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Elul 14 - Avodah Service
Basics of the Avodah Service of Yom Kippur
Based on atonement service of the Kohein Gadol, the High Priest, as described in Mishna Yoma (Tractate Moed)
The Kohein Gadol prepared for a week
Wore gold for the daily rituals that day and white linen for the atonement sacrifices
Offering of a bull:
  • First: his sins and those of his family
  • Second: the sins of the Kohanim
  • Third: the sins of all Israel
Spoke holy name of God
  • People prostrated themselves
  • Responded: “Praised is His name, whose glorious kingdom is forever and ever.”
Drew lots:
  • one goat sent off to the wilderness for Azazel
  • one sacrificed as a sin offering
Prayer that Israel be blessed with peace, prosperity, fertility, etc.
(יז) וְכָל־אָדָ֞ם לֹא־יִהְיֶ֣ה ׀ בְּאֹ֣הֶל מוֹעֵ֗ד בְּבֹא֛וֹ לְכַפֵּ֥ר בַּקֹּ֖דֶשׁ עַד־צֵאת֑וֹ וְכִפֶּ֤ר בַּעֲדוֹ֙ וּבְעַ֣ד בֵּית֔וֹ וּבְעַ֖ד כָּל־קְהַ֥ל יִשְׂרָאֵֽל׃ (יח) וְיָצָ֗א אֶל־הַמִּזְבֵּ֛חַ אֲשֶׁ֥ר לִפְנֵֽי־יְהוָ֖ה וְכִפֶּ֣ר עָלָ֑יו וְלָקַ֞ח מִדַּ֤ם הַפָּר֙ וּמִדַּ֣ם הַשָּׂעִ֔יר וְנָתַ֛ן עַל־קַרְנ֥וֹת הַמִּזְבֵּ֖חַ סָבִֽיב׃ (יט) וְהִזָּ֨ה עָלָ֧יו מִן־הַדָּ֛ם בְּאֶצְבָּע֖וֹ שֶׁ֣בַע פְּעָמִ֑ים וְטִהֲר֣וֹ וְקִדְּשׁ֔וֹ מִטֻּמְאֹ֖ת בְּנֵ֥י יִשְׂרָאֵֽל׃
(17) When he goes in to make expiation in the Shrine, nobody else shall be in the Tent of Meeting until he comes out. When he has made expiation for himself and his household, and for the whole congregation of Israel, (18) he shall go out to the altar that is before the LORD and purge it: he shall take some of the blood of the bull and of the goat and apply it to each of the horns of the altar; (19) and the rest of the blood he shall sprinkle on it with his finger seven times. Thus he shall cleanse it of the uncleanness of the Israelites and consecrate it.
What strikes you about this original description of the service of the Kohein Gadol on Yom Kippur?

על העבודה כיצד כל זמן שעבודת בית המקדש קיימת העולם מתברך על יושביו וגשמים יורדין בזמנן שנאמר (דברים יא) (לאהבה את ה׳ אלהיכם) ולעבדו בכל לבבכם ובכל נפשכם ונתתי מטר ארצכם בעתו יורה ומלקוש [וגו'] ונתתי עשב בשדך לבהמתך. ובזמן שאין עבודת בית המקדש קיימת אין העולם מתברך על יושביו ואין הגשמים יורדין בזמנן שנאמר (שם) השמרו לכם פן יפתה לבבכם ...... הא למדת שאין עבודה שהיא חביבה לפני הקב״ה יותר מעבודת בית המקדש:

On the Temple service. How so? While the Holy Temple was still standing, the land was blessed for its inhabitants and rains fell at the proper time, as it says (Deuteronomy 11:13–14), “To love the Eternal your God and to serve Him with all your heart and all your soul, and I will give you rain in your land in season, the early rain and the late…and I will give grass to your fields for your animals.” And when the Temple is not standing, the land is not blessed for its inhabitants and the rains do not come in season, as it says (Deuteronomy 11:16–17), “Guard yourselves from your heart’s temptation…and He will shut up the heavens and there will be no rain.” ....

This teaches you that there is no service dearer to the Holy Blessed One than the service of the Holy Temple.

Why do you think the sages believed that God loved the Temple service so much?

בָּא לוֹ אֵצֶל פָּרוֹ, וּפָרוֹ הָיָה עוֹמֵד בֵּין הָאוּלָם וְלַמִּזְבֵּחַ, רֹאשׁוֹ לַדָּרוֹם וּפָנָיו לַמַּעֲרָב, וְהַכֹּהֵן עוֹמֵד בַּמִּזְרָח וּפָנָיו לַמַּעֲרָב, וְסוֹמֵךְ שְׁתֵּי יָדָיו עָלָיו וּמִתְוַדֶּה. וְכָךְ הָיָה אוֹמֵר, אָנָּא הַשֵּׁם, עָוִיתִי פָּשַׁעְתִּי חָטָאתִי לְפָנֶיךָ אֲנִי וּבֵיתִי. אָנָּא הַשֵּׁם, כַּפֶּר נָא לָעֲוֹנוֹת וְלַפְּשָׁעִים וְלַחֲטָאִים, שֶׁעָוִיתִי וְשֶׁפָּשַׁעְתִּי וְשֶׁחָטָאתִי לְפָנֶיךָ אֲנִי וּבֵיתִי, כַּכָּתוּב בְּתוֹרַת משֶׁה עַבְדֶּךָ (ויקרא טז), כִּי בַיּוֹם הַזֶּה יְכַפֵּר עֲלֵיכֶם לְטַהֵר אֶתְכֶם מִכֹּל חַטֹּאתֵיכֶם לִפְנֵי יְיָ תִּטְהָרוּ. וְהֵן עוֹנִין אַחֲרָיו, בָּרוּךְ שֵׁם כְּבוֹד מַלְכוּתוֹ לְעוֹלָם וָעֶד:

He came to his bull and his bull was standing between the Ulam and the altar, its head to the south and its face to the west. And the priest stands on the eastside facing the west. And he lays both his hands upon it and confesses. And thus he would say: “Please, ‘Hashem’! I have done wrong, I have transgressed, I have sinned before You, I and my house. Please, ‘Hashem’! Forgive the wrongdoings, the transgressions, the sins which I have committed and transgressed and sinned before You, I and my house, as it is written in the torah of Moses Your servant: “For on this day shall atonement be made for you [to cleanse you of all your sins; you shall be clean before the Lord”] (Leviticus 16:30). And they answered after him: “Blessed be the name of His glorious kingdom for ever and ever!”

דברי ר' מאיר. וחכמים אומרים "עונות" – אלו הזדונות. "פשעיהם" – אלו המרדים. "חטאתם" – אלו השגגות. מאחר שהוא מתודה על הזדונות ועל המרדים חוזר ומתודה על השגגות?! אלא כך היה מתודה: אנא השם, חטאתי עויתי, פשעתי לפניך אני וביתי. אנא השם, כפר נא לחטאים ולעונות ולפשעים שחטאתי ושעויתי ושפשעתי לפניך אני וביתי ככתוב בתורת משה "כי ביום הזה יכפר עליכם לטהר אתכם".

These are the words of R. Meir. And the sages say: "Transgressions" — these are the deliberate sins. "their offenses" — these are (the sins of) rebellion. "their sins" — these are the unwitting sins. Now if he already confessed for deliberate sins and sins of rebellion, does he now go back and confess for unwitting sins! Rather, the formula for confession is: "Ana Hashem, I have sinned, I have transgressed, I have offended before You, I and my household. Ana Hashem, atone I beseech You, for the sins and the transgressions, and the offenses, that I have sinned, and transgressed, and offended before You, I and my household, as it is written in the Torah of Moses, Your servant 'For on this day He shall atone for you to cleanse you.'"

What do you think about this order of sins (unwitting), transgressions (deliberate sins) and offenses (rebellious sins)?
וְהַכֹּהֲנִים וְהָעָם הָעוֹמְדִים בָּעֲזָרָה. כְּשֶׁהָיוּ שׁוֹמְעִים אֶת הַשֵּׁם הַנִּכְבָּד וְהַנּוֹרָא מְפֹרָשׁ יוֹצֵא מִפִּי כֹהֵן גָּדוֹל בִּקְדֻשָּׁה וּבְטָהֳרָה. הָיוּ כּוֹרְעִים וּמִשְׁתַּחֲוִים וּמוֹדִים וְנוֹפְלִים עַל פְּנֵיהֶם. וְאוֹמְרִים בָּרוּךְ שֵׁם כְּבוֹד מַלְכוּתוֹ לְעוֹלָם וָעֶד:
And the priests and the people who were standing in the Temple Courtyard; when they heard the glorious and awesome Name [of God] explicitly pronounced from the mouth of the High Priest, with holiness and with purity, they bowed, prostrated themselves, offered thanks, and fell upon their faces, and said: “Blessed [is His] Name, His glorious Kingdom is forever and ever.”
נוֹהֲגִין לשְׁטֹחַ עֲשָׂבִים בְּבֵית הַכְּנֶסֶת. וְהַטַּעַם הוּא, לְפִי שֶׁנּוֹהֲגִין לְהִשְׁתַּחֲווֹת וְלִפֹּל עַל הַפָּנִים בִּשְׁעַת הָעֲבוֹדָה, זֵכֶר לַמִּקְדָש. וּבְמָקוֹם שֶׁהַקַּרְקַע מְרֻצָּף בַּאֲבָנִים, אָסוּר לְהִשְׁתַּחֲווֹת כֵּן. וַאֲפִלּוּ בְּמָקוֹם שֶׁאֵינוֹ מְרֻצָּף, יֵשׁ קְצָת אִסּוּר, עַל כֵּן שׁוֹטְחִין עֲשָׂבִים לְהַפְסִיק בֵּין הַקַּרְקַע. וְאִם אֵין שָׁם עֲשָׂבִים, יַפְסִיק בְטַלִּיתוֹ אוֹ בְּדָבָר אַחֵר.
It is customary to spread grass on the floor of the synagogue. The reason for this is, that you bow down and prostrate yourself during the Avodah, as a reminder of the service in the Beis Hamikdash, and in a place where the ground is covered with stone it is forbidden to bow down. Even in a place that is not tiled [with stone], it involves some prohibition. Therefore, grass is spread to form a separation between [you and] the ground. But if there is no grass, you should make the separation with your tallis or use something else.
The people fully prostrated themselves upon hearing the name of God. Some still bow to the floor in the reinactment of this ritual, but need a cloth or piece of paper between one’s head and the floor, because it is forbidden to bow down on a stone floor, except in the Temple. Do you feel drawn to reinact this ritual? Why or why not?
וְאַף הוּא הָיָה מִתְכַּוֵּן לִגְמֹר אֶת הַשֵּׁם כְּנֶֽגֶד הַמְבָרְכִים וְאוֹמֵר לָהֶם תִּטְהָֽרוּ: וְאַתָּה בְּטוּבְךָ מְעוֹרֵר רַחֲמֶֽיךָ וְסוֹלֵֽחַ לְשֵֽׁבֶט מְשָׁרְתֶֽיךָ:
And he [the High Priest] prolonged the intoning of the Divine Name until the worshippers completed [the response]; and [completing the verse] said to them: “You will be cleansed.” And [now] with Your goodness, arouse Your mercy, and pardon the tribe that serves You.
How do you imagine this?
שָׂעִיר הַמִּשְׁתַּלֵּחַ לְפִי שֶׁהוּא כַּפָּרָה עַל כָּל יִשְׂרָאֵל כֹּהֵן גָּדוֹל מִתְוַדֶּה עָלָיו עַל לְשׁוֹן כָּל יִשְׂרָאֵל שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (ויקרא טז כא) "וְהִתְוַדָּה עָלָיו אֶת כָּל עֲוֹנֹת בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל". שָׂעִיר הַמִּשְׁתַּלֵּחַ מְכַפֵּר עַל כָּל עֲבֵרוֹת שֶׁבַּתּוֹרָה, הַקַּלּוֹת וְהַחֲמוּרוֹת, בֵּין שֶׁעָבַר בְּזָדוֹן בֵּין שֶׁעָבַר בִּשְׁגָגָה, בֵּין שֶׁהוֹדַע לוֹ בֵּין שֶׁלֹּא הוֹדַע לוֹ, הַכּל מִתְכַּפֵּר בְּשָׂעִיר הַמִּשְׁתַּלֵּחַ. וְהוּא שֶׁעָשָׂה תְּשׁוּבָה. אֲבָל אִם לֹא עָשָׂה תְּשׁוּבָה אֵין הַשָּׂעִיר מְכַפֵּר לוֹ אֶלָּא עַל הַקַּלּוֹת. וּמַה הֵן הַקַּלּוֹת וּמַה הֵן הַחֲמוּרוֹת. הַחֲמוּרוֹת הֵן שֶׁחַיָּבִין עֲלֵיהֶם מִיתַת בֵּית דִּין אוֹ כָּרֵת. וּשְׁבוּעַת שָׁוְא וָשֶׁקֶר אַף עַל פִּי שֶׁאֵין בָּהֶן כָּרֵת הֲרֵי הֵן מִן הַחֲמוּרוֹת. וּשְׁאָר מִצְוֹת לֹא תַּעֲשֶׂה וּמִצְוֹת עֲשֵׂה שֶׁאֵין בָּהֶן כָּרֵת הֵם הַקַּלּוֹת:
The Azazel-goat, because it is atoning for all Israel, the High-Priest confesses over it in the speech of all Israel, even as it is said: "And confess over him all the iniquities of the children of Israel" (Lev. 16.21). The Azazel-goat, moreover, atones for all transgressions mentioned in the Torah, both, minor and major, whether one committed it in spite or whether he committed it in error, whether it was done by him knowingly or unknowingly— for all the Azazel-goat atones, provided the sinner did repent. But if he repenteth not, the Azazel-goat atones not save for his minor sins. And, what are the minor and what are the major sins? The major sins are such as carry the guilt of death or excision, included among which are also vain and false swearing, although they do not carry the guilt of excision; and all other prohibitive or mandatory commandments which do not carry the guilt of excision are the minor.2Shebu’ot, 2a; Ibid. 12b; Yoma, 85b. C.
Do you connect to the Azazel story? What does it say to you about release of sin?
יְהִי רָצוֹן מִלְּפָנֶֽיךָ יְהֹוָה אֱלֹהֵֽינוּ וֵאלֹהֵי אֲבוֹתֵֽינוּ שֶׁתְּהֵא הַשָּׁנָה הַזֹּאת הַבָּאָה עָלֵֽינוּ וְעַל כָּל עַמְּךָ בֵּית יִשְׂרָאֵל: שְׁנַת אוֹצָרְךָ הַטּוֹב תִּפְתַּח לָֽנוּ. שְׁנַת אֹֽסֶם. שְׁנַת בְּרָכָה. שְׁנַת גְּזֵרוֹת טוֹבוֹת מִלְּפָנֶֽיךָ. שְׁנַת דָּגָן תִּירוֹשׁ וְיִצְהָר. שְׁנַת הַרְוָחָה וְהַצְלָחָה וְקַיָּמִים. שְׁנַת וִעוּד בֵּית מִקְדָּשֶֽׁךָ. שְׁנַת זוֹל. שְׁנַת חַיִּים טוֹבִים מִלְּפָנֶֽיךָ. שְׁנַת טְלוּלָה וּגְשׁוּמָה אִם שְׁחוּנָה. שְׁנַת יַמְתִּֽיקוּ מְגָדִים אֶת תְּנוּבָתָם. שְׁנַת כַּפָּרָה עַל כָּל עֲו‍ֹנוֹתֵֽינוּ. שְׁנַת לַחְמֵֽנוּ וּמֵימֵֽינוּ תְּבָרֵךְ. שְׁנַת מַשָּׂא וּמַתָּן. שְׁנַת נָבוֹא לְבֵית מִקְדָּשֵֽׁנוּ. שְׁנַת שֽׂבַע. שְׁנַת עֹֽנֶג. שְׁנַת פְּרִי בִטְנֵֽנוּ וּפְרִי אַדְמָתֵֽנוּ תְּבָרֵךְ. שְׁנַת צֵאתֵֽנוּ וּבוֹאֵֽנוּ תְּבָרֵךְ. שְׁנַת קְהָלֵֽנוּ תוֹשִֽׁיעַ. שְׁנַת רַחֲמֶֽיךָ יִכְמְרוּ עָלֵֽינוּ. שְׁנַת שָׁלוֹם וְשַׁלְוָה. שָׁנָה שֶׁתּוֹלִיכֵֽנוּ קוֹמְמִיּוּת לְאַרְצֵֽנוּ. שָׁנָה שֶׁלֹּא תַפִּיל אִשָּׁה אֶת פְּרִי בִטְנָהּ. שְׁנַת תַּעֲלֵֽנוּ שְׂמֵחִים לְאַרְצֵֽנוּ: שָׁנָה שֶׁלֹּא יִצְטָרְכוּ עַמְּךָ בֵּית יִשְׂרָאֵל זֶה לָזֶה וְלֹא לְעַם אַחֵר בְּתִתְּךָ בְּרָכָה בְּמַעֲשֵׂה יְדֵיהֶם: וְעַל אַנְשֵׁי הַשָּׁרוֹן הָיָה אוֹמֵר יְהִי רָצוֹן מִלְּפָנֶיךָ יְהֹוָה אֱלֹהֵיּנוּ וֵאלֹהֵי אֲבוֹתֵינוּ שֶׁלֹּא יֵעָשׂוּ בָתֵּיהֶם קִבְרֵיהֶם:

May it be Your Will Adonoy, our God, and God of our fathers, that this year approaching us and all Your people, the House of Yisrael, be a year in which Your good treasure will be opened for us, a year of plenty, a year of blessing, a year of good decrees declared by You, a year of grain, wine and oil, a year of profit and success, a year of Your Divine Presence in Your Temple, a year of economic stability, a year of good life, in Your presence, a year of dew and rain, and warmth, a year of deliciously sweet fruits, a year of atonement for all our iniquity, a year in which our food and drink will be blessed, a year of [prosperity in] business, a year of attending our Holy Temple, a year of abundance, a year of delight, a year in which our offspring and the fruit of our land will be blessed, a year in which our going and coming will be blessed, a year in which our community will be delivered, a year in which Your mercy will be aroused upon us, a year of peace and tranquility, a year in which You lead us upright to our land, a year in which no woman will suffer a miscarriage, a year in which You bring us [all] joyfully to our land, a year in which Your people Yisrael will not be in need of one another's [help], nor the help of any other people, for You will bless the work of their hands. And for the people of Sharon, he would pray: May it be Your will, Adonoy, our God, and God of our fathers, that their homes shall not become their graves.156

What strikes you most about this prayer?

(כא) אֱמֶת מַה נֶּהְדָּר הָיָה כֹּהֵן גָּדוֹל בְּצֵאתוֹ מִבֵּית קָדְשֵׁי הַקֳּדָשִׁים בְּשָׁלוֹם בְּלִי פֶגַע:

(כב) כְּאֹהֶל הַנִּמְתַּח בְּדָרֵי מַעְלָה. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כג) כִּבְרָקִים הַיּוֹצְאִים מִזִּיו הַחַיּוֹת. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כד) כְּגֹדֶל גְּדִילִים בְּאַרְבַּע קְצָווֹת. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כה) כִּדְמוּת הַקֶּשֶׁת בְּתוֹךְ הֶעָנָן. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כו) כְּהוֹד אֲשֶׁר הִלְבִּישׁ צוּר לִיצוּרִים. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כז) כְּוֶרֶד הַנָּתוּן בְּתוֹךְ גִּנַּת חֶמֶד. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כח) כְּזֵר הַנָּתוּן עַל מֵצַח מֶלֶךְ. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(כט) כְּחֶסֶד הַנִּתַּן עַל פְּנֵי חָתָן. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(ל) כְּטֹהַר הַנָּתוּן בְּצָנִיף טָהוֹר. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לא) כְּיוֹשֵׁב בְּסֵתֶר לְחַלּוֹת פְּנֵי מֶלֶךְ. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לב) כְּכוֹכָב הַנֹּגַהּ בִּגְבוּל מִזְרָח. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לג) כִּלְבוּשׁ מְעִיל וּכְשִׁרְיוֹן צְדָקָה. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לד) כְּמַלְאָךְ הַנִּצָּב עַל רֹאשׁ דֶּרֶךְ. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לה) כְּנֵר הַמֵּצִיץ מִבֵּין הַחַלּוֹנוֹת. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לו) כְּשָׂרֵי צְבָאוֹת בְּרֹאשׁ עַם קֹדֶשׁ. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לז) כְּעוֹז אֲשֶׁר הִלְבִּישׁ טָהוֹר לַמִּטַּהֵר מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(לח) כְּפַעֲמוֹנֵי זָהָב בְּשׁוּלֵי הַמְּעִיל. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן: כְּצוּרַת הַבַּיִת

(לט) וּפָרֹכֶת הָעֵדוּת. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(מ) כִּקְהִלָּה מְכֻסָּה תְּכֵלֶת וְאַרְגָּמָן. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(מא) כְּרוֹאֶה זְרִיחַת שֶׁמֶשׁ עַל הָאָרֶץ. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(מב) כְּשׁוֹשַׁנַּת גַּן בֵּין הַחוֹחִים. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(מג) כְּתַבְנִית כְּסִיל עָשׁ וְכִימָה מִתֵּימָן. מַרְאֵה כֹהֵן:

(מד) כָּל אֵֽלֶּה בִּהְיוֹת הַהֵיכָל עַל יְסוֹדוֹתָיו. וּמִקְדַּשׁ הַקֹּֽדֶשׁ עַל מְכוֹנוֹתָיו. וְכֹהֵן גָּדוֹל עוֹמֵד וּמְשָׁרֵת. דּוֹרוֹ רָאוּ וְשָׂמָֽחוּ:

(21) How truly glorious was the High Priest as he left the Holy of Holies, peacefully, unharmed.

(22) As the canopy of the heavens stretched out on high, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(23) As the glitter of light emanating from the brilliance of the Chayos, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(24) As the beautiful [blue] thread in the fringes of the four corners of a garment, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(25) As the rainbow in the clouds, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(26) As the garment of majestic splendor with which the Creator attired His creatures, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(27) As a rose planted in a beautiful garden, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(28) As a crown set upon a king's forehead, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(29) As the grace reflected in the face of a groom, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(30) As the purity of the pure mitre,was the appearance of the High Priest.

(31) As he [Moshe] who was concealed, pleading before God, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(32) As the bright star shining in the east, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(33) As one enwrapped in a cloak and breastplate of righteousness, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(34) As the angel that stood at the head of the path, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(35) As the candle that shines in the windows, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(36) As the officers as the head of the [army of] holy people, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(37) As the [garments of spiritual] might with which the pure one [Moshe] dressed him, [Aharon] who purified others, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(38) As the [brilliance of the] golden bells along the bottom of the [priestly] cloak, was the appearance of the High Priest. As the beautifully decorated Temple,

(39) and the colorful curtain, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(40) As a chamber hung with tapestries of blue and purple, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(41) As the sight of the rising sun on the earth, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(42) As a rose garden between the thorns, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(43) As the likeness of Arcturus, Orion and Pleiades, from the [heavenly chambers] of the south, was the appearance of the High Priest.

(44) All this took place when the Temple was on its foundation, and the Holy Sanctuary was on its site, and the High Priest stood and served. His generation saw and rejoiced.

What do you notice in these descriptions of the High Priest?

(מד) כָּל אֵֽלֶּה בִּהְיוֹת הַהֵיכָל עַל יְסוֹדוֹתָיו. וּמִקְדַּשׁ הַקֹּֽדֶשׁ עַל מְכוֹנוֹתָיו. וְכֹהֵן גָּדוֹל עוֹמֵד וּמְשָׁרֵת. דּוֹרוֹ רָאוּ וְשָׂמָֽחוּ: אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה כָל אֵֽלֶּה. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(מה) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה אָהֳלֵֽנוּ. בְּשִׂמְחַת קְהָלֵֽנוּ. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(מו) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה גִילֵֽנוּ. דִּיצַת קְהָלֵֽנוּ. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(מז) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה הַמְּשׁוֹרְרִים. וְכָל מִינֵי שִׁירִים. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(מח) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה זְבוּל הַמְתֻכָּן. חַי בּוֹ שָׁכָן. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(מט) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה שִׂמְחַת בֵּית הַשּׁוֹאֵבָה. עַם שׁוֹאֶֽבֶת רֽוּחַ הַקֹּֽדֶשׁ רֽוּחַ נְדִיבָה. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ: אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה פְּרִישַׁת כֹּהֵן בְּרֶֽשֶׁם. צוֹעֵק אָֽנָּא הַשֵּׁם. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(נ) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה קְהַל קְדוֹשִׁים. רוֹגְשִׁים בְּבֵית קָדְשֵׁי הַקֳּדָשִׁים. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(נא) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה שָׁנִי הַמְלֻבָּן. מִשְּׂעִיר הַקָּרְבָּן. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(נב) אַשְׁרֵי עַֽיִן רָאֲתָה תְּמִידִים קְרֵבִים. בְּשַֽׁעַר בַּת רַבִּים. הֲלֹא לְמִשְׁמַע אֹֽזֶן דָּאֲבָה נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ:

(נג) אֲבָל עֲו‍ֹנוֹת אֲבוֹתֵֽינוּ הֶחֱרִֽיבוּ נָוֶה. וְחַטֹּאתֵֽנוּ הֶאֱרִֽיכוּ קִצּוֹ. אֲבָל זִכְרוֹן דְּבָרִים תְּהֵא סְלִיחָתֵֽנוּ. וְעִנּוּי נַפְשֵֽׁנוּ תְּהֵא כַפָּרָתֵֽנוּ:

(נד)

(44) All this took place when the Temple was on its foundation, and the Holy Sanctuary was on its site, and the High Priest stood and served. His generation saw and rejoiced. Fortunate is the eye that saw all of this. For to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(45) Happy is the eye that saw our Temple amidst the joy of our people; for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(46) Happy is the eye that saw our exultation, the happiness of our people; for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(47) Happy is the eye that saw the singers singing the various songs for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(48) Happy is the eye that saw the established Habitation, where the source of all our life dwelled; for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(49) Happy is the eye that saw the rejoicing at the drawing of water, and the people which drew from it the spirit of holiness and generosity; for to mention it makes our souls grieve. Happy is the eye that saw the High Priest uttering the explicit Name of God crying out, “We plead with You, Hashem;” for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(50) Happy is the eye that saw the holy people converging upon the Holy Temple; for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(51) Happy is the eye that saw the red thread tied to the scapegoat, turn white unlike the goat sacrificed to Hashem; for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(52) Happy is the eye that saw the daily sacrifices offered in the gate of the sanctuary; for to mention it makes our souls grieve.

(53) But the iniquities of our fathers destroyed our home, and our sins have prolonged its period of captivity; yet may the mention of these things bring us pardon, and the affliction of our souls be our atonement.

How does this section of the traditional Machzor make you feel?