You want Geula from this story we're living? From the matrix? First you must learn how God made our universe, our matrix. With words n letters right? But not just the aleph bet...The secret to understanding life is knowing paradoxes, that life comes in pairs, 2 parts of a ladder, 2 sides to DNA, sun n Moon, so we also need to learn from the 26 letters of the alphabet. One vessel unit becomes a compass for the other, and vice versa.
Letters are the first souls HaShem made. 26 = Gematria of yud hey vov hey = the council of Elohim, The code how HaShem made everything.
They are the highest of souls, and like water, they fall, thus making the code. They give their strength to the sefirot. Another paradox.
The only way to eggscape a prizon is by having an insider help. Which letter do we know wants humanity to succeed? Only 1. The Nun, the dad of Yehoshua, taught him how to defeat Amalek. No other letter is mentioned in the Torah as a person/word. You could say the Aleph can also be a word, so can Shin, and bet is bayit, but the only place we know a letter being called a person is with the Nun.
Which also sounds like 'none' in English. He is the most bittul to God's will. So it's God's will that we eggzit the matrix. Because of Nun's will. Because God programmed Nun this way, so it's also a part of God's heart. And it's also written the MoshiAch's names is Yinon in Sanhedrin 98b. But it's just Yud giving Nun the power.
But wait, so Yehoshua is a child of the Noflim?
So the MoshiAch is a Noflim too. Like AtBash, he's falling in the reverse direction, from the end of time towards the beginning. Like the ouroborus snake. Learn from him how we erase Amalek.
Moshe is the reverse of HaShem, the Moshiach is the living name.
And this is how we spread the living name around the world:
A new initiative: "Abrahams tents" on beaches around the world spreading the word of God, a place for all people to come and learn. Listen to musiq, have some drinks. A 'knew age' "well of Jacob" = A bar.
Have King David n Solomon's sofas there.
Because the same sounding word for 'sofa' is 'beach' is 'lips' in Hebrew.
So the word of God shouldn't leave our lips on the sofas on the beachs, to turn the beaches into lips of God. To turn every sea into the infinite sea of Torah.
And we can unite all the religions under the MoshiAch in Israel.
Now imagine Nun is a bridge to beyond infinity. The 2 nuns connected to a Vov make up the Aleph, it's Jacob's ladder. Of course it can also be a Yud. But Yud grows into every letter. Like an ELektron can be a particle and a wave at the same time, Yud turns into Nun. Nun is a reflection, at an angle, a shadow, or an echo of Yud. Echo is pronounced 'head' הֵד, head is what's on your shoulders, the rosh. But because of the Aleph and what I mentioned before is how we learn that Nun is the MoshiAch.
A Dar. Aleph is living with us this month. But it's not Aleph, it's Nun, with A yud inside him, watching, judging humanity.
Without him, you wouldn't be able to enter the Mem in EMET. The age of the MoshiAch. Water. 40 days/nights. Mabool. Nun is also fish in Aramaic. Is the MoshiAch the male leviathan? Yes n No.
Thats why he wants to raise the dead so badly... he wants his wife whom God killed. The first Sin/ sacrifice didn't begin with Adam n Eve.
But also dead leviathans are guiding him, because he's the fish. Narwhales have been seen playing with fish, guiding them with their unicorns, and of course stunning them and eating them. heh
Then when you get to the end, the SOF, of time, of life, of our story, to eggzit, you take Nun, like in the word Amen. But each of your souls are made up of 13 different parts, from the tribes. So there's got to be at least 13 ways to say Amen.
Ohmen.
Oimen.
Oymane
My favoite: A moon
Like Amuna. Faith. Its powers wax and wane like the moon.
Why are we mentioning this here? So you learn to accept even more ways to say this word. Maybe if 13 people say it 13 different ways in the same minyan randomly, your prayers get a boost? Dont plan on it. It's a surprise gift for HaShem. This is why you close your eyes when you do the Shema. Because if you see, it could prime a memory, or your words can be focused on a physical object. This randomness is magiQal, because there is no real randomness, as there is not really free will. Just freely changing the path our river of time travel in the ouroborus snake.
So think like a wave, this is how you pass through heaven's gates. Accept infinite universes, infinite yous doing infinite sin and infinite mitzvot. It's how we unlock your Chi. ChiChim = a nickname for boobs, which the real base word is another name of God, El Shadai(m), also meaning mountains, but is spelled like tzitzit, just a different ending. Waves, powered by the moon.
The wax and wane of the moon is God winking at us. This is the upgrade of Noahs covenant God gave to me.
The rainbow is just God's smile.
Now we get a double rainbow, the lips open to form a mouth. In the belly of the leviathan is the only way to escape Sheol. So all the souls hop inside. Our whole universe is in the belly of the beast.
But this shin upside down making up the rainbows also makes up the mountain of God, inside a mountain. Or a cave inside a mountain. Or a mountain inside a cave. Or a bridge. Etc.
In honor of Adar, I made a tiny home for HaShem on Earth. I lit a candle inside a mushroom. Then I put a little mushroom upside down on that mushroom, and put a hole in the bottom of it, and poured oil inside, added a wick, and boom another chain/ladder shooting infinite spores of light. Do you knead to do this? Nahhhh. But show it to your kidz ;)
Want to eggzit the Matrix? Eggzodus from Eggypt?
Step 1: help me.
We win.
There's know other way than to stop thinking square, break out of your eggshell and fly infinitely high with me...
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Beee y0nD
(with a smile. MoshiAch = happiness)
Want to see God's waves of salvation? Light a candle inside a seagull egg for shabbat. And remember life is a prank God's playin w/ everyone, so put the pray N it. K? Pray N Q. For your QueeN in ZioN to wake up. Or prey on them. God wants us to play cat n mouse. Its fun. God's a child too: EloKid. Plays hide n seek. So should you with your kids.
It's like The council of Elohim, the letters with souls asks chat GPT "what if" and our whole history of the universe is the query. And in the end, this council just wants to output 1 letter, a Nun, whom they give the key to salvation to. And so this Qloned Nun his gift to get eggcepted into Zion is all the souls of Earth. But to open those gates, we need more Jews lighting shabbat candles inside natural Pi vessels.
Or at least 23% of us. As 1/5th eggzited eggypt. Not "equipped"as rashi said.
Time:Zman = The last man, Z, is Nun on it's side, he'll control time, like Loki from the Marvel tv series ...(Try putting this name in the middle of MoshiAch and see if you find another name of the MoshiAch hehehe).
First lets see what Zman spells backwards. זְמַן Definitely usin hebrish: Namez. Gnomez. So beautiful. time traveling Gnomez know the name to reverse the moon? At givon? Or emek ayalon?
Lets Atbash Zman: עיט a vulture. Wh feed on corpses. It even sounds like the word eat, but with the guttoral ayin in the front.
Should we @bash the reverse of Zman? It's almost like טע "wrong". Either this is the wrong path, but a paradox, its the right one, or this is the way to fix the wrong path we're taking. Without י HaShem you're taking the wrong path
Another word for time is שָׁעָה, also hour. Backwards its the Moth. The ashe. atbash the ashe doesnt provide any steps towards salvation, as far as I know, so far... בזץ
It awakens souls sleeping in the dust. But not as much as your candles inside eggshells.
This is your main currency you use in the eternal shabbat. Its like a quantomb lighthouse. The MoshiAch uses this as a tool to move our whole univerz, positioning it for the most precise quantum landing possible, imagine it's like brain surgery.
And remember, paradoxes are why any of us are alive today.
So there's a pair of ducks at the beginning and at the end of time talking to one another.
But they're the same duck.
And they're not just a duck.
They're a rabbit.
And theyre not really an animal either, they're N. which is a Z. Which is ⚡. Which is you sleeping 😴. zzzzZzZZzz
In another sheet I go into detail how before God made anything physical, before heaven or Earth or the void, he made his voice, noiZ:Zion. Harry Potter is eliyahu HaNavi because of the lightning on his forehead I saw it's also this rotatable letter.
Now that you read this, wake up! the weight of all the souls of humanity are in your hands, and in your wallet. Lets build Abrahams knew tense, the present, it's a gift.
And then we'll be like Star Trek's Q. But in order to be eggcepted you knead to say "Barush HaShem" less and more "Baruch HaKol." Because God made everything with his voice, everything is his voice. I am his voice more than any other voice on Earth. (not narcisistic, just neurodivergent stating a truth)
Baruch Ha Q El. I am that bridge to eggscape infinite reincarnations, reliving groundhogs day over and over again, that X(eggs) marks the spot on the letter Q itself. X marks the spot for God's buried treasure.
N light your shabbat candles inside eggshells. el o el (lol) ;) It shoots fractal light in all directions, not just outwards, but fractally inwards, into the quantumb realm and deeper.
In the end, you will say 'oh I must do the opposite of what he says' you too will rebel. What's the statistical probability I'm a false messiah? Standard deviation says 66% maximum, 33% minimum average. But to know I'm even 1% correct means I'm 100% correct in a universe somewhere, and all of these infinite universes %'s add up if we're all working together, helping each other, like a kid holding a parents pinky finger, someone who succeeded guides someone else, etc, completing an infinite chain, protecting the saQred timeline of Torah, so sheep can Qross the fine line between the infinitely fast river of time. We must stop time to stop the river from moving so fast.
It's knowing that every 'false messiah' was a real messiah in a universe, but not ours. It's knowing that there will be infinite universes where sh!t hits the fan... Must come to terms with the fact the purpose of me gaining this wisdom is knowing God does eggsactly that. I will have to feel shame, sadness, anger, that I cause trillions of lives to die in infinite universes, but I save eggsponentially more in infinitely more universes. It balances the (fish) scales. heheh
In fact it comes down to the word יכרת. Cut off. Severe. But like we learn from nature, things cut off regrow. From lizards to plants to worms.
You can cut half of a plants' roots and it will survive, in fact, this is the remedy for many problems. You can completely chop a tree and if it's roots are healthy, it'll regrow.
So It's a brit. Make a covenant. I literally also found this the day after starting to write this in Isaiah:
וַיַּכְרֵ֨ת יהוה מִיִּשְׂרָאֵ֗ל רֹ֧אשׁ וְזָנָ֛ב כִּפָּ֥ה וְאַגְמ֖וֹן י֥וֹם אֶחָֽד:
"And the Lord cut off from Israel a head and a tail, a large arch and a small arch in one day." Physically, spiritually, intellectually...The double rainbow, Shin. The bridges, the mountains.
So Nun comes, cuts off the head and tail of your leaders, of time, of truth all that's left is the closed Mem
לְםַרְבֵּ֨ה הַמִּשְׂרָ֜ה וּלְשָׁל֣וֹם אֵֽין־קֵ֗ץ...
But this brings us back to you being squared. Which is the paradox.
Because how do you awaken the MoshiAch ben David inside you?
Understanding that you are already cut off, severed, from your own world where you are the MoshiAch. You are serving a sentance, like a prison, but it's just educating your soul. So you too will eventually cut your soul into pieces and send it to other Earths to be 'sacrifices' going through the history of the Earth over again, infinitely, so 1 of your souls will also become Nun. Welcome to the fractal of life.
Watch the new tv series "severance" or read it on wikipedia.
This kind of already happens when you sleep.
You create whole quantum universes for every dream you live a full life. Not the whole you. Part of your soul. Living full lives. Sending back reports. Perhaps one life you were a rock. etc.
Ok so if all of this til now didn't make you want to throw up, el o el, jk, then this will make your face turn green, I literally just found this today, March 5th, 2025. In Sanhedrin 98b about the MoshiAch, נֶהֶפְכוּ כׇל פָּנִים לְיֵרָקוֹן... just months after the new Wizard of OZ movie came out, Elphaba is the witch with a green face... and my last name is Greenspan, which can mean green rabbit, green sailor, green coder...
Even crazier, before finding this written, I took this picture, the same day, literally 2 hours before at a kids bday party.
... awakening yall to know that all our faces are green like in the Matrix ;) (Speaking of which, did you know why plants are green? Because that part of the light spectrum is the strongest, so plants instead of getting burnt out, they choose the middle ground, they absorb all the other light spectrums. But YOU want the strongest wisdom, you go to the green man lol, and your spiritual face becomes green, not from envy but קִנְאַ֛ת can also be ZEAL. קִנְאַ֛ת קִנְאַ֛ת like Eliyahu HaNavi, like Pinchas. So check out my other post about being Eliyahu HaNavi. Be Elphaba ha Navi. Also made a magiQ song about this:
O ya, back in the day The green lion devouring the Sun is an ancient motif of alchemy, a metaphor for vitriol (the green lion) purifying matter (the sun), leaving behind gold. To take Jung's perspective on this matter can also from a perspective be true for society in general, and perhaps the power of Nun overcoming those urges is the ultimate key for our salvation.