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Teshuvah: Returning Home
(טו) וַיִּשְׁפֹּ֤ט שְׁמוּאֵל֙ אֶת־יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל כֹּ֖ל יְמֵ֥י חַיָּֽיו׃ (טז) וְהָלַ֗ךְ מִדֵּ֤י שָׁנָה֙ בְּשָׁנָ֔ה וְסָבַב֙ בֵּֽית־אֵ֔ל וְהַגִּלְגָּ֖ל וְהַמִּצְפָּ֑ה וְשָׁפַט֙ אֶת־יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל אֵ֥ת כׇּל־הַמְּקוֹמ֖וֹת הָאֵֽלֶּה׃ (יז) וּתְשֻׁבָת֤וֹ הָרָמָ֙תָה֙ כִּֽי־שָׁ֣ם בֵּית֔וֹ וְשָׁ֖ם שָׁפָ֣ט אֶת־יִשְׂרָאֵ֑ל וַיִּבֶן־שָׁ֥ם מִזְבֵּ֖חַ לַיהוה׃ {פ}
(15) Samuel judged Israel as long as he lived. (16) Each year he made the rounds of Bethel, Gilgal, and Mizpah, and acted as judge over Israel at all those places. (17) Then he would return to Ramah, for his home was there, and there too he would judge Israel. He built an altar there to the LORD.

Who Was Samuel?

Samuel was the first of the great circuit riders, answering questions, setting up courts of justice and educating the next generation. He did not wait for the people to come to him. Samuel, Hebrew Shmuʾel, (flourished 11th century bce, Israel), religious hero in the history of Israel, represented in the Hebrew Bible in every role of leadership of his day—seer, priest, judge, prophet, and military leader. https://www.britannica.com/biography/Samuel-Hebrew-prophet
Soloveitchik On Repentance by Pinchas H. Peli
What is the meaning of the word “Teshuvah”? What is the exact etymological significance of the term? In the Bible, the word bears a specific connotation, “at the return of the year“, that is at the termination of the year’s cycle. The word also appears in the following context (I Samuel 7:15-17): “And Samuel judged Israel all the days of his life. And he went from year to year in circuit to Beth-El and Gilgal and Mizpah; and he judged Israel in all those places. And his return (u-teshuvato) was to Ramah, for there was his home and there he judged Israel; and he built there an altar unto the Lord.“ Here, too, the word Teshuvah bears the connotation of completing a circle; after Samuel would make a circuit throughout Israel he would return to Ramah, for there was his home.
Teshuvah, repentance, signifies circular motion. When one finds oneself on the circumference of a large circle, it sometimes seems that the starting point is becoming farther and farther removed, but actually it is getting closer and closer. “At the return of the year,“ on Rosh Hashanah, a new calendar year begins, and with every passing day one gets farther and farther away from the starting point, the New Year.
But every passing day is also a return, a drawing nearer to the completion of the year’s cycle, the Rosh Hashanah of the next year. “And his return was to Ramah.“ Samuel went in circuit. The moment he left Ramah, with the goal of making a full circuit of Beth-El, Gilgal and Mizpah, he was already returning to Ramah, for it was there that he made his home; there, in Ramatayim Zofim, lived his mother Hannah; there he had spent his childhood; there were his roots. Samuel was a leader and a judge for all Israel; he made a circuit of all Israel’s scattered living places, but everywhere he went, he was heading for home.
  • What has gotten scattered this year in your own self?
  • How might you connect back to your roots - not necessarily physically, but emotionally, and spiritually?
He belonged to all of Israel, for the land of Israel was his home, but his true home was only in one place, in Ramah, as it is written, “for there was his home.“ Only there could you construct the altar of his life to God. “And Samuel judged Israel all the days of his life.“ Samuel served as leader and judge in many different places, but the force of his leadership and judgment stemmed from Ramah, from his home: “there he judged Israel.“ No matter how great a man may be, he cannot leave his ancestral home. All of his judgments are derived from there.
This is the secret source of Teshuvah, repentance. An individual Jew cannot sever himself completely from the Holy One. The community of Israel cannot travel in a straight path away from God. It is always on the path to return and repentance – of going away from God and coming back to Him. “In your distress when all these things are come upon you… You will return to the Lord your God.“ The circle may be very large, it may have an immense radius, but those who follow its path always move in a circular direction. [...]
  • Does this idea give you hope? That there is an inherent rhythm to going away and returning?
Man may wander about in circles and become entangled in all sorts of vain causes and pursue empty ideas. [...] He makes a circuit of Beth-El, Gilgal and Mizpah, he searches for gods, overturns worlds, and it may appear to him that he can see ahead and is heralding a new and better future – but always and ever “his return is to Ramah, for there is his home.“ [...W]illingly or not, he will return to Ramah, to his home, where his mother Hannah welcomed him with her longing and supplication, where he lay in his cradle and absorbed the affectionate dulcet melodies sung to him by his mother.
“And his return was to Ramah“ – traveling a circuit, he had to find his way back to his starting point; coming from afar, he made his way back home.
  • How might you find your way back "home" to your roots?

Hashiveinu - Let Us Return

(כא) הֲשִׁיבֵ֨נוּ יהוה ׀ אֵלֶ֙יךָ֙ (ונשוב) [וְֽנָשׁ֔וּבָה] חַדֵּ֥שׁ יָמֵ֖ינוּ כְּקֶֽדֶם׃
(21) Take us back, YHVH, to Yourself,And let us come back;Renew our days as of old!
Hashiveinu Adonai Elohecha, nashuva, chadesh, yameinu k'kedem.