוֹן מָצָא, תּוֹכוֹ אָכַל, קְלִיפָּתוֹ זָרַק. אֲמַר לֵיהּ: הַשְׁתָּא קָאָמַר, מֵאִיר בְּנִי אוֹמֵר: בִּזְמַן שֶׁאָדָם מִצְטַעֵר, שְׁכִינָה מָה לָשׁוֹן אוֹמֶרֶת: קַלַּנִי מֵרֹאשִׁי, קַלַּנִי מִזְּרוֹעִי. אִם כָּךְ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא מִצְטַעֵר עַל דָּמָן שֶׁל רְשָׁעִים — קַל וָחוֹמֶר עַל דָּמָן שֶׁל צַדִּיקִים שֶׁנִּשְׁפַּךְ.

Rabba bar Sheila found Elijah the prophet, who had appeared to him. He said to Elijah: What is the Holy One, Blessed be He, doing? Elijah said to him: He is stating halakhot transmitted by all of the Sages, but in the name of Rabbi Meir He will not speak. He said to him: Why? He replied: Because he learned halakhot from the mouth of Aḥer. He said to him: Why should he be judged unfavorably for that? Rabbi Meir found a pomegranate and ate its contents while throwing away its peel. He said to him: Indeed, your defense has been heard above. Now God is saying: My son, Meir, says: When a person suffers, e.g., by receiving lashes or the death penalty at the hands of the court, how does the Divine Presence express itself? Woe is Me from My head, woe is Me from My arm, as God empathizes with the sufferer. If the Holy One, Blessed be He, suffers to such an extent over the blood of the wicked, how much more so does He suffer over the blood of the righteous that is spilled.