Save "Tohum:mohuT"
Ask yourself, how much light do you create?
The essence of the deepest deep, infinitely so, is life, creation, and light. Not just deep ocean... not just deeper than particle or quantum physics.... not emotionally deep or spiritually. Not darkness deep.
Essence. S scents. S cents.
The whole point of the abyss, tohu, is for light to be created. Its not just for cool fish n crabs to hang out and evolve... or to play with the leviathan.... Why did God give us the Torah? In order for humanity to want to be beyond humanity. But to create the next humanity means to lose your own humanity? partly, the 50th gate of Nun isnt 50 shades of gray... pretty black n white... yin n yang... sacrifice...it's the only way to erase the memory of Amalek:
To have it remain a memory, a quantum electron that's not observed, while you observe our next universe.
Like the series severence. Have your soul severed. Cut into pieces. Dont worry, you're already used to it. You already have 5 different souls, so they say. I say even your subconscious is your future soul sometimes takin a nap n visitin you givin your current soul advice. thats why sleep is only 1/60th death? Otherwise it'd be a lot higher! But how many of those dreams, those other lifetimes, do you succeed in buildin the beis hamikdash?
Enough to reset your soul? Its irrevelant.
So... you'll need to have sacrificed your eggo enough to know the ways of traditions aren't real "mitzvot" They're more for species (tribal) survival, which is mostly necessary but in the bigger picture, it's God's story he approved with our primordial man, which all souls actin today all approved before entering this 6k cycle.
I find it best to seek wisdom, helping others, and most importantly to "go with the flow" more. But have your boundaries. Keep God's Torah.
God can give you a shulchan aroch aroch aroch in a dream if you're righteous, and you don't need to keep half the shulchan aruch, to still do eggsponential more mitzvot than most. To shine light beyond infinity.
Because when your soul can go with the flow, you'll understand this eliminates the time to process it for the next gilgool, you'll be doin gilgoolin each dream you have asleep.
Perhaps its pilot and vessel that need to do it, like a yager.
Our olam needs to go through the Tohum, the void, across a very (many) narrow bridge(mitzrayim/egypt = many narrows)... the light gets boxed in a vessel, here we have the Ohr entering the hebrew letter Mem, and you get Mem:ory ;)
So that's how we rid the memory of Amalek, and get through to heaven (n beyond for those of us who want to serve HaKol). Just like lightin eggshell candles with oils both helps Israel eggzit eggypt and gains you a holy half shekel to use in the neggst life.
But you need someone who can control the Tohum in order to do this. Only 1 lineage was blessed with this: Yosef.
In the last parshah of Devarim, Yosef gets blessed with Tohum.
Also way back in Genesis by his dad in Beresheit.
Most would associate tohum as the ultimate deep, farthest from the sun, pure darkness; chaos even.
But everything is always for the best, gam zeh letova. Everything. From the rainbow to the fox that left the hurban beit hamikdash. Poor primitive mortal rabbis try to bring down the highest of souls to their level, telling you that "no matter what, the rainbow is a 'bad omen'". I think its the best sign. All the gay people proud about it means we're definitely livin the messianic times, abominations needa get recycled.
Lets talk paradoxes. Not fermi, that's easily solved. So is most of the idol worshippin christians with the concept of the primordial man. Schroedingers cat. Our whole reality existing. the 99% empty space inside a solar system, galaxy, universe, multiverse equally as important in God's eye as is the 1% matter. This space I believe is the (location) of the myriads of Ephraim and multitudes of Menashe. The tribes that were sent away... across the river sabaton.
This is the 1000 demons to my left and 10,000 to my right. Because they are also the Legion God brings with him wherever he goes. They are higher than any angel could ever be, closer to God than anything, they are his shadow.
Led by (the moshiach ben) Yosef, who like melech Shlomo, controls God's closest ministers, shadim. Because El Shaddai first cloned the infinitely smallest piece of himself into shadim, to build this universe. To sustain it. That's how king Solomon knew to use them to build the beis hamikdash. They are the true sustainers. (obviously bezhut Hashem...)
You can't paint a painting without making shades of color. They are the OG painters assistants.
You can't bask in God's glory, his light, without being protected in his shadow.
God has no form, no body. He didnt have a mouth to breathe our universe. Or voice to speak it into being.. He used a (time traveling) paradox to do it. Or just alternate dimension moshiachs.
And from tohu we will create new creations with Hashem, because that's what He's ultimately looking for in creating us. To want to partner with him and make new tohums (you get a tohum, and you get a tohum, and yall get tohums) because everyone will get their own personal leviathan to ride out of sheol in their right time....and from these to write new scripts for Am Yisrael. Because yall know the history of our Earth is like a B movie... it could definitely be improved, only the 1% of the 1% today even want to write this..
Also, as written in previous articles, before God spoke making light, he had to make a voice and noise/noiz:zion is the spiritual mirror of it.
Back to the essence of this post.
The essence of creation is the circle of life.
Educating yall to appreciate it. To eventually control it. With responsibility. Gam zeh le tova.
Yosef continues the blessing God gave to Adam... and to fish... of being fruitful and multiplying.
Yosef is the grand multiplier. But I already wrote another hiddush that the moshiach is just the brother of Moses... Is he like a clone of Moses? Spiritually standing on Moses' shoulders, an eggsponent? To the X (eggs) power? What about the lineage of king David?
Its all of the above. It's just multiplication. Cell multiplication.
It gets even funnier the blessing of Yaakov to Yosefs children in Vayechi (48:8-10). in person. He talking about Yosefs kids who were with him, then forgetting them, and Yosef saying they are his kids God gave him.
Because what's not being said here is like how Moshe is a father to everyone on Earth because everyone on Earth learned his Torah, so too is Yosef.
Imagine misinformation today is your biggest worry, right? It's what spreads hate... antisemitism...
It's not just a tool used by politicians today... It was used thousands of years ago by Yosef too.
He probably even messed with egyptian polytheism. Eh this isnt something we can talk about or prove so moving on. In fact, the initials for moshiach ben yosef is MBY, maybe, rofl. (Maybe I'll be him, maybe I won't.) MBY wrote the movie script of our history. Obviously him n Hanoch did it together in Heaven. Can you just imagine...
Before him Abraham sent gifts to the east. The teachings of spirituality... obviously people are superstitious. Witchcraft... talking to the dead..it worked, it's forbidden. the sitra achra.
Evil, impure forces are still part of God. Limited perspective people would say demons are associated with them, so 99.99% of people on Earth don't want to consider researching how we could raise the dead, thinking it could be a path to the dark side. But it is the only way we get geula. But we don't need the sitra achra itself. We just need the guardians of it. They built the beis hamikdash remember?
Just pronounce it another way, move the vowels, use hebrish. It's Star Acher. Different star. Like the prophets said our sun will someday become 7x powerful, but also it will be dark. It will be both at the same time. We don't touch the dark star, we control it. We become super positioned, God blinks and doesn't see us... he's taking a moment of silence... and we swim up the waters of the tohum...as it recycles earth.... but before we can stop the sun n moon like Yehoshua ben Nun... we need at least 23% of am Yisrael to understand and accept this is the essence of Judaism. Complete the circle of life, repeat it. Create a rainbow of smells and lights in the essence of creation, which both adam and eve have inside them, inside eggshells.
essance. S ants. Super ants. I'm a sofer ant. Its so apparent. Who communicate with smells. 1000 ants goin through the hole of a needle hidden in a haystack is how this chain of multiverses operates.
The other biblical word we know represents essence is Etzem, etzemot, bones.
The times in the Torah it's talked about is with Adam n Eve in creation, in death with yaakov and Yosef, and then with rebirth, with Ezekiel.
You see where we're going here?
If you don't want to complete the circle of life, then you're just not Jewish.. you're like the goyim who think you only live once (YOLO) n just want to enjoy life like an animal.
Yaakov asks Yosef to not be buried in Egypt.. Yosef asks that his bones leave Egypt.... perhaps the Moshiach ben Yosef(MBY) too doesn't want to be buried in....
I got a feeling that it's not us who need the moshiach to save, but the whole world was created for US to save him. To send his soul back to tehom. ToHome. ET Phone Home. Maybe this is the 9th time.. because phoenix/phone ix. Harry potters platform 9 3/4 just represents that we're 9 3/4th the way done with this movie script. And this is the portal to get to (hoggwarts)
The more we try to help get MBY home, thats where we get the bonus points. The biggest mitzvot are here, if you're spiritually ready for it. The deep, uncharted mitzvot. Is MBY the primordial man talked about... his breathe was used by God... he was wearing the tefillin in the gemara... so obviously its not me who's writing this. Unless it becomes me in the future? Which then becomes the past? Anyways, just imagine, I barely know anything about the leviathan or tohum... just now researching it...
just saw this sentance: אַֽחֲרָיו יָאִ֣יר נָתִ֑יב יַחְשֹׁ֖ב תְּה֣וֹם לְשֵׂיבָֽה in Job 41.
The last word caught my interest, because it means in old age/gray haired. But move the nikud on the Sin to Shin and it's return. "Lights the path and thinks about the deep to return."
If we want to be blessed beyond death, which is also contained as an anagram in this word, shine a rainbow of light, help call the waters from Tohum like Moses and Noah did when Hashem cleaned our enemies, and we'll clean Earth again from all the people who supported Hamas. Cuz the potential MBY is still held hostage by the hamas of Earth, like written in Beresheit.
I used to think the world was balanced spiritually at all times... but at the same time, schroedingers religion:
There is no real religion on Earth today. Its just immature souls playin make believe.
Whats so funny is the only way humanity wins is by a "religious state of Israel". Democracy? Do they have that in heaven if Hashem has to make peace there?
Yall know it's whats in store for the nearest future. A single state of Earth united under God and Israel just bein God's janitor. You're just relivin the past like groundhogs day. Remember life's a fermi-matrix/inception/filter/test. Each cycle only a few % make it to become the neggst kohenim. C-hen. like a hen.
But even this perspective is short-sighted. The whole universe gets colonized. Imagine each person alive today on Earth is just an avatar of a king/queen of their own planet somewhere... just serving a 'sentence' livin life 'like a king' here and there... even if it takes them infinite years to wake up in their other life.....
Until you actively are ready to make a rainbow of smells with your shabbat candles... the 1% of the 1% God truly looks for, in the deep. And our Earth is currently the farthest space away from God, infinitely infinitely farther away....
The beauty of paradoxes. It's what gives us a chance at existing... to appreciate life... and be thankful we're not slaves to our emotions, dictators...or to behavin like the crowd.
Because we're living infinitely already, its why people make these traditions. Its why they make 'religions'. Life gets soooooo boring livin eternally... you play an actor in a new script... new planet.. but in the end.. and the beginning... we flip the hourglass of life, and
Ain od milvado.