(טז) גׇּלְמִ֤י ׀ רָ֘א֤וּ עֵינֶ֗יךָ וְעַֽל־סִפְרְךָ֮ כֻּלָּ֢ם יִכָּ֫תֵ֥בוּ יָמִ֥ים יֻצָּ֑רוּ (ולא) [וְל֖וֹ] אֶחָ֣ד בָּהֶֽם׃
(16) Your eyes saw my "golem"/unformed limbs; they were all recorded in Your book; in due time they were formed, to the very last one of them.
... אמר רבא אי בעו צדיקי ברו עלמא שנאמר כי עונותיכם היו מבדילים וגו' רבא ברא גברא שדריה לקמיה דר' זירא הוה קא משתעי בהדיה ולא הוה קא מהדר ליה אמר ליה מן חבריא את הדר לעפריך
רב חנינא ורב אושעיא הוו יתבי כל מעלי שבתא ועסקי בספר יצירה ומיברו להו עיגלא תילתא ואכלי ליה.
...Rava says: If the righteous wish to do so, they can create a world, as it is stated: “But your iniquities have separated between you and your God.” In other words, someone without iniquities is alike to God and therefor has God-like world-creating powers.
Some examples:
Rava created a man, and sent his creation before Rabbi Zeira. Rabbi Zeira would speak to him but he would not reply. Rabbi Zeira said to him: You were created by one of the members of the group, one of the Sages. Return to your dust.Rav Ḥanina and Rav Oshaya would sit every Shabbat eve and engage in the study of Sefer Yetzira, and a third-born calf [igla tilta] would be created for them, and they would eat it in honor of Shabbat. §

(ז) וַיִּ֩יצֶר֩ יהוה אֱלֹהִ֜ים אֶת־הָֽאָדָ֗ם עָפָר֙ מִן־הָ֣אֲדָמָ֔ה וַיִּפַּ֥ח בְּאַפָּ֖יו נִשְׁמַ֣ת חַיִּ֑ים וַיְהִ֥י הָֽאָדָ֖ם לְנֶ֥פֶשׁ חַיָּֽה׃
(7) The Multi-portal Divine formed the Earthling from the soil’s loose dirt, blowing into his nostrils the breath of life: the Earthling became a living being.
...אמר רב שמואל בר אוניא משמיה דרב אשה גולם היא ואינה כורתת ברית אלא למי שעשאה כלי שנאמר (ישעיהו נד, ה) כי בועליך עושיך יהוה צבאות שמו תנא אין איש מת אלא לאשתו ואין אשה מתה אלא לבעלה אין איש מת אלא לאשתו...
...Rav Shmuel bar Unya says in the name of Rav: A woman is golem/raw material, like a vessel that has not been completed, and makes a covenant only to the one who made her a vessel through her first act of sexual intercourse, as it is stated: “For your Maker is your husband, the Lord of hosts is His name” (Isaiah 54:5).
It is taught: A man dies only to his wife, i.e., it is primarily she who suffers the pain and sadness resulting from his death, and a woman dies only to her husband...
(ה)עוד איתא בגמרא (שם) רבא ברא גברא שדריה לגבי ר' זירא כו', ופירש רש"י (ד"ה ברא גברא) ע"י שמות ספר יצירה. והנה יש שמות שמצירופים נברא זכר, ויש שנברא נקיבה, והיו מטיילין עמה ויוסף לא ידע מזה והיה סובר שהיא נקיבה אשה מהאב ואם, ובא והודיע לאביו שהם חשודים בעריות. וכשעסקו השבטים בצירוף סודות אלו ורצו להתחבר עליהם בני השפחות, אמרו השבטים אתם בני השפחות וכונתם היתה לשם שמים כי לא נמסרו אלו העניינים אלא למיוחסים שבדור הזה, ויוסף לא ידע זה וסבר שהיו מזלזלים בכבוד אחיהם לקרוא אותם עבדים...
(5) Sanhedrin 65b reports that the Amora Rava created a human being. He sent that creature to Rabbi Zeirah, etc. Rashi explains this was done through the names from Sefer Yetzirah. There are letters in certain names of G–d, which, if manipulated in the correct manner, enable one to create female creatures, whereas other letters in other names of G–d, when correctly manipulated, produce male creatures. It is quite possible that the brothers used their knowledge of the Sefer Yetzirah to create female creatures, and that they tripped out with/had sex with these creatures. Joseph didn't know about this and thought this woman was a sister, and went to tell their father that [his brothers] were suspected of immorality. When the brothers were engaged with these secret permutations, the sons of the maidservants (Bilhah and Zilpah) wanted to hang out with them, the brothers [refused and] said to them: "You're just the children of maidservants." The brothers' intentions were holy, because these matters were only given to the distinguished ones of the generation. Yosef did not know this and thought his brothers were belittling their brothers' honor by calling them servants...
...He made a wooden girl. By winter, golem made him warm.
Golem stands aproned in the kitchen
shucking scales off a slim mackerel.
Oil spits in the iron over a fire.
With a silver spoon she gouges the eyes
neatly out of the fish's surprised face,
and pops them into her own rough sockets.
The sound of a creaking door as
something in her
smiles....
V.
Sometimes women like me are called golems, too.
Not human until another human beats inside us....

(יט) וְלָבָ֣ן הָלַ֔ךְ לִגְזֹ֖ז אֶת־צֹאנ֑וֹ וַתִּגְנֹ֣ב רָחֵ֔ל אֶת־הַתְּרָפִ֖ים אֲשֶׁ֥ר לְאָבִֽיהָ׃
(19) Meanwhile Laban had gone to shear his sheep, and Rachel stole her father’s teraphim.
(לד) וְרָחֵ֞ל לָקְחָ֣ה אֶת־הַתְּרָפִ֗ים וַתְּשִׂמֵ֛ם בְּכַ֥ר הַגָּמָ֖ל וַתֵּ֣שֶׁב עֲלֵיהֶ֑ם וַיְמַשֵּׁ֥שׁ לָבָ֛ן אֶת־כׇּל־הָאֹ֖הֶל וְלֹ֥א מָצָֽא׃ (לה) וַתֹּ֣אמֶר אֶל־אָבִ֗יהָ אַל־יִ֙חַר֙ בְּעֵינֵ֣י אֲדֹנִ֔י כִּ֣י ל֤וֹא אוּכַל֙ לָק֣וּם מִפָּנֶ֔יךָ כִּי־דֶ֥רֶךְ נָשִׁ֖ים לִ֑י וַיְחַפֵּ֕שׂ וְלֹ֥א מָצָ֖א אֶת־הַתְּרָפִֽים׃
(34) Rachel, meanwhile, had taken the idols and placed them in the camel cushion and sat on them; and Lavan rummaged through the tent without finding them. (35) For she said to her father, “Let not my lord take it amiss that I cannot rise before you, for I am in a womanly way.” Thus he searched, but could not find the household idols.
(א)אז הוחל לקרא בשם יהוה. מלמד שבאו בני הדור ושאלו לו לאנוש מה שמו של אביך א"ל שת ושמו של אבי אביך א"ל אדם ושם אביו של אדם מה היה שמו א"ל לא היה לו אב אלא הקב"ה בראו גולם מן הארץ ונפח בו נשמת חיים אמרו לו כיצד עשהו מיד לקח רגיבת עפר ועשאו צורת גולם ונכנס בנפיחיו השד והיה בו חיות מיד אמרו זה אלהינו והאמינו בו...
"Then [after the birth of Enosh, Adam's grandson] [people] began to call on the name of the Divine." (Gen 4:26) This teaches that the people of that generation came and asked Enosh, 'What was your father's name?' He replied, 'Seth.' 'And what was the name of your father's father?' He replied, 'Adam.' Then they asked, 'And what was the name of Adam's father?' He replied, 'He had no father but the Holy One, Blessed be, created a golem from the earth and breathed into him the breath of life.' They said to him, 'How did He make him?' Immediately, [Enosh] took a clump of soil and formed it into the shape of a golem, and with his breath, life entered it. Upon seeing this, they said, 'This is our god,' and they believed in it...
(יט) וְלָבָן אָזַל לְמֵיגַז עָנֵיהּ וּגְנֵיבַת רָחֵל יַת צַלְמָנַיָא דַהֲווֹן נַכְסִין גַבְרָא בּוּכְרָא וְחִזְמִין רֵישֵׁיהּ וּמַלְחִין לֵיהּ בְּמִילְחָא וּבוּסְמָנִין וְכָתְבִין קוּסְמִין בְּצִיצָא דְדַהֲבָא וִיהָבִין תְּחוֹת לִשְׁנֵיהּ וּמְקַיְמִין לֵיהּ בְּכוּתְלָא וּמְמַלֵיל עִמְהוֹן וְאִילֵין הֲווֹן דַהֲוָה גָחִין לְהוֹן אָבוּהָא
(19) "And Laban had gone to shear his flock; and Rahel stole the images." For they had killed a man, a firstborn, and had cut off his head; they salted it with salt and spices, and wrote incantations on a plate of gold, and put it under his tongue, and set it up in the wall, and it would speak with them. These were the idols that her father would bow down to.

The Savage MindWhat is the virtue of reduction either of scale or in the number of properties? It seems to result from a sort of reversal in the process of understanding. To understand a real object in its totality we always tend to work from its parts. The resistance it offers us is overcome by dividing it. Reduction in scale reverses this situation. Being smaller, the object as a whole seems less formidable. By being quantitatively diminished, it seems to us qualitatively simplified. More exactly, this quantitative tranposition extends and diversifies our power over a homologue of the thing, and by means of it the latter can be grasped, assessed and apprehended at a glance. A child's doll is no longer an enemy, a rival or even an interlocutor. In it and through it a person is made into a subject.
My friend Ocean Vuong, the amazing poet, he says "Survival is never an accident, it's always a creative act." And I would add, it's also a magical act. And I wanted to say thank you for all of the shape shifting, thank you for the lives that you conjured out of nothing. Thank you for the survival. It's magic. You are an everyday miracle. Every breath that you take is the most profound love poem I have ever heard.
