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Shavuot Chasidus
Netivot Sholom on Zman Matan Torateinu
"The words of the LORD are pure words, silver purged in an earthen crucible,
refined sevenfold (Psalms 12) There is a secret contained in this verse in that it alludes to the revelation of the Torah in which which the Israelites heard these pure and silver purged words such that they became refined seven-fold through them. These are equivalent to the days of the counting of the Omer (7x7). The Jewish people themselves became refined and tested during this period. Only when they reached that level of purification did they merit to receive the Torah.
The preparation that we found in regard to Shavuot is unique in the Torah among all the various holidays. First, we have this notion of a lengthy counting and within that, the requirement for there to be no lacking in the counting. Then, we have the 3 days of separation, which just like all manners of the revelation of Torah is eternal and applies every year. All of this is connected to the essence of the holiness of the day which is awe-filled. This is like that which the Ari states that Shavuot operates on a very high spiritual plane moreso than all the other holidays. This is also stated by Reb Baruch of Mezhbiz who declares Shavuot even more grand than Rosh Hashanah. On Rosh Hashanah, we're judged for the material matters of the world but what really do those material things matter in the scope of Shavuot, where we're judged for the whole year on our spiritual essence. The source for this comes from the siddur of Reb Kopel of Likova who quotes in his siddur the rabbinic teaching that on Shavuot, we're judged regarding the fruit of the trees. The tree is a hint at God who is known as the Great Tree and the fruits are the souls of Israel. On this holiday, our souls are judged based on our spiritual growth...
There is some amount of judgement based on past events and some based on future events. This is what the Toldot Yaakov Yosef wrote in Parshat Pinchas regarding the teaching of the sages that 3 books are opened on RH: one for the fully righteous, one for the fully wicked, and one for the in-betweens. Every Jew has these books opened up in front of them and they have a clear choice and agency to write themselves in any of teh books. It's up to each of us to decided how we're going to be in the year to come. Are we going to fully give ourselves over to God or God forbid, the opposite. Based on this coice, our judgement is written.
This same teaching applies to Shavuot in regard to that which you are accepting upon yourself for the future. We know this from the teaching of the Or Hachaim who writes that Shavuot comes from the language of shevuah-oath. It is a day of 2 oaths. There is the oath that the people swear to God to protect the Torah and that they will be faithful until their last breath. There is also the promise that God makes to us that God won't renege on God's deal and choose another nation. This is the essence of the oath of faiths that we all make.
This is why we have such a lengthy preparation process that contains within it this 7 fold process. As it is written in the Beer Avraham (Va'era) in regard to the Exodus from Egypt: there was a sullying of our attributes there such that until they were detoxed, we couldn't merit redemption. Only by the power of our faith could that purification and subsequent redemption happen. So too, in order to receive the Torah we also need to go about this cleansing process. This is like that which R' Chaim Vital wrote "the purification of our character traits and attributes becomes the vehicle through which the Torah descends to us." Only a person who has performed this is worthy.
Therefore, we need to work very hard during this period of the Omer as preparation and purification of our attributes on the level of a seven-fold refinement. Even with that, after everything a Jew does during this period, going to all the high levels of work necessary, can anyone really get to the necessary level of revelation? Given that this day is considered like a wedding between God and Israel, the greatest form of cleaving, who among us can get there? As the Kedushat Levi wrote, even if a person prepared the whole year, it wouldn't be enough! His answer is that you can...in that which you renew and prepare yourself for the future.
This is why it's written in the Torah regarding the Omer that the day after Shabbat, you count 50 days. This is the process of refining yourself seven-fold. But even so, it's not quite enough for revelation. It's only when "you offer a new sacrifice to God." This is akin to acknowledging that in your future, you will offer a sacrifice of renewal to God. This is what Reb Levi said was meant by the phrase, "and I will bear you on eagle's wings." An eagle is called a nesher because it lets go-mashir its feathers as it gets older and regrows new ones as it's written in Psalms 103 "so that your youth is renewed like an eagle."
Based on this, a person needs to slough off of themselves their past so that they can renew for their future. This is the sacrifice the Torah is alluding to on Shavuot when it speaks about a mincha chadasha, a new sacrifice. This is supported by what my great grandfather wrote on the verse "a wicked person should leave their path." It's not that they should fix their path but they should leave it totally. What help to him is there if he just fixes the thing that he's come to know. He needs to find a totally new path. This is what a Jew can find on Shavuot.
It is brought by the Ari regarding the sanctity of this night, the meaning of a person's life is dependent on it. The hours of Shavuot are some of the most significant spiritual hours of the year. They come from the power of the verse, "I will sprinkle upon you purifying waters and you will be purified." Just like this is happening in the supernal realms, it is also happening in our world to each of us. God gives us these waters in which we can purify ourselves if we can just do our part to prepare for it by offering renewal.

(א) תרל"ה

(ב) ב"ה מחג השבועות

בשעה שהקדימו ישראל נעשה לנשמע באו ס"ר מה"ש לכל א' מישראל קשרו לו ב' כתרים א' של נעשה ואחד של נשמע. מה לשון קשרו. הענין הוא כי יש לכל איש ישראל ב' מיני אורות. אחד מה שניתן בו נקודה פנימיות קודש לה׳ כמ"ש נשמה שנתת בי טהורה. ועוד שנית מאיר עליו מלמעלה הארה עליונה למעלה מהשגתו [והוא בחי' אור מקיף] וב' הארות אלו הם תלוין זה בזה כפי מה שמברר האדם מעשיו לטוב ומוציא מכח אל הפועל הארה פנימיות שבו. כן שורה עליו הארה שלמעלה ג"כ. וב' בחי' אלו הם נעשה ונשמע. והם הם ב' הכתרים והכל בא בזכות התורה תורה כפשוטו שמגלה לאדם רזי עליון. וגם הוא מלשון יורה שמרוה הארץ. כמו כן כתיב יערוף כמטר לקחי שבכח היגיעה בתורה מוציא אדם כח נשמתו אל הפועל כמ"ש בזוה"ק על פסוק ישרצו המים שרץ נפש חי' כו' ע"ש. וב' בחי' הללו הם שתי הלחם שצריכין תנופה בחג הזה כי שניהם צריכין מלחמה. בחי' נעשה נגד היצה"ר. ונשמע ע"י שהוא למעלה מהשגת האדם. והוא בחי' עוה"ב ותיקון עוה"ז כמ"ש במ"א ששתי העולמות תלוין זה בזה. וז"ש קשרו לו ב' שנקשר כל א' מישראל בהארה עליונה שעל ראשו כמ"ש שמחת עולם על ראשם כנ"ל:

(ה) וכל העם רואים את הקולות פרש"י ז"ל שראו את הנשמע מה שאי אפשר לבו"ד כו'. ויש להבין מה צורך בנס הזה מה לי אם ישמעו הקולות בלי נס. ואפשר לומר כי ראי' ושמיעה הם ב' ענינים לא ראי זה כראי זה. ויש מעלה בכל א' וחסרון. כי הרואה מסתכל דבר הנראה בשלימות כמו שהוא בלי שינוי. אבל השומע נשתנה הקול בהכנסו באזניו ואינו ממש כפי המשמיע. וזה מעלת הראי'. ובשמיעה יש מעלה שמכניס השמיעה בקרבו ממש ע"י האוזן אבל הראי' היא מבחוץ. מול זאת משמיענו הכתוב כי בנ"י הי' להם ב' המעלות שקבלו את הדברות בבחי' רואין את הנשמע שאף שנכנסו לתוכם ממש מ"מ ראו הקולות בלי שום שינוי כנ"ל. וזכו לזה ע"י שהקדימו נעשה לנשמע כנ"ל:

(ו) למה נכתב לשון יחיד ליתן פתחון פה למשה במעשה העגל כו'. נראה לפרש שניתנו באופן שיוכלו הדברות להתקיים אף בדור חייב שלא יהיו רוב ישראל בטוב רק יחיד אחד יכול ג"כ לקבל הדברות אלו ובכחו מתקיים התורה בישראל. ובל"ז לא הי' תקומה לשונאי ישראל במעשה העגל שלא הי' מתקיים אנכי רק על מרע"ה. וזה הפתחון פה לומר שעדיין התורה מתקיימת בישראל כנ"ל:

(ז) כמו שכתבו חז"ל שכל הנביאים קבלו נבואתם מהר סיני. כמו כן בכל שנה ושנה מקבל כל אחד מישראל בחג הזה כל מה שעתיד להבין ולחדש בתורה. וז"ש אלמלא האי יומא כמה יוסף איכא בשוקא. האי יומא ממש. זה החג שבו ניתן התורה בכל שנה:

(ח) פנים בפנים דיבר ה׳ עמכם כו' במד' הרב נותן והתלמיד מקבל כו' ע"ש. פי' כי הקב"ה נותן התורה ונותן ג"כ כח בישראל לקבל התורה כי הכל ממנו הוא. והכנת בני ישראל אל התורה הוא חסד בפ"ע שזכו בנ"י להיות מכוון פנים בפנים לקבל הדברות. וזהו הי' ע"י משה רבינו ע"ה כמ"ש אנכי עומד בין ה׳ וביניכם. וזה מתעורר בכל שנה ג"כ כמ"ש עומד ולא כתיב עמדתי. וזהו ג"כ תנופת שתי הלחם. לחם מן השמים ומן הארץ. בחי' תורה שבכתב ושבע"פ. פירוש הנתינה והקבלה שניהם מתעוררין בחג הזה:

When Israel preceded "we will do to we will hear/listen, 600,000 angels came and tied two crowns to every Jew. One was a crown for "we will do" and one was a crown for "we will learn." What is the language of "tying" here? The meaning of this is that each Jewish person contains two lights. One light is the inner light which we have been gifted by being born as it states "this is the pure soul which you have given me." The other light is an external one that comes from above through God's providence.

These two lights are dependent on one another based on how a person acts in the world. Your choices allow or hinder your inner light to connect to this external one. These two lights are the manifestations of "naaseh v'nishma." These two lights are also reflections of the two angelic crowns we received. We merit them solely though are toiling in Torah which reveals to us secrets of the world. Torah also means to shoot or pout down. This is like that which is written in Parshat Haazinu "May my discourse come down as the rain." By way of the efforts we put into our Torah study, we bring our souls into the world.

These two levels are also like the two loaves we waive on Shavuot for they both need to be from bread. Naaseh comes to ward off the yetzer hara. Nishma comes because it is beyond our comprehension. These two levels are also like this world and the world to come which are dependent on one another.

"And all the people saw the sounds." Rashi, z"l, explains that they saw that which should be heard, something which is impossible for man to see, etc." We must understand why this miracle was necessary. Could they not have heard the sounds without a miracle? It may be suggested that hearing and seeing are two different things, the one unlike the other. Each one has a certain advantage and a certain disadvantage. For one who sees, perceives the seen object in perfect manner as it is without any change. But one who hears – the sound changes as it enters his ears and is no longer as it had been sounded. This is the advantage of seeing. Hearing has an advantage in that it brings that which is heard inside the person himself by way of the ear, while seeing is from the outside. Scripture, therefore, informs us that the children of Israel had both advantages: they received the commandments by way of seeing what is heard, for while the sounds, quite literally, entered into them, nevertheless they saw the sounds without any changes, as stated above. They merited this because "We shall do" came before "We shall hear," as stated above.

וכל העם רואים את הקולות וכו': י"ל בזה ע"ד ששמעתי משל מן אא"ז זללה"ה שהיה אחד מנגן בכלי זמר יפה מאוד במתיקות ועריבות גדול ואותם שהם שומעים זה לא יכלו להתאפק מגודל המתיקות והתענוג עד שהיו רוקדים כמעט עד לתקרה מחמת גודל התענוג והנעימות והמתיקות וכל מי שהיה קרוב יותר והיה מקרב עצמו לשמוע הכלי זמר היה לו ביותר תענוג והיה רוקד עד מאוד ובתוך כך בא אחד חרש שאינו שומע כלל הקול של כלי זמר הערב רק ראה שאנשים רוקדים עד מאוד והם בעיניו כמשתגעי' ואומר בלבו כי לשמחה מה זה עושה ובאמת אלו היה הוא חכם וידע והבין שהוא מחמת גודל התענוג והנעימות קול של כלי זמר היה הוא ג"כ רוקד שם והנמשל מובן וי"ל בזה וכל העם רואי' את הקולו' היינו שהש"י הופיע על כול' כאחד אור אלוהותו שהשיגו יחד כולם כשראו גודל השמחה כי מלאכי צבאות ידודון ידודון וכו' הבינו שהוא מחמת מתיקות ונעימות אור התורה הקדושה ודחקו עצמם לשמוע קול התורה אע"פ שהיו קצת חרשים מכבר שלא היו שומעים את הקולות הכל נעשו פקחין ועיינין פקוחין היה להם שהיו רואים החדוה והשמחה הגדולה הבינו שהוא בוודאי את הקולות היינו נעימות ועריבות הקול של תורה אע"פ שהם לא השיגו זה נעימות התורה הבינו ע"י השמח' שהוא בוודאי מגודל נעימות התורה ולכך דחקו עצמם לשמוע הקול ממש אולי ישיגו ויבינו נעימות אור התורה והמש"י:

"And all the people saw the sounds, etc." This should be understood in accordance with a parable that I heard from my grandfather. There was once a person who played a musical instrument very beautifully, with great sweetness and pleasantness. Those who heard him [play] were unable to control themselves because of the great sweetness and delight, to the point that they would dance almost to the ceiling because of the great delight, pleasantness, and sweetness. Whoever was closer and could draw himself nearer to hear the instrument would have even greater delight and would dance even more.

In the meantime, a deaf person came, who was totally unable to hear the pleasant sounds of the pleasant musical instrument. He only saw the people dancing, and they appeared in his eyes as if they were crazed. He asked himself what is the joy here. In truth, were he wise and had he understood that it is because of the great delight and pleasantness of the sound of the musical instrument, he too would have danced.

The moral is obvious. This explains the verse, "And all the people saw the sounds." That is, God, blessed be He, appeared to all of them at once with His Divine light, which they all perceived when they saw the great joy, the angels of hosts dancing (Shabbat 88b). They understood that it was because of the sweetness and pleasantness of the light of the holy Torah, and they pressed themselves to hear the sound of the Torah. Even though they had previously been a little deaf, for they had not heard the sounds, they all began to hear. And they had sharp eyes, for they saw the great joy and happiness and they understood that it was certainly the sounds, that is, the pleasant sound of the Torah. Even though they did not apprehend the pleasantness of the Torah, they understood by way of the joy that surely it was because of the great pleasantness of the Torah. And therefore they pushed themselves to hear the sound itself, for perhaps they would apprehend and understand the pleasantness of the light of the Torah. And the wise one will understand.