Nothing So Whole: Broken Tablets and Broken Hearts

There is nothing so whole as a broken heart...
(and nothing more upright than a tilted ladder.)

–Rabbi Menachem Mendel of Kotzk (1827–1859)

הָ֭רֹפֵא לִשְׁב֣וּרֵי לֵ֑ב
וּ֝מְחַבֵּ֗שׁ לְעַצְּבוֹתָֽם׃
מוֹנֶ֣ה מִ֭סְפָּר לַכּוֹכָבִ֑ים
לְ֝כֻלָּ֗ם שֵׁמ֥וֹת יִקְרָֽא׃

Healer of the broken-hearted
Binder of our wounds
Counter of uncountable stars
You know who we are

Ha·ro·fei lish·vu·rei lev
Um·cha·besh le·atz·vo·tam

Mo·neh mis·par le·ko·cha·vim

Le·chu·lam she·mot yik·ra

Ana El Na R'fa Na La

חמשה דברים אירעו את אבותינו בשבעה עשר בתמוז וחמשה בתשעה באב

בשבעה עשר בתמוז

  1. נשתברו הלוחות
  2. ובטל התמיד
  3. והובקעה העיר
  4. ושרף אפוסטמוס את התורה
  5. והעמיד צלם בהיכל

בתשעה באב

  1. נגזר על אבותינו שלא יכנסו לארץ
  2. וחרב הבית בראשונה
  3. ובשניה
  4. ונלכדה ביתר
  5. ונחרשה העיר
The mishna discusses the five major communal fast days. Five calamitous matters occurred to our forefathers on the seventeenth of Tammuz, and five other disasters happened on the Ninth of Av. On the seventeenth of Tammuz the tablets were broken by Moses when he saw that the Jews had made the golden calf; the daily offering was nullified by the Roman authorities and was never sacrificed again; the city walls of Jerusalem were breached; the general Apostemos publicly burned a Torah scroll; and Manasseh placed an idol in the Sanctuary. On the Ninth of Av it was decreed upon our ancestors that they would all die in the wilderness and not enter Eretz Yisrael; and the Temple was destroyed the first time, in the days of Nebuchadnezzar, and the second time, by the Romans; and Beitar was captured; and the city of Jerusalem was plowed, as a sign that it would never be rebuilt.

(טו) וַיִּ֜פֶן וַיֵּ֤רֶד מֹשֶׁה֙ מִן־הָהָ֔ר וּשְׁנֵ֛י לֻחֹ֥ת הָעֵדֻ֖ת בְּיָד֑וֹ לֻחֹ֗ת כְּתֻבִים֙ מִשְּׁנֵ֣י עֶבְרֵיהֶ֔ם מִזֶּ֥ה וּמִזֶּ֖ה הֵ֥ם כְּתֻבִֽים׃ (טז) וְהַ֨לֻּחֹ֔ת מַעֲשֵׂ֥ה אֱלֹהִ֖ים הֵ֑מָּה וְהַמִּכְתָּ֗ב מִכְתַּ֤ב אֱלֹהִים֙ ה֔וּא חָר֖וּת עַל־הַלֻּחֹֽת׃ (יז) וַיִּשְׁמַ֧ע יְהוֹשֻׁ֛עַ אֶת־ק֥וֹל הָעָ֖ם בְּרֵעֹ֑ה וַיֹּ֙אמֶר֙ אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֔ה ק֥וֹל מִלְחָמָ֖ה בַּֽמַּחֲנֶה׃ (יח) וַיֹּ֗אמֶר אֵ֥ין קוֹל֙ עֲנ֣וֹת גְּבוּרָ֔ה וְאֵ֥ין ק֖וֹל עֲנ֣וֹת חֲלוּשָׁ֑ה ק֣וֹל עַנּ֔וֹת אָנֹכִ֖י שֹׁמֵֽעַ׃ (יט) וַֽיְהִ֗י כַּאֲשֶׁ֤ר קָרַב֙ אֶל־הַֽמַּחֲנֶ֔ה וַיַּ֥רְא אֶת־הָעֵ֖גֶל וּמְחֹלֹ֑ת וַיִּֽחַר־אַ֣ף מֹשֶׁ֗ה וַיַּשְׁלֵ֤ךְ מידו [מִיָּדָיו֙] אֶת־הַלֻּחֹ֔ת וַיְשַׁבֵּ֥ר אֹתָ֖ם תַּ֥חַת הָהָֽר׃

(15) Thereupon Moses turned and went down from the mountain bearing the two tablets of the Pact, tablets inscribed on both their surfaces: they were inscribed on the one side and on the other. (16) The tablets were God’s work, and the writing was God’s writing, incised upon the tablets. (17) When Joshua heard the sound of the people in its boisterousness, he said to Moses, “There is a cry of war in the camp.” (18) But he answered, “It is not the sound of the tune of triumph, Or the sound of the tune of defeat; It is the sound of song that I hear!” (19) As soon as Moses came near the camp and saw the calf and the dancing, he became enraged; and he hurled the tablets from his hands and shattered them at the foot of the mountain.

(א) וַיֹּ֤אמֶר יְהוָה֙ אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֔ה פְּסָל־לְךָ֛ שְׁנֵֽי־לֻחֹ֥ת אֲבָנִ֖ים כָּרִאשֹׁנִ֑ים וְכָתַבְתִּי֙ עַל־הַלֻּחֹ֔ת אֶת־הַדְּבָרִ֔ים אֲשֶׁ֥ר הָי֛וּ עַל־הַלֻּחֹ֥ת הָרִאשֹׁנִ֖ים אֲשֶׁ֥ר שִׁבַּֽרְתָּ׃
(1) The LORD said to Moses: “Carve two tablets of stone like the first, and I will inscribe upon the tablets the words that were on the first tablets, which you shattered.

וּמְנָלַן דְּהִסְכִּים הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא עַל יָדוֹ? — שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״אֲשֶׁר שִׁבַּרְתָּ״, וְאָמַר רֵישׁ לָקִישׁ: יִישַׁר כֹּחֲךָ שֶׁשִּׁבַּרְתָּ.

And from where do we derive that the Holy One, Blessed be He, agreed with his reasoning? As it is stated: “The first tablets which you broke [asher shibarta]” (Exodus 34:1), and Reish Lakish said: The word asher is an allusion to the phrase: May your strength be true [yishar koḥakha] due to the fact that you broke the tablets.

הִתְחִיל מִצְטַעֵר עַל שִׁבּוּר הַלּוּחוֹת, וְאָמַר לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא אַל תִּצְטָעֵר בַּלּוּחוֹת הָרִאשׁוֹנוֹת, שֶׁלֹא הָיוּ אֶלָּא עֲשֶׂרֶת הַדִּבְּרוֹת לְבָד, וּבַלּוּחוֹת הַשְּׁנִיִּים אֲנִי נוֹתֵן לְךָ שֶׁיְהֵא בָהֶם הֲלָכוֹת מִדְרָשׁ וְאַגָּדוֹת, הֲדָא הוּא דִכְתִיב: וְיַגֶּד לְךָ תַּעֲלֻמוֹת חָכְמָה כִּי כִפְלַיִם לְתוּשִׁיָּה...

(1) ...[Moses] started feeling bad that he broke the tablets, G-d told him: Do not feel bad about the first tablets, for they only contained the ten commandments, however in the second tablets I will give you, that they will have Halacha, Midrash, and Agadah, this is what is said: (Job 11): I will tell you hidden wisdom for it shall be double comforting...

אָמַר רַבִּי אֲלֶכְּסַנְדְּרִי הַהֶדְיוֹט הַזֶּה אִם מְשַׁמֵּשׁ הוּא בְּכֵלִים שְׁבוּרִים גְּנַאי הוּא לוֹ, אֲבָל הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא כְּלֵי תַּשְׁמִישׁוֹ שְׁבוּרִים, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (תהלים לד, יט): קָרוֹב ה' לְנִשְׁבְּרֵי לֵב, (תהלים קמז, ג): הָרוֹפֵא לִשְׁבוּרֵי לֵב, (ישעיה נז, טו): וְאֶת דַּכָּא וּשְׁפַל רוּחַ.

Rabbi Alexandri teaches, “If the simpleton keeps trying to use broken vessels, it's shameful, but the Holy Blessed One’s vessels are [all] broken ones [and it's not shameful], as it is written ‘Healer of the broken-hearted’ and ‘[Present] with the lowly and suffering...”.”

(טו) כִּי֩ כֹ֨ה אָמַ֜ר רָ֣ם וְנִשָּׂ֗א שֹׁכֵ֥ן עַד֙ וְקָד֣וֹשׁ שְׁמ֔וֹ מָר֥וֹם וְקָד֖וֹשׁ אֶשְׁכּ֑וֹן וְאֶת־דַּכָּא֙ וּשְׁפַל־ר֔וּחַ לְהַחֲיוֹת֙ ר֣וּחַ שְׁפָלִ֔ים וּֽלְהַחֲי֖וֹת לֵ֥ב נִדְכָּאִֽים׃
(15) For thus said He who high aloft Forever dwells, whose name is holy: I dwell on high, in holiness; Yet with the contrite and the lowly in spirit— Reviving the spirits of the lowly, Reviving the hearts of the contrite.

ואידך ההוא מבעי ליה לכדרבי יוחנן ד"ר יוחנן א"ר שמעון בן יוחאי מלמד שהשם וכל כינויו מונחין בארון ואידך נמי מיבעי ליה להכי אין הכי נמי אלא שברי לוחות דמונחין בארון מנא ליה נפקא ליה מדתני רב יוסף דתני רב יוסף (דברים י, ב) אשר שברת ושמתם מלמד שהלוחות ושברי לוחות מונחין בארון

...Rabbi Shimon ben Yoḥai says: This teaches that the ineffable name of God and all of His appellations were placed in the Ark. The Gemara inquires: And doesn’t the other Sage, Rabbi Meir, also require it for that? The Gemara answers: Yes, it is indeed so. Rather, from where does he derive that the broken pieces of the first set of tablets were placed in the Ark? The Gemara expounds: He derives this from that which Rav Yosef taught, as Rav Yosef taught a baraita: The verses state: “At that time the Lord said to me: Hew for yourself two tablets of stone like the first…and I will write on the tablets the words that were on the first tablets, which you broke, and you shall put them in the Ark” (Deuteronomy 10:1–2). This teaches that both the second set of tablets and the broken pieces of the first set of tablets were placed in the Ark.

תני רב יוסף מלמד שהלוחות ושברי לוחות מונחין בארון מכאן לתלמיד חכם ששכח תלמודו מחמת אונסו שאין נוהגין בו מנהג בזיון

Rav Yosef teaches a baraita: This verse teaches that both the tablets of the Covenant and the pieces of the broken tablets are placed in the Ark. One should learn from here that with regard to a Torah scholar who has forgotten his Torah knowledge due to circumstances beyond his control, e.g., illness, one may not behave toward him in a degrading manner. Although the first tablets were broken it is prohibited to treat them with disrespect, due to their sanctity. A Torah scholar who forgot the Torah knowledge he once possessed is likened to these broken tablets.

ספר ראשית חכמה - שער הקדושה - פרק שביעי
ועוד נלמוד מדברי הרשב"י שאמר שכיס הלב הוא הארון, ונודע הוא שבתוך הארון היו הלוחות ושברי לוחות, כן ראוי שיהיה לבו מלא תורה... וכנגד שברי לוחות צריך שיהיה לבו לֵב נִשְׁבָּר וְנִדְכֶּה (תהלים נא, יט). שיהיה מכון לשכינה, שהשכינה מושבה הם מאנין תבירין דילה [=כלים שבורים שלה], והם העניים שלבם לב נשבר ונדכה, ומי שלבו מתגאה עליו דוחה השכינה מעליו שנאמר תּוֹעֲבַת יְהוָה כָּל גְּבַהּ לֵב... (משלי טז:ה).

Reshit Hochma, R. Eliyahu deVidash, Gate of Holiness 7; 16th C.

The Zohar teaches that the human heart is the Ark. And it is known that in the Ark were stored both the Tablets and the Broken Tablets. Similarly, a person's heart must be full of Torah... and similarly, a person's heart must be a broken heart, a beaten heart, so that it can serve as a home for the Shechinah. For the Shechinah [divine presence] only dwells within broken vessels, which are the poor, whose heart is a broken and lowly heart. And whoever has a haughty heart propels the Shechinah away from him...

ר' יצחק עראמה, עקדת יצחק
למה לא פסלם הקדוש ברוך הוא בעצמו – כראשונים? לפי שהדברים האלוהיים בהחלט אין להם קיום אצל בני אדם, לפיכך לא נתקיימו הלוחות הראשונים ש"הלוחות מעשה אלוהים המה והמכתב מכתב אלוהים הוא" (ל"ב ט"ז), לכן "פסל לך" ועשה אתה את גופן ואני אתן את צורתן. ועם זה יהיו מדמותן וצלמם ויתקיימו אצלם.
R. Yitzhak Arama, Akeidat Yitzhak, 15th century Spain
Why didn’t God sculpt the second tablets, the way He sculpted the first ones? Because that which is totally Divine is not sustainable in the hands of humans. Therefor the first tablets, which were “made by God and written by God”, were not sustainable. Therefore God told Moses “sculpt [the second Tablets] for yourself” – you make them and I will shape them, thus retaining both the shape and image of the first ones, but these will be sustainable.

(א) זִכְרוּ תּוֹרַת מֹשֶׁה (סוף מלאכי) – רָאשֵׁי־תֵּבוֹת תַּמֻז, חָסֵר וָאו. כִּי אָז, בְּתַמּוּז, צְרִיכִים לְהַמְשִׁיךְ הַזִּכָּרוֹן לְתַקֵּן הַשִּׁכְחָה, כִּי אָז נִתְהַוֶּה הַשִּׁכְחָה, כִּי עַל־יְדֵי הַלּוּחוֹת שֶׁנִּשְׁתַּבְּרוּ בְּחֹדֶשׁ תַּמּוּז נִתְהַוָּה הַשִּׁכְחָה, כְּמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ רַבּוֹתֵינוּ זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה (עירובין נד): אִלְמָלֵא לֹא נִשְׁתַּבְּרוּ הַלּוּחוֹת הָרִאשׁוֹנוֹת לֹא נִשְׁתַּכְּחָה תּוֹרָה מִיִּשְׂרָאֵל,

(ב) וְעַל־כֵּן חָסֵר וָאו מִתַּמֻּז כַּנַּ"ל, כִּי מֵאַחַר שֶׁנִּשְׁתַּבְּרוּ הַלּוּחוֹת נִסְתַּלֵּק הַוָּאו, כִּי הַלּוּחוֹת הֵם בְּחִינַת וָאו, כְּמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ רַבּוֹתֵינוּ זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה (ב"ב יד): הַלּוּחוֹת אָרְכָּן שִׁשָּׁה וְרָחְבָּן שִׁשָּׁה:

(ג) גַּם זְמַן מַתַּן תּוֹרָתֵנוּ – רָאשֵׁי־תֵּבוֹת תַּמֻּז...

(1) The first letters of “Zikhru Torat Moshe (be mindful of Moshe’s Torah)” (Malachi 3:22) spell TaMmuZ without the vav. This is because it is then, in Tammuz, that we must elicit mindfulness in order to rectify forgetfulness. For it was then that forgetfulness came into existence; as a result of the Tablets being broken in the month of Tammuz, forgetfulness came into being. As our Sages, of blessed memory, said: Had the first Tablets not been shattered, the Torah would not have been forgotten in Israel (Eruvin 54a).

(2) Thus, the vav is missing from Tammuz, as mentioned above. This is because as a result of the Tablets having been broken, the vav departed. For the Tablets are the aspect of vav, as our Sages, of blessed memory, said: The Tablets were vav handbreadths long by vav handbreadths wide (Bava Batra 14a).

(יא) פִּֽינְחָ֨ס בֶּן־אֶלְעָזָ֜ר בֶּן־אַהֲרֹ֣ן הַכֹּהֵ֗ן הֵשִׁ֤יב אֶת־חֲמָתִי֙ מֵעַ֣ל בְּנֵֽי־יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל בְּקַנְא֥וֹ אֶת־קִנְאָתִ֖י בְּתוֹכָ֑ם וְלֹא־כִלִּ֥יתִי אֶת־בְּנֵֽי־יִשְׂרָאֵ֖ל בְּקִנְאָתִֽי׃ (יב) לָכֵ֖ן אֱמֹ֑ר הִנְנִ֨י נֹתֵ֥ן ל֛וֹ אֶת־בְּרִיתִ֖י שָׁלֽוֹם׃

(11) “Phinehas, son of Eleazar son of Aaron the priest, has turned back My wrath from the Israelites by displaying among them his passion for Me, so that I did not wipe out the Israelite people in My passion. (12) Say, therefore, ‘I grant him My pact of friendship.

From “Anthem” by Leonard Cohen

Ring the bells that still can ring
Forget your perfect offering
There is a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in.


“The Broken Tablets” by Rodger Kamenetz

The broken tablets were also carried in an Ark.

In so far as they represented everything shattered

everything lost. They were the law of broken things.

The leaf torn from the stem in a storm. A cheek touched

in fondness once but now the name forgotten.

How they must have rumbled. Clattered on the way

even carried so carefully through the waste land.

How they must have rattled around until the pieces

broke into pieces. The edges softened

crumbling. Dust collected at the bottom of the ark

Ghosts of old letters. Old laws. In so far

as a law broken is still remembered.

These laws were obeyed.

And in so far as memory preserves the pattern of broken things

these bits of stone were preserved

through many journeys and ruined days

even, they say, into the promised land.

דָּבָר אַחֵר, כָּל רֹדְפֶיהָ הִשִֹּׂיגוּהָ בֵּין הַמְצָרִים, בְּיוֹמִין דְּעָקָא, מִשִּׁבְעָה עָשָׂר בְּתַמּוּז עַד תִּשְׁעָה בְּאָב, שֶׁבָּהֶם קֶטֶב מְרִירִי מָצוּי, כְּמָה דְאַתְּ אָמַר (תהלים צא, ו): מִדֶּבֶר בָּאֹפֶל יַהֲלֹךְ מִקֶּטֶב יָשׁוּד צָהֳרָיִם. .

קֶטֶב m. (b. h.; v. preced.) [cutting down,] pestilence; ק׳ or ק׳ מרירי [bitter, deadly disease], Ḳeṭeb (M’riri), name of a demon. Lam. R. to I, 3 ביומן דעקא … שבהם ק׳ מ׳ מצוי in the days of anguish, from the seventeenth of Tammuz to the ninth of Ab, during which Ḳ. M. is about. Num. R. s. 12 (ref. to Ps. XCI, 6) שד … שמו ק׳ וכ׳ it is a demon, and why is his name Ḳeṭeb? &c., v. בְּזַז, גְּזַז. Ib. ק׳ מ׳ עשוי וכ׳ Ḳ. M. is covered with peeling crusts, with hairs and with eyes; Yalk. Ps. 842; Midr. Till. to Ps. XCI. Pes. 111ᵇ חזייה להאי ק׳ מ׳ וכ׳ he said K. M. coming to his left side.
(ה) מִֽן־הַ֭מֵּצַ֥ר קָרָ֣אתִי יָּ֑הּ עָנָ֖נִי בַמֶּרְחָ֣ב יָֽהּ׃ (ו) יְהוָ֣ה לִ֭י לֹ֣א אִירָ֑א מַה־יַּעֲשֶׂ֖ה לִ֣י אָדָֽם׃
(5) In distress I called on the LORD; the Lord answered me and brought me relief. (6) The LORD is on my side, I have no fear; what can man do to me?

Min ha·mei·tzar ka·ra·ti Yah
A·na·ni ba·mer·chav Yah

HAVAYAH li lo i·ra
Ma ya·a·seh li a·dam

The fast of the 17th of Tammuz coincides with Independence Day (the Fourth of July) in the United States of America every 10 to 20 years (most recently in 1996 and 2015, and will happen again in 2034 and 2080). A notable occurrence was on July 4, 1776, when the United States declared independence. Source: wikipedia.com

(יג) מָֽה־אֲעִידֵ֞ךְ מָ֣ה אֲדַמֶּה־לָּ֗ךְ הַבַּת֙ יְר֣וּשָׁלִַ֔ם מָ֤ה אַשְׁוֶה־לָּךְ֙ וַאֲנַֽחֲמֵ֔ךְ בְּתוּלַ֖ת בַּת־צִיּ֑וֹן כִּֽי־גָד֥וֹל כַּיָּ֛ם שִׁבְרֵ֖ךְ מִ֥י יִרְפָּא־לָֽךְ׃

(13) What can I take as witness or liken To you, O Fair Jerusalem? What can I match with you to console you, O Fair Maiden Zion? For your ruin is vast as the sea: Who can heal you?

What can I say?

Can I testify?

Daughter Jerusalem

What might equate,

ameliorate?

Maiden Zion…

Great as the sea

oceans of breaking

Who heals you?

...שברך מי... מי שברך...


A closing teaching from the Kotzker