Hayim Nahman Bialik's Nadnedah - Teeter-Totter Song

נַדְנֵדָה

נַד, נֵד, נַד, נֵד

רֵד, עֲלֵה, עֲלֵה וָרֵד!

מַה לְמַעְלָה?

מַה לְמָטָּה? –

רַק אֲנִי,

אֲנִי וָאָתָּה;

שְׁנֵינוּ שְׁקוּלִים

בַּמֹּאזְנָיִם

בֵּין הָאָרֶץ

לַשָּׁמַיִם.

Teeter-Totter

Hayyim Nahman Bialik

Translation: Jeremy Schwartz

Teeter-totter, totter-teeter,

going higher, going deeper.

What’s above and what’s below?

Only me, me and you.

On the scales, we two are even

Between the earth and the heavens.

Bialik is asking a question forbidden by some of the rabbis:

(א) אֵין דּוֹרְשִׁין בַּעֲרָיוֹת בִּשְׁלֹשָׁה. וְלֹא בְמַעֲשֵׂה בְרֵאשִׁית בִּשְׁנַיִם. וְלֹא בַמֶּרְכָּבָה בְּיָחִיד, אֶלָּא אִם כֵּן הָיָה חָכָם וּמֵבִין מִדַּעְתּוֹ. כָּל הַמִּסְתַּכֵּל בְּאַרְבָּעָה דְּבָרִים, רָאוּי לוֹ כְּאִלּוּ לֹא בָּא לָעוֹלָם, מַה לְּמַעְלָה, מַה לְּמַטָּה, מַה לְּפָנִים, וּמַה לְּאָחוֹר. וְכָל שֶׁלֹּא חָס עַל כְּבוֹד קוֹנוֹ, רָאוּי לוֹ שֶׁלֹּא בָּא לָעוֹלָם:

(1) One may not expound the laws of forbidden sexual relations before three people, nor the account of Creation before two, nor the Divine Chariot before one, unless he is wise and understanding from his own knowledge. Anyone who looks into four things would be better off if he had not come into this world: what is above, what is below, what is before, and what is after. And anyone who has no consideration for the honor of his Maker would be better off if he had not come into the world.

(י) רַבִּי יוֹנָה בְּשֵׁם רַבִּי לֵוִי אָמַר, לָמָּה נִבְרָא הָעוֹלָם בְּב', אֶלָּא מַה ב' זֶה סָתוּם מִכָּל צְדָדָיו וּפָתוּחַ מִלְּפָנָיו, כָּךְ אֵין לְךָ רְשׁוּת לוֹמַר, מַה לְּמַטָּה, מַה לְּמַעְלָה, מַה לְּפָנִים, מַה לְּאָחוֹר, אֶלָּא מִיּוֹם שֶׁנִּבְרָא הָעוֹלָם וּלְהַבָּא.

(10) Rabbi Yonah said in the name of Rabbi Levi: Why was the world created with a "bet" (ב)? Just as a bet is closed on all sides and open in the front, so you are not permitted to say, "What is beneath? What is above? What came before? What will come after?" Rather from the day the world was created and after.

Who else in our tradition is suspended between heaven and Earth? Some Biblical and MIdrashic sources:

(ט) וַיִּקָּרֵא֙ אַבְשָׁל֔וֹם לִפְנֵ֖י עַבְדֵ֣י דָוִ֑ד וְאַבְשָׁל֞וֹם רֹכֵ֣ב עַל־הַפֶּ֗רֶד וַיָּבֹ֣א הַפֶּ֡רֶד תַּ֣חַת שׂוֹבֶךְ֩ הָאֵלָ֨ה הַגְּדוֹלָ֜ה וַיֶּחֱזַ֧ק רֹאשׁ֣וֹ בָאֵלָ֗ה וַיֻּתַּן֙ בֵּ֤ין הַשָּׁמַ֙יִם֙ וּבֵ֣ין הָאָ֔רֶץ וְהַפֶּ֥רֶד אֲשֶׁר־תַּחְתָּ֖יו עָבָֽר׃
(9) Absalom encountered some of David’s followers. Absalom was riding on a mule, and as the mule passed under the tangled branches of a great terebinth, his hair got caught in the terebinth; he was held between heaven and earth as the mule under him kept going.

אבשלום נתגאה בשערו וכו' ת"ר אבשלום בשערו מרד שנאמר (שמואל ב יד, כה) וכאבשלום לא היה איש יפה וגו' ובגלחו את ראשו (וגו') והיה מקץ ימים לימים אשר יגלח כי כבד עליו וגלחו ושקל את שער ראשו מאתים שקלים באבן המלך תנא אבן שאנשי טבריא ואנשי ציפורי שוקלים בה לפיכך נתלה בשערו שנאמר (שמואל ב יח, ט) ויקרא אבשלום לפני עבדי דוד ואבשלום רוכב על הפרד ויבא הפרד תחת שובך האלה הגדולה ויאחז ראשו באלה ויותן בין השמים ובין הארץ והפרד אשר תחתיו עבר [שקל ספסירא בעא למיפסקיה] תנא דבי רבי ישמעאל באותה שעה נבקע שאול מתחתיו (שמואל ב יט, א) של עולם

Absalom was proud of his hair. The Sages taught (Tosefta 3:16): Absalom rebelled due to his hair, as it is stated: there was none as Absalom for his beauty; And when he shaved his head, as it was at every year’s end that he shaved it; because the hair was heavy on him, therefore he shaved it, and he weighed the hair of his head at two hundred shekels, by the king’s stone” (II Samuel 14:25–26). The Sages taught: A stone with which the people of Tiberias and the people of Tzippori weigh . Therefore, he was hung by his hair, as it is stated: “And Absalom chanced to meet the servants of David. And Absalom was riding upon his mule, and the mule went under the thick boughs of a great terebinth, and his head caught hold of the terebinth, and he was taken up between the heaven and the earth; and the mule that was under him went on” (II Samuel 18:9). He took a sword and wanted to cut his hair. The school of Rabbi Yishmael taught: At that moment, the netherworld opened beneath him

(א) וַיְהִ֣י ׀ בַּשָּׁנָ֣ה הַשִּׁשִּׁ֗ית בַּשִּׁשִּׁי֙ בַּחֲמִשָּׁ֣ה לַחֹ֔דֶשׁ אֲנִי֙ יוֹשֵׁ֣ב בְּבֵיתִ֔י וְזִקְנֵ֥י יְהוּדָ֖ה יוֹשְׁבִ֣ים לְפָנָ֑י וַתִּפֹּ֤ל עָלַי֙ שָׁ֔ם יַ֖ד אדושם ה'׃ (ב) וָאֶרְאֶ֗ה וְהִנֵּ֤ה דְמוּת֙ כְּמַרְאֵה־אֵ֔שׁ מִמַּרְאֵ֥ה מָתְנָ֛יו וּלְמַ֖טָּה אֵ֑שׁ וּמִמָּתְנָ֣יו וּלְמַ֔עְלָה כְּמַרְאֵה־זֹ֖הַר כְּעֵ֥ין הַחַשְׁמַֽלָה׃ (ג) וַיִּשְׁלַח֙ תַּבְנִ֣ית יָ֔ד וַיִּקָּחֵ֖נִי בְּצִיצִ֣ת רֹאשִׁ֑י וַתִּשָּׂ֣א אֹתִ֣י ר֣וּחַ ׀ בֵּֽין־הָאָ֣רֶץ וּבֵ֣ין הַשָּׁמַ֡יִם וַתָּבֵא֩ אֹתִ֨י יְרוּשָׁלְַ֜מָה בְּמַרְא֣וֹת אֱלֹקִ֗ים אֶל־פֶּ֜תַח שַׁ֤עַר הַפְּנִימִית֙ הַפּוֹנֶ֣ה צָפ֔וֹנָה אֲשֶׁר־שָׁ֣ם מוֹשַׁ֔ב סֵ֖מֶל הַקִּנְאָ֥ה הַמַּקְנֶֽה׃ (ד) וְהִ֨נֵּה־שָׁ֔ם כְּב֖וֹד אֱלֹקֵ֣י יִשְׂרָאֵ֑ל כַּמַּרְאֶ֕ה אֲשֶׁ֥ר רָאִ֖יתִי בַּבִּקְעָֽה׃
(1) In the sixth year, on the fifth day of the sixth month, I was sitting at home, and the elders of Judah were sitting before me, and there the hand of the Lord GOD fell upon me. (2) As I looked, there was a figure that had the appearance of fire: from what appeared as his loins down, [he was] fire; and from his loins up, his appearance was resplendent and had the color of amber. (3) He stretched out the form of a hand, and took me by the hair of my head. A spirit lifted me up between heaven and earth and brought me in visions of God to Jerusalem, to the entrance of the Penimith Gate that faces north; that was the site of the infuriating image that provokes fury. (4) And the Presence of the God of Israel appeared there, like the vision that I had seen in the valley.

... וַיַּרְא הָעָם כִּי בשֵׁשׁ משֶׁה, מַהוּ כִּי בשֵׁשׁ, בָּאוּ שֵׁשׁ שָׁעוֹת וְלֹא יָרַד, לָמָּה, שֶׁהִתְנָה עִמָּהֶם לְאַרְבָּעִים יוֹם אֲנִי מֵבִיא לָכֶם אֶת הַתּוֹרָה, וְכֵיוָן שֶׁבָּאוּ שֵׁשׁ שָׁעוֹת וְלֹא יָרַד משֶׁה, מִיָּד (שמות לב, א): וַיִּקָּהֵל הָעָם עַל אַהֲרֹן, רַבָּנָן אָמְרֵי הַשָֹּׂטָן מָצָא אֶת יָדָיו אוֹתָהּ שָׁעָה, שֶׁהָיָה משֶׁה נִרְאֶה תָּלוּי בֵּין הַשָּׁמַיִם וְהָאָרֶץ וְהָיוּ מַרְאִין אוֹתוֹ בָּאֶצְבַּע וְאוֹמֵר: כִּי זֶה משֶׁה הָאִישׁ.

...“The people saw that Moses was late….” What is “was late – voshesh?” “Va’u shesh sha’ot – six hours passed” and he didn’t come down. Why? Since he assured them that ‘in 40 days I will bring you the Torah’ and when the sixth hour came and Moses didn’t come down, immediately “the people congregated upon Aaron.” Our rabbis say: The Satan ‘found his hands’ at that moment, for Moses was seen to be suspended between heaven and earth, and they were pointing their fingers at him and saying, “for this man, Moses….”