"The story of the Torah is ."
"The meaning of the Torah is ."
In one sentence, what is the message of the Torah? If you had to fill in the blank, what would you say?
(with thanks to Rabbi Gordon Tucker for introducing me to this text)
“The ending of a story completes not only the story, but its meaning. For narrative, the cruelty of the ending – the fact that the ending sets a term to the story, brings it to a close – is redeemed by the breath of life that the ending breathes into the story’s meaning. The ending makes the meaning possible, and the meaning in turn makes the ending no ending at all, but instead a beginning.”
(א) וַיַּ֨עַל מֹשֶׁ֜ה מֵעַרְבֹ֤ת מוֹאָב֙ אֶל־הַ֣ר נְב֔וֹ רֹ֚אשׁ הַפִּסְגָּ֔ה אֲשֶׁ֖ר עַל־פְּנֵ֣י יְרֵח֑וֹ וַיַּרְאֵ֨הוּ ה' אֶת־כׇּל־הָאָ֛רֶץ אֶת־הַגִּלְעָ֖ד עַד־דָּֽן׃ (ב) וְאֵת֙ כׇּל־נַפְתָּלִ֔י וְאֶת־אֶ֥רֶץ אֶפְרַ֖יִם וּמְנַשֶּׁ֑ה וְאֵת֙ כׇּל־אֶ֣רֶץ יְהוּדָ֔ה עַ֖ד הַיָּ֥ם הָאַחֲרֽוֹן׃ (ג) וְאֶת־הַנֶּ֗גֶב וְֽאֶת־הַכִּכָּ֞ר בִּקְעַ֧ת יְרֵח֛וֹ עִ֥יר הַתְּמָרִ֖ים עַד־צֹֽעַר׃ (ד) וַיֹּ֨אמֶר ה' אֵלָ֗יו זֹ֤את הָאָ֙רֶץ֙ אֲשֶׁ֣ר נִ֠שְׁבַּ֠עְתִּי לְאַבְרָהָ֨ם לְיִצְחָ֤ק וּֽלְיַעֲקֹב֙ לֵאמֹ֔ר לְזַרְעֲךָ֖ אֶתְּנֶ֑נָּה הֶרְאִיתִ֣יךָ בְעֵינֶ֔יךָ וְשָׁ֖מָּה לֹ֥א תַעֲבֹֽר׃
(ה) וַיָּ֨מׇת שָׁ֜ם מֹשֶׁ֧ה עֶבֶד־ה' בְּאֶ֥רֶץ מוֹאָ֖ב עַל־פִּ֥י ה'׃ (ו) וַיִּקְבֹּ֨ר אֹת֤וֹ בַגַּי֙ בְּאֶ֣רֶץ מוֹאָ֔ב מ֖וּל בֵּ֣ית פְּע֑וֹר וְלֹא־יָדַ֥ע אִישׁ֙ אֶת־קְבֻ֣רָת֔וֹ עַ֖ד הַיּ֥וֹם הַזֶּֽה׃ (ז) וּמֹשֶׁ֗ה בֶּן־מֵאָ֧ה וְעֶשְׂרִ֛ים שָׁנָ֖ה בְּמֹת֑וֹ לֹא־כָהֲתָ֥ה עֵינ֖וֹ וְלֹא־נָ֥ס לֵחֹֽה׃
(ח) וַיִּבְכּוּ֩ בְנֵ֨י יִשְׂרָאֵ֧ל אֶת־מֹשֶׁ֛ה בְּעַֽרְבֹ֥ת מוֹאָ֖ב שְׁלֹשִׁ֣ים י֑וֹם וַֽיִּתְּמ֔וּ יְמֵ֥י בְכִ֖י אֵ֥בֶל מֹשֶֽׁה׃
(ט) וִיהוֹשֻׁ֣עַ בִּן־נ֗וּן מָלֵא֙ ר֣וּחַ חׇכְמָ֔ה כִּֽי־סָמַ֥ךְ מֹשֶׁ֛ה אֶת־יָדָ֖יו עָלָ֑יו וַיִּשְׁמְע֨וּ אֵלָ֤יו בְּנֵֽי־יִשְׂרָאֵל֙ וַֽיַּעֲשׂ֔וּ כַּאֲשֶׁ֛ר צִוָּ֥ה ה' אֶת־מֹשֶֽׁה׃
(י) וְלֹא־קָ֨ם נָבִ֥יא ע֛וֹד בְּיִשְׂרָאֵ֖ל כְּמֹשֶׁ֑ה אֲשֶׁר֙ יְדָע֣וֹ ה' פָּנִ֖ים אֶל־פָּנִֽים׃ (יא) לְכׇל־הָ֨אֹתֹ֜ת וְהַמּוֹפְתִ֗ים אֲשֶׁ֤ר שְׁלָחוֹ֙ ה' לַעֲשׂ֖וֹת בְּאֶ֣רֶץ מִצְרָ֑יִם לְפַרְעֹ֥ה וּלְכׇל־עֲבָדָ֖יו וּלְכׇל־אַרְצֽוֹ׃ (יב) וּלְכֹל֙ הַיָּ֣ד הַחֲזָקָ֔ה וּלְכֹ֖ל הַמּוֹרָ֣א הַגָּד֑וֹל אֲשֶׁר֙ עָשָׂ֣ה מֹשֶׁ֔ה לְעֵינֵ֖י כׇּל־יִשְׂרָאֵֽל׃
(1) Moses went up from the steppes of Moab to Mount Nebo, to the summit of Pisgah, opposite Jericho, and Adonai showed him the whole land: Gilead as far as Dan; (2) all Naphtali; the land of Ephraim and Manasseh; the whole land of Judah as far as the Western*Western I.e., Mediterranean; cf. 11.24. Sea; (3) the Negeb; and the Plain—the Valley of Jericho, the city of palm trees—as far as Zoar. (4) And the Lord said to him, “This is the land of which I swore to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, ‘I will assign it to your offspring.’ I have let you see it with your own eyes, but you shall not cross there.”
(5) So Moses the servant of God died there, in the land of Moab, at the command of Adonai. (6) [God] buried him in the valley in the land of Moab, near Beth-peor; and no one knows his burial place to this day. (7) Moses was a hundred and twenty years old when he died; his eyes were undimmed and his vigor unabated.
(8) And the Israelites bewailed Moses in the steppes of Moab for thirty days. The period of wailing and mourning for Moses came to an end.
(9) Now Joshua son of Nun was filled with the spirit of wisdom because Moses had laid his hands upon him; and the Israelites heeded him, doing as the Lord had commanded Moses.
(10) Never again did there arise in Israel a prophet like Moses—whom Adonai singled out, face to face, (11) for the various signs and portents that Adonai sent him to display in the land of Egypt, against Pharaoh and all his courtiers and his whole country, (12) and for all the great might and awesome power that Moses displayed before all Israel.
"The Torah is about ."
"The story of the Torah is ."
"The meaning of the Torah is ."
ולכל היד החזקה קריעת ים סוף שנאמר בו (שמות יד לא) וירא ישראל את היד הגדולה ולכל המורא הגדול מעמד הר סיני שנאמר בו (שם כ כ) לבעבור תהיה יראתו על פניכם
... היד החזקה זו מדת הדין ... והמורא הגדול מדת הרחמים
"AND FOR ALL THE GREAT MIGHT": This alludes to the splitting of the Sea of Reeds...
"AND AWESOME POWER": This is a reference to the Revelation on Mount Sinai concerning which it is stated and that God's awe may be before you.
...Another interpretation: "and for all the great might": this is the attribute of justice... And "awesome power" is the attribute of mercy.
In the last chapter of the book of Deuteronomy, right before Moses dies, God tells him to climb the mountain, to look out upon the land. Deuteronomy 34:1-4 lingers over the land, allowing the listener to hear the contours and cadences of the hills, the heights and the valleys. ... [Quoting Deut. 34:1-4]
God's last words to Moses name the limit of his life. It seems a cruel choice, an unnecessary repetition. Why speak again this painful fact? In this final, intimate moment, just before the prophet passes into death, why turn again to disappointment?
Might it be to make repair?
Each of the earlier passages that speak of Moses's inability to cross bind that fact with cause and consequence. The reasons differ. Sometimes it is Moses's failure, sometimes the people's sin. But the theme of divine anger runs through each of these accounts. Only in the last is it absent. Only in the last is there no reason given, no blame to be assigned, no lesson to be drawn. Here, in this final moment, it is simple, elemental truth. This one body cannot ford the river. It will not cross into the land it sees.
When we let go of asking why, then we can ask a different question. What is it like for Moses? Once the knowledge is absorbed, once he has acknowledged grief and disappointment, what does he know? What does he feel?
It is a question that I ask myself, when I have come to face that impasse.
From a country road that winds out high above the rocks, I take in the northeast coast of Scotland, the waters of the Cromarty Firth lapping against the beach below. Cool summer wind edges through my coat, riffling my half-bound hair. The gulls cry overhead, a braid of wonder and of wind. Far below, a couple walks across the place where land meets sea, a place my wheels will never roll. Watching them, I almost feel the water lap around my toes, the grit of sand against my feet. But I do not, not in the flesh.
How do I allow for hunger, for the hard, sharp truth of want?
This isn't only a truth disabled people know. It is a deeply human story, part and parcel of what it means to be alive. All of us come up against the limits of the possible, the compass of what our bodies or our minds will allow. But acknowledging this question runs against the grain. The culture I was raised in leaves no space for unfulfilled desire. I learned to celebrate the act of overcoming limits, to trust that barriers could always be surmounted. We do not speak of dreams that cannot be achieved. Even now, I hear the voice inside my head, relentless in its cheer: You never know It could still happen. Don't give up. And when I did encounter limits, when I did give up on dreams? The story I was taught to tell is that it doesn't matter. Dismiss the want. Deny its meaning. Deflect the rawness of the loss. It isn't important. I don't want it anyway. Or better still, try to find a silver lining. Spin a tidy tale that makes denial part of some great good.
None of that feels right to me. None of that feels true.
I want to linger with the fact of want, to dwell there without flinching. To hold this feeling gently, to give it space to breathe. To leave it open, unresolved. To witness this as truth that matters, and to resist the lure of consolation, the platitudes that try to paper over loss. This is part of who I am, one of the truths that shapes my life. I am a creature who cannot always enter the places of my longing.
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This is the wisdom that Moses offers, a wisdom that is in my own life intimately tied with the experience of disability. Moses takes one final climb before he dies, and he looks out at the land. He looks out knowing that he will not enter. I like to think that knowledge shaped his gaze, that it changed what he could see and how. I do not mean he looked with grief or with a kind of weary resignation. To understand this thing, we must let go of the assumption that it is a kind of loss, a species of regret. I mean instead a different kind of presence, a kind of being with the distance.
Rabbi Samlai taught: The Torah's beginning is an act of kindness and its end is an act of kindness.
Its beginning is an act of kindness, as it is written: “And the Lord God made for Adam and for his wife garments of skin, and clothed them” (Genesis 3:21) And its end is an act of kindness, as it is written: “And God buried Moses in the valley” (Deuteronomy 34:6).
https://www.hadar.org/torah-tefillah/resources/beginning-and-end-torah
Strikingly, say the Talmudic Sages, the Torah begins and ends in precisely the same way; this crucial fact, I would suggest, teaches us what Torah is really about and what it is ultimately for.
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At some deep level, then, what Torah is about is “walking in God’s ways,” which the Sages understand to mean living a life of lovingkindness.2 “Walking in God’s ways” is a two-pronged obligation: We are obligated to cultivate certain character traits, like compassion and mercy (Midrash Sifrei, Eikev 49) and to engage in concrete acts of kindness, like clothing the naked, visiting the sick, comforting the mourners, and burying the dead (BT, Sotah 14a).3
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Implicit in this remarkable statement is a spiritual litmus test: If we study Torah and it does not make us kinder and more able to be present in the face of sorrow and loss, then it is not Torah that we have learned. Perhaps it is Jewish culture, or academic Jewish studies; but it is not Torah. Torah leads to love, the midrash implies, or it is not Torah at all...
