Sefaria Torah Talks: Emily Bazelon, Renowned Journalist and Politics Podcast Host
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
The question Moses asks, "Why me?" is a question a Moses asks at other moments in the Bible...you could see God's answer here as parental reassurance, as in "Don't worry, I got you. This was my idea."
A one-on-one Torah study with Emily Bazelon. In this session, she shares her reflections on the transmission of Torah and a famous piece of Talmud where Moses appears in Rabbi Akiva's classroom.
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Emily Bazelon is a staff writer at The New York Times Magazine and is the Truman Capote Fellow for Creative Writing and Law at Yale Law School. She is also the bestselling author of "Charged: The New Movement to Transform American Prosecution and End Mass Incarceration" and “Sticks and Stones: Defeating the Culture of Bullying and Rediscovering the Power of Character and Empathy.” She also co-hosts Slate’s “Political Gabfest,” a weekly podcast.
אמר רב יהודה אמר רב בשעה שעלה משה למרום מצאו להקב"ה שיושב וקושר כתרים לאותיות אמר לפניו רבש"ע מי מעכב על ידך אמר לו אדם אחד יש שעתיד להיות בסוף כמה דורות ועקיבא בן יוסף שמו שעתיד לדרוש על כל קוץ וקוץ תילין תילין של הלכות אמר לפניו רבש"ע הראהו לי אמר לו חזור לאחורך הלך וישב בסוף שמונה שורות ולא היה יודע מה הן אומרים תשש כחו כיון שהגיע לדבר אחד אמרו לו תלמידיו רבי מנין לך אמר להן הלכה למשה מסיני נתיישבה דעתו חזר ובא לפני הקב"ה אמר לפניו רבונו של עולם יש לך אדם כזה ואתה נותן תורה ע"י אמר לו שתוק כך עלה במחשבה לפני אמר לפניו רבונו של עולם הראיתני תורתו הראני שכרו אמר לו חזור [לאחורך] חזר לאחוריו ראה ששוקלין בשרו במקולין אמר לפניו רבש"ע זו תורה וזו שכרה א"ל שתוק כך עלה במחשבה לפני
§ Rav Yehuda says that Rav says: When Moses ascended on High, he found the Holy One, Blessed be He, sitting and tying crowns on the letters of the Torah. Moses said before God: Master of the Universe, who is preventing You from giving the Torah without these additions? God said to him: There is a man who is destined to be born after several generations, and Akiva ben Yosef is his name; he is destined to derive from each and every thorn of these crowns mounds upon mounds of halakhot. It is for his sake that the crowns must be added to the letters of the Torah. Moses said before God: Master of the Universe, show him to me. God said to him: Return behind you. Moses went and sat at the end of the eighth row in Rabbi Akiva’s study hall and did not understand what they were saying. Moses’ strength waned, as he thought his Torah knowledge was deficient. When Rabbi Akiva arrived at the discussion of one matter, his students said to him: My teacher, from where do you derive this? Rabbi Akiva said to them: It is a halakha transmitted to Moses from Sinai. When Moses heard this, his mind was put at ease, as this too was part of the Torah that he was to receive. Moses returned and came before the Holy One, Blessed be He, and said before Him: Master of the Universe, You have a man as great as this and yet You still choose to give the Torah through me. Why? God said to him: Be silent; this intention arose before Me. Moses said before God: Master of the Universe, You have shown me Rabbi Akiva’s Torah, now show me his reward. God said to him: Return to where you were. Moses went back and saw that they were weighing Rabbi Akiva’s flesh in a butcher shop [bemakkulin], as Rabbi Akiva was tortured to death by the Romans. Moses said before Him: Master of the Universe, this is Torah and this is its reward? God said to him: Be silent; this intention arose before Me.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
"Who is stopping your hand from teaching the Torah without adding all these fancy things" is a funny way of asking, "why are you doing this?" It assumes you can't teach the Torah without all the tying onto the crowns, but that isn't actually shown in the text previously...[from the answer that it will be Rabbi Akiva will learn mounds a from the crowns, it shows that] it's not that anyone is prevented from learning the Torah without the extra embroidery. It's that someone will come and derive all this meaning from here, which is a much more logical interpretation...it will be so much better and someone will find all of these hidden treasures in what [God] is adding.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
"What is preventing you" is such a question in the present because it feels like something is blocking you [right now], and for the answer to be that [it will be] someone in seven generations from now is strange in a lovely way.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
This whole idea of "look behind you" and now you're in this place that is seven generations hence. No wonder Moses was confused...the future is behind you and maybe [he] really doesn't understand what's happening because they're speaking differently. Who knows?
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
There is something beautiful about the idea that [Moses doesn't understand], given that he's not allowed into the Promised Land -- that we understand him as an icon with great limitations. Here it has a kind of humility to it and a pathos that the person to whom the Torah is given wouldn't be able to understand these future interpretations and, indeed, would be overwhelmed by his lack of understanding. It reminds me of the Four Children at the Seder where there are different problems with wrestling with learning. Here it seems like Moses is the one who can't understand at all.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
In this story, it is very much about these absolute axioms. Akiva says, "it's a halacha we got from Moses." Period, end of discussion. And then God has a similar discussion-ending, I would argue, unsatisfying comment...It's very pat.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
I think the text has tremendous room in it for modern interpretation which doesn't necessarily come from God. It comes from people thinking about it and adapting it to their own times. And parts of the texts are more adaptable and more suited for our modern world than others. And yet, I do think it's amazing how much there is to wrestle within it...this passage has so many things you could say about it that are totally relevant to how we think today.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
The ending we have says, literally, "be quiet." I found that to be really surprising given that chevruta and text study in Jewish tradition is about everyone talking to each other.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
Jews in earlier times had to figure out how to be Jewish without expecting reward for it, both because of the minimal presence of heaven and afterlife in Jewish theology and also because there was a lot of persecution going on. And it's an incredibly harsh ending...it requires a kind of zealous faith that you could be the most renowned scholar and still have a terrible human fate, and you had to make your peace with it, and God was not going to say anything reassuring at the end. There's a kind of thud that that lands with that actually, for better or worse, feels in keeping with Jewish history...if you were a member of the Jewish people seeing all of this, it was some way of making sense of it and feeling like it came from God, no matter how difficult it would feel to accept it.
Emily Bazelon, Sefaria Torah Talks
You have to look to the questioning of Moses, as you do throughout other parts of the Bible. The questioners, whether it's Abraham, or Moses, or Jacob -- they're the ones we identify with.