Places and times of difficulty are often referred to as "narrowness" in the tradition of Torah, derived from the Hebrew name for Egypt, "Mitzrayim", with the root, "Tzar", meaning narrow. In this source sheet, we'll explore sources about strength, fear, and action in moments of narrowness from Chassidic masters, Talmudic commentaries on figures in Tanakh, and modern thinkers.
A Narrow Bridge
וְדַע, שֶׁהָאָדָם צָרִיךְ לַעֲבֹר עַל גֶּשֶׁר צַר מְאֹד מְאֹד, וְהַכְּלָל וְהָעִקָּר – שֶׁלֹּא יִתְפַּחֵד כְּלָל
"And know, that a person needs to cross a very, very narrow bridge, and what is most important - one should not be overcome by fear." - Rabbi Nachman, Likkutei Moharan II #48
כל העולם כולו גשר צר מאוד
והעיקר לא לפחד כלל
"The whole entire world is a very narrow bridge, and the most important thing is not to be afraid." - "Kol HaOlam Kulo," Modern Hebrew song, Baruch Chait
כְּשֶׁאָדָם נִכְנָס בַּעֲבוֹדַת הַשֵּׁם, אֲזַי הַדֶּרֶךְ – שֶׁמַּרְאִין לוֹ הִתְרַחֲקוּת, וְנִדְמֶה לוֹ שֶׁמַּרְחִיקִין אוֹתוֹ מִלְמַעְלָה, וְאֵין מַנִּיחִין אוֹתוֹ כְּלָל לִכָּנֵס לַעֲבוֹדַת הַשֵּׁם, וּבֶאֱמֶת כָּל הַהִתְרַחֲקוּת הוּא רַק כֻּלּוֹ הִתְקָרְבוּת.
וְצָרִיךְ הִתְחַזְּקוּת גָּדוֹל מְאֹד מְאֹד לִבְלִי לִפֹּל בְּדַעְתּוֹ, חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, כְּשֶׁרוֹאֶה שֶׁעוֹבְרִים כַּמָּה וְכַמָּה יָמִים וְשָׁנִים, שֶׁהוּא מִתְיַגֵּעַ בִּיגִיעוֹת גְּדוֹלוֹת בִּשְׁבִיל עֲבוֹדוֹת הַשֵּׁם, וַעֲדַיִן הוּא רָחוֹק מְאֹד, וְלֹא הִתְחִיל כְּלָל לִכְנֹס לְשַׁעֲרֵי הַקְּדֻשָּׁה. כִּי רוֹאֶה עַצְמוֹ שֶׁהוּא מָלֵא עֲדַיִן עֲבִיּוּת וְגַשְׁמִיּוּת וְהִרְהוּרִים וּבִלְבּוּלִים גְּדוֹלִים, ....
וְכָל הַנַּ"ל עָבַר עַל כָּל הַצַּדִּיקִים, כַּאֲשֶׁר שָׁמַעְנוּ מִפִּיהֶם בְּפֵרוּשׁ, ... וְאִלּוּ לֹא הָיוּ מְחַזְּקִים עַצְמָן מְאֹד לִבְלִי לְהִסְתַּכֵּל עַל זֶה, הָיוּ נִשְׁאָרִים בִּמְקוֹמָם הָרִאשׁוֹן, וְלֹא הָיוּ זוֹכִים לְמַה שֶּׁזָּכוּ. ....
When a person enters the service of God, the path of it is that they are shown 'distancing.' It seems to them that they are being distanced from on high and that they are being altogether prevented from entering into the service of God. In reality, all distancing is just entirely drawing close.
And so they need to stay very, very strong to keep from dejection, God forbid, when they see the passing of many, many days and years, and despite their great exertion in serving God, they are yet very distant and have not in the least begun to enter the gates of holiness. They see themselves as still riddled with crudeness and materialism, and with powerful untoward and confusing thoughts. ....
And all the aforementioned happened to all the tzaddikim, as we heard explicitly from their mouths. ... And had they not very much gathered strength to ignore this, they would have remained at their original place, and not merited that which they merited. ....
The Story of Nachshon
(יט) וַיִּסַּ֞ע מַלְאַ֣ךְ הָאֱלֹהִ֗ים הַהֹלֵךְ֙ לִפְנֵי֙ מַחֲנֵ֣ה יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל וַיֵּ֖לֶךְ מֵאַחֲרֵיהֶ֑ם וַיִּסַּ֞ע עַמּ֤וּד הֶֽעָנָן֙ מִפְּנֵיהֶ֔ם וַיַּֽעֲמֹ֖ד מֵאַחֲרֵיהֶֽם׃ (כ) וַיָּבֹ֞א בֵּ֣ין ׀ מַחֲנֵ֣ה מִצְרַ֗יִם וּבֵין֙ מַחֲנֵ֣ה יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל וַיְהִ֤י הֶֽעָנָן֙ וְהַחֹ֔שֶׁךְ וַיָּ֖אֶר אֶת־הַלָּ֑יְלָה וְלֹא־קָרַ֥ב זֶ֛ה אֶל־זֶ֖ה כׇּל־הַלָּֽיְלָה׃ (כא) וַיֵּ֨ט מֹשֶׁ֣ה אֶת־יָדוֹ֮ עַל־הַיָּם֒ וַיּ֣וֹלֶךְ יְהֹוָ֣ה ׀ אֶת־הַ֠יָּ֠ם בְּר֨וּחַ קָדִ֤ים עַזָּה֙ כׇּל־הַלַּ֔יְלָה וַיָּ֥שֶׂם אֶת־הַיָּ֖ם לֶחָרָבָ֑ה וַיִּבָּקְע֖וּ הַמָּֽיִם׃ (כב) וַיָּבֹ֧אוּ בְנֵֽי־יִשְׂרָאֵ֛ל בְּת֥וֹךְ הַיָּ֖ם בַּיַּבָּשָׁ֑ה וְהַמַּ֤יִם לָהֶם֙ חוֹמָ֔ה מִֽימִינָ֖ם וּמִשְּׂמֹאלָֽם׃
(19) The messenger of God, who had been going ahead of the Israelite army, now moved and followed behind them; and the pillar of cloud shifted from in front of them and took up a place behind them, (20) and it came between the army of the Egyptians and the army of Israel. Thus there was the cloud with the darkness, and it cast a spell upon the night, so that the one could not come near the other all through the night. (21) Then Moses held out his arm over the sea and יהוה drove back the sea with a strong east wind all that night, and turned the sea into dry ground. The waters were split, (22) and the Israelites went into the sea on dry ground, the waters forming a wall for them on their right and on their left.
אָמַר לוֹ רַבִּי יְהוּדָה: לֹא כָּךְ הָיָה מַעֲשֶׂה, אֶלָּא זֶה אוֹמֵר: אֵין אֲנִי יוֹרֵד תְּחִילָּה לַיָּם, וְזֶה אוֹמֵר: אֵין אֲנִי יוֹרֵד תְּחִילָּה לַיָּם, קָפַץ נַחְשׁוֹן בֶּן עַמִּינָדָב וְיָרַד לַיָּם תְּחִילָּה, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״סְבָבֻנִי בְכַחַשׁ אֶפְרַיִם וּבְמִרְמָה בֵּית יִשְׂרָאֵל וִיהוּדָה עֹד רָד עִם אֵל״. וְעָלָיו מְפֹרָשׁ בַּקַּבָּלָה: ״הוֹשִׁיעֵנִי אֱלֹהִים כִּי בָאוּ מַיִם עַד נָפֶשׁ ... טָבַעְתִּי בִּיוֵן מְצוּלָה וְאֵין מׇעֳמָד וְגוֹ׳״, ״אַל תִּשְׁטְפֵנִי שִׁבֹּלֶת מַיִם וְאַל תִּבְלָעֵנִי מְצוּלָה וְגוֹ׳״.
בְּאוֹתָהּ שָׁעָה הָיָה מֹשֶׁה מַאֲרִיךְ בִּתְפִלָּה, אָמַר לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא: יְדִידַיי טוֹבְעִים בַּיָּם וְאַתָּה מַאֲרִיךְ בִּתְפִלָּה לְפָנַי?! אָמַר לְפָנָיו: רִבּוֹנוֹ שֶׁל עוֹלָם! וּמָה בְּיָדִי לַעֲשׂוֹת? אָמַר לוֹ: ״דַּבֵּר אֶל בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל וְיִסָּעוּ. וְאַתָּה הָרֵם אֶת מַטְּךָ וּנְטֵה אֶת יָדְךָ וְגוֹ׳״.
לְפִיכָךְ, זָכָה יְהוּדָה לַעֲשׂוֹת מֶמְשָׁלָה בְּיִשְׂרָאֵל, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״הָיְתָה יְהוּדָה לְקׇדְשׁוֹ יִשְׂרָאֵל מַמְשְׁלוֹתָיו״, מָה טַעַם ״הָיְתָה יְהוּדָה לְקׇדְשׁוֹ וְיִשְׂרָאֵל מַמְשְׁלוֹתָיו״
Rabbi Yehuda said to Rabbi Meir: That is not how the incident took place. Rather, this tribe said: I am not going into the sea first, and that tribe said: I am not going into the sea first. Then, in jumped the prince of Judah, Nahshon ben Amminadab, and descended into the sea first, accompanied by his entire tribe, as it is stated: “Ephraim surrounds Me with lies and the house of Israel with deceit, and Judah is yet wayward toward God [rad im El]”. And in this regard, the tradition, i.e., the Writings, explicates Nahshon’s prayer at that moment: “Save me, God; for the waters are come in even unto the soul. I am sunk in deep mire, where there is no standing…let not the water flood overwhelm me, neither let the deep swallow me up” (Psalms 69:2–3, 16).
At that time, Moses was prolonging his prayer. The Holy One, Blessed be He, said to him: My beloved ones are drowning in the sea and you prolong your prayer to me?! Moses said before Him: Master of the Universe, but what can I do? God said to him: “Speak to the children of Israel that they go forward. And you, lift up your rod and stretch out your hand” (Exodus 14:15–16).
For this reason, because Nahshon and the tribe of Judah went into the sea first, the tribe of Judah merited to govern Israel, as it is stated: “Judah became His sanctuary, Israel His dominion. The sea saw it and fled” (Psalms 114:2–3).
Dancing On The Other Side Of The Sea
וַתִּקַּח֩ מִרְיָ֨ם הַנְּבִיאָ֜ה אֲח֧וֹת אַהֲרֹ֛ן אֶת־הַתֹּ֖ף בְּיָדָ֑הּ וַתֵּצֶ֤אןָ כׇֽל־הַנָּשִׁים֙ אַחֲרֶ֔יהָ בְּתֻפִּ֖ים וּבִמְחֹלֹֽת׃
Miryam the prophetess, Aharon’s sister, took a timbrel in her hand, and all the women went out after her, with timbrels and with dancing.
"Anyone who tells you that making time for joy is a distraction or a betrayal has no idea what they're talking about. Watching clips of the protests against Bryant it's remarkable how much fun the gays and lesbians at those protests in the 1970s that I saw on TV when I was 11 — it's remarkable how much fun they were having at those protests. And during the darkest days of the AIDS crisis we buried our friends in the morning, we protested in the afternoon, and we danced all night, and it was the dance that kept us in the fight because it was the dance we were fighting for." - Dan Savage, On the recent inauguration
“Caring for myself is not self-indulgence, it is self-preservation, and that is an act of political warfare.”
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- Excerpt from "The Faggots and Their Friends Between Revolutions", by Larry Mitchell, Illustrated by Ned Asta, 1977
Questions for Discussion
1) What does R' Nachman mean by "a narrow bridge"? What is your experience of "narrowness"?
What differences do you see between the original yiddish of Rabbi Nachman's quote and the modern and more well-known Hebraicized song version? In what ways do the meanings of these quotes serve (or not serve) their contexts? (I.e., the shtetl and Pale of Settlement versus the modern nation state of Israel)
How does the midrash of Nachshon stepping into the water change the story of the Exodus?
In the story of the parting of Red Sea, how is prayer viewed compared to taking action?
Why was it important for the Israelites to dance after they crossed the sea? What would have happened if they didn't dance?
What is the relationship between crossing the narrow bridge and celebrating that crossing? Alternatively, what is at the other side?