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(כב) וְנָשַׁל֩ יְהֹוָ֨ה אֱלֹהֶ֜יךָ אֶת־הַגּוֹיִ֥ם הָאֵ֛ל מִפָּנֶ֖יךָ מְעַ֣ט מְעָ֑ט לֹ֤א תוּכַל֙ כַּלֹּתָ֣ם מַהֵ֔ר פֶּן־תִּרְבֶּ֥ה עָלֶ֖יךָ חַיַּ֥ת הַשָּׂדֶֽה׃
(22) Your God יהוה will dislodge those peoples before you little by little; you will not be able to put an end to them at once, else the wild beasts would multiply to your hurt.
(א) וְאָ֣הַבְתָּ֔ אֵ֖ת יְהֹוָ֣ה אֱלֹהֶ֑יךָ וְשָׁמַרְתָּ֣ מִשְׁמַרְתּ֗וֹ וְחֻקֹּתָ֧יו וּמִשְׁפָּטָ֛יו וּמִצְוֺתָ֖יו כׇּל־הַיָּמִֽים׃
(1) Love, therefore, your God יהוה, and always keep God’s charge, God’s laws, God’s rules, and God’s commandments.
(יג) וְהָיָ֗ה אִם־שָׁמֹ֤עַ תִּשְׁמְעוּ֙ אֶל־מִצְוֺתַ֔י אֲשֶׁ֧ר אָנֹכִ֛י מְצַוֶּ֥ה אֶתְכֶ֖ם הַיּ֑וֹם לְאַהֲבָ֞ה אֶת־יְהֹוָ֤ה אֱלֹֽהֵיכֶם֙ וּלְעׇבְד֔וֹ בְּכׇל־לְבַבְכֶ֖ם וּבְכׇל־נַפְשְׁכֶֽם׃
(13) If, then, you obey the commandments that I enjoin upon you this day, loving your God יהוה and serving [God] with all your heart and soul,

Etz Hayim, USCJ Torah and Commentary, p. 1050

"Petuchowski said that a Jew reads the Torah not as one reads a novel or a newspaper but as one reads a love letter, eager to extract every bit of meaning from it

Love is mentioned in Exodus twice, in Numbers never, in Leviticus twice, and in Deuteronomy twenty-three times. Justice is mentioned in Exodus four times, in Numbers never, once in Leviticus, and in Deuteronomy eighteen times.

(ז) כִּ֚י יְהֹוָ֣ה אֱלֹהֶ֔יךָ מְבִֽיאֲךָ֖ אֶל־אֶ֣רֶץ טוֹבָ֑ה אֶ֚רֶץ נַ֣חֲלֵי מָ֔יִם עֲיָנֹת֙ וּתְהֹמֹ֔ת יֹצְאִ֥ים בַּבִּקְעָ֖ה וּבָהָֽר׃ (ח) אֶ֤רֶץ חִטָּה֙ וּשְׂעֹרָ֔ה וְגֶ֥פֶן וּתְאֵנָ֖ה וְרִמּ֑וֹן אֶֽרֶץ־זֵ֥ית שֶׁ֖מֶן וּדְבָֽשׁ׃ (ט) אֶ֗רֶץ אֲשֶׁ֨ר לֹ֤א בְמִסְכֵּנֻת֙ תֹּֽאכַל־בָּ֣הּ לֶ֔חֶם לֹֽא־תֶחְסַ֥ר כֹּ֖ל בָּ֑הּ אֶ֚רֶץ אֲשֶׁ֣ר אֲבָנֶ֣יהָ בַרְזֶ֔ל וּמֵהֲרָרֶ֖יהָ תַּחְצֹ֥ב נְחֹֽשֶׁת׃ (י) וְאָכַלְתָּ֖ וְשָׂבָ֑עְתָּ וּבֵֽרַכְתָּ֙ אֶת־יְהֹוָ֣ה אֱלֹהֶ֔יךָ עַל־הָאָ֥רֶץ הַטֹּבָ֖ה אֲשֶׁ֥ר נָֽתַן־לָֽךְ׃

(7) For your God יהוה is bringing you into a good land, a land with streams and springs and fountains issuing from plain and hill; (8) a land of wheat and barley, of vines, figs, and pomegranates, a land of olive trees and honey; (9) a land where you may eat food without stint, where you will lack nothing; a land whose rocks are iron and from whose hills you can mine copper. (10) When you have eaten your fill, give thanks to your God יהוה for the good land given to you.

R' Samson Raphael Hirsch, The Hirsch Chumash: Devarim, p. 170

Nahaley: large or small watercourse flowing from a natural source - springs that together form a stream, or streams that together form a river. Ayanot: are the 'eyes' of the earth, through which the inner contents of the earth come to light: wellsprings. Utiomot: denotes the billowing of the waves of the sea - are great masses of water that form lakes in the midst of the land.

R' Samson Raphael Hirsch, The Hirsch Chumash: Devarim, p. 176

[The mitzvah of the blessings] in the Torah, has become the model and the prototype of the great institution of brachot which the Sages, seeking to mold the spirit of the Jewish people, have woven into the whole fabric of our lives.

(יד) וְרָ֖ם לְבָבֶ֑ךָ וְשָֽׁכַחְתָּ֙ אֶת־יְהֹוָ֣ה אֱלֹהֶ֔יךָ הַמּוֹצִיאֲךָ֛ מֵאֶ֥רֶץ מִצְרַ֖יִם מִבֵּ֥ית עֲבָדִֽים...(יז) וְאָמַרְתָּ֖ בִּלְבָבֶ֑ךָ כֹּחִי֙ וְעֹ֣צֶם יָדִ֔י עָ֥שָׂה לִ֖י אֶת־הַחַ֥יִל הַזֶּֽה׃

(14) beware lest your heart grow haughty and you forget your God יהוה —who freed you from the land of Egypt, the house of bondage...(17) and you say to yourselves, “My own power and the might of my own hand have won this wealth for me.”

R' Lord Jonathan Sacks, Covenant and Conversation: Devarim, p. 88, 89, 91

The real challenge is not poverty but affluence, not slavery but freedom, not homelessness, but home...The real test of a nation is not if it can survive a crisis but if it can survive the lack of a crisis...The guardian of conscience is memory.

(טז) וּמַלְתֶּ֕ם אֵ֖ת עׇרְלַ֣ת לְבַבְכֶ֑ם וְעׇ֨רְפְּכֶ֔ם לֹ֥א תַקְשׁ֖וּ עֽוֹד׃
(16) Cut away, therefore, the thickening about your hearts and stiffen your necks no more.

R' Samson Raphael Hirsch, The Hirsch Chumash: Devarim, p. 208

Oppose the intractibility and insubordination of your. heart; gain. mastery over your heart, over its thoughts and desires; make sure your heart will be obedient to you.

(ו) עֲשָׂרָה דְבָרִים נִבְרְאוּ בְּעֶרֶב שַׁבָּת בֵּין הַשְּׁמָשׁוֹת, וְאֵלּוּ הֵן...וְהַלּוּחוֹת.

(6) Ten things were created on the eve of the Sabbath at twilight, and these are they... [10] and the tablets.

(יז) וָאֶתְפֹּשׂ֙ בִּשְׁנֵ֣י הַלֻּחֹ֔ת וָֽאַשְׁלִכֵ֔ם מֵעַ֖ל שְׁתֵּ֣י יָדָ֑י וָאֲשַׁבְּרֵ֖ם לְעֵינֵיכֶֽם׃
(17) Thereupon I gripped the two tablets and flung them away with both my hands, smashing them before your eyes.
(א) בָּעֵ֨ת הַהִ֜וא אָמַ֧ר יְהֹוָ֣ה אֵלַ֗י פְּסׇל־לְךָ֞ שְׁנֵֽי־לוּחֹ֤ת אֲבָנִים֙ כָּרִ֣אשֹׁנִ֔ים וַעֲלֵ֥ה אֵלַ֖י הָהָ֑רָה וְעָשִׂ֥יתָ לְּךָ֖ אֲר֥וֹן עֵֽץ׃ (ב) וְאֶכְתֹּב֙ עַל־הַלֻּחֹ֔ת אֶ֨ת־הַדְּבָרִ֔ים אֲשֶׁ֥ר הָי֛וּ עַל־הַלֻּחֹ֥ת הָרִאשֹׁנִ֖ים אֲשֶׁ֣ר שִׁבַּ֑רְתָּ וְשַׂמְתָּ֖ם בָּאָרֽוֹן׃

(1) Thereupon יהוה said to me, “Carve out two tablets of stone like the first, and come up to Me on the mountain; and make an ark of wood. (2) I will inscribe on the tablets the commandments that were on the first tablets that you smashed, and you shall deposit them in the ark.”

(ה) וָאֵ֗פֶן וָֽאֵרֵד֙ מִן־הָהָ֔ר וָֽאָשִׂם֙ אֶת־הַלֻּחֹ֔ת בָּאָר֖וֹן אֲשֶׁ֣ר עָשִׂ֑יתִי וַיִּ֣הְיוּ שָׁ֔ם כַּאֲשֶׁ֥ר צִוַּ֖נִי יְהֹוָֽה׃

(5) Then I left and went down from the mountain, and I deposited the tablets in the ark that I had made, where they still are, as יהוה had commanded me.

Howard Schwartz, Tree of Souls: The Mythology of Judaism, p. 274, citing Deuteronomy Rabbah 15:17

According to tradition, the first tablets of the Law were written by the finger of God, but the second were written by Moses.

Howard Schwartz, Tree of Souls: The Mythology of Judaism, p. 266, from multiple sources

Had the first tablets survived, every sorry and calamity would have disappeared from the earth, and the world would have experienced freedom from the Angel of Death...it is said that if the first tablets had not been broken Jews would never have forgotten any Torah they had learned. Some say that all the commandments of the first set were positive, while more than half of those on the second set are negative.

Louis Ginzberg, Legends of the Jews, p. 618

It is another of the attributes of the Tablets, that although they are fashioned out of hardest stone, they can still be rolled up like a scroll.

Dr. Avivah Zornberg, The Hidden Order of Intimacy, p, 36

What is shattered with the [first] Tablets? Fetishizing memory, extreme awareness that allows nothing to slip. So, God assents to Moses' instinct to break the Tablets - to make space for the human modality of absence, loss, fragmentation, error.

Mishnah Menachot 99b

This is derived from a verse, as it is written: “And the Lord said to Moses: Hew for yourself two tablets of stone like the first, and I will write upon the tablets the words that were on the first tablets, which [asher] you broke” (Exodus 34:1). The word “asher” is an allusion to the fact that that the Holy One, Blessed be He, said to Moses: Your strength is true [yishar koḥakha] in that you broke the tablets, as the breaking of the first tablets led to the foundation of the Torah through the giving of the second tablets.

Dr. Avivah Zornberg, The Hidden Order of Intimacy, p. 119

He smashes the Tablets, the mystical wholeness of the stone inscribed with the finger of God. A terrible taboo: what could have inspired him to such an act? In a powerful talmudic midrash, God assures him: Yishar kochacha she-shibarta! - "More power to you that you smashed them!" The violent moment of disruption, of radical disorder, should signify the death of the entire project of Exodus. But, as the. midrash declares, "sometimes the Torah is confirmed by its undoing."

Bava Batra 14b

The broken pieces of the first tablets were placed together with the new ones in the Ark.

Rabbi Deborah Newbrun

The broken pieces of the first Tablets were mostly likely wrapped individually so that they didn't cut into the whole Tablets. Metaphorically, we all have broken Tablets: broken pieces of ourselves we carry forward. We have to figure out how to wrap them, so they don't cut into us, so that we can live full lives. From time to time, the cloth comes loose, and once again the shards can potentially harm us, so we rewrap them, with care, and with love, for we are carrying parts of ourselves, once hurting all the time, now mostly healed.