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  1. In the City of Slaughter (1903)

    Hayim Nahman Bialik


    ARISE and go now to the city of slaughter;
    Into its courtyard wind thy way;
    There with thine own hand touch, and with the eyes of
    thine head,
    Behold on tree, on stone, on fence, on mural clay,
    The spattered blood and dried brains of the dead.
    Proceed thence to the ruins, the split walls reach,
    Where wider grows the hollow, and greater grows the
    breach;
    Pass over the shattered hearth, attain the broken wall
    Whose burnt and barren brick, whose charred stones reveal
    The open mouths of such wounds, that no mending
    Shall ever mend, nor healing ever heal.
    There will thy feet in feathers sink, and stumble
    On wreckage doubly wrecked, scroll heaped on manuscript,
    Fragments again fragmented—
    Pause not upon this havoc; go thy way.
    The perfumes will be wafted from the acacia bud
    And half its blossoms will be feathers,
    Whose smell is the smell of blood!
    And, spiting thee, strange incense they will bring—
    Banish thy loathing—all the beauty of the spring,
    The thousand golden arrows of the sun,
    Will flash upon thy malison;
    The sevenfold rays of broken glass
    Over thy sorrow joyously will pass,
    For God called up the slaughter and the spring together,—
    The slayer slew, the blossom burst, and it was sunny
    weather!
    Then wilt thou flee to a yard, observe its mound.
    Upon the mound lie two, and both are headless—
    A Jew and his hound.
    The self-same axe struck both, and both were flung
    Unto the self-same heap where swine seek dung;
    Tomorrow the rain will wash their mingled blood
    Into the runners, and it will be lost
    In rubbish heap, in stagnant pool, in mud.
    Its cry will not be heard.
    It will descend into the deep, or water the cockle-burr.
    And all things will be as they ever were.

    Unto the attic mount, upon thy feet and hands;
    Behold the shadow of death among the shadows stands.
    There in the dismal corner, there in the shadowy nook,
    Multitudinous eyes will look
    Upon thee from the sombre silence—
    The spirits of the martyrs are these souls,
    Gathered together, at long last,
    Beneath these rafters and in these ignoble holes.
    The hatchet found them here, and hither do they come

    To seal with a last look, as with their final breath,
    The agony of their lives, the terror of their death.
    Tumbling and stumbling wraiths, they come, and cower there
    Their silence whimpers, and it is their eyes which cry
    Wherefore, O Lord, and why?
    It is a silence only God can bear.
    Lift then thine eyes to the roof; there's nothing there,
    Save silences that hang from rafters
    And brood upon the air:
    Question the spider in his lair!
    His eyes beheld these things; and with his web he can
    A tale unfold horrific to the ear of man:
    A tale of cloven belly, feather-filled;
    Of nostrils nailed, of skull-bones bashed and spilled;
    Of murdered men who from the beams were hung,
    And of a babe beside its mother flung,
    Its mother speared, the poor chick finding rest
    Upon its mother's cold and milkless breast;
    Of how a dagger halved an infant's word,
    Its ma was heard, its mama never heard.
    O, even now its eyes from me demand accounting,
    For these the tales the spider is recounting,
    Tales that do puncture the brain, such tales that sever
    Thy body, spirit, soul, from life, forever!
    Then wilt thou bid thy spirit—Hold, enough!
    Stifle the wrath that mounts within thy throat,
    Bury these things accursed,
    Within the depth of thy heart, before thy heart will burst!

    Then wilt thou leave that place, and go thy way— And lo— The earth is as it was, the sun still shines: It is a day like any other day.

    Descend then, to the cellars of the town,
    There where the virginal daughters of thy folk were fouled,
    Where seven heathen flung a woman down,
    The daughter in the presence of her mother,
    The mother in the presence of her daughter,
    Before slaughter, during slaughter, and after slaughter!
    Touch with thy hand the cushion stained; touch
    The pillow incarnadined:
    This is the place the wild ones of the wood, the beasts of
    the field
    With bloody axes in their paws compelled thy daughters
    yield:
    Beasted and swiped!
    Note also do not fail to note,
    In that dark corner, and behind that cask
    Crouched husbands, bridegrooms, brothers, peering from
    the cracks,
    Watching the sacred bodies struggling underneath
    The bestial breath,
    Stifled in filth, and swallowing their blood!
    Watching from the darkness and its mesh
    The lecherous rabble portioning for booty
    Their kindred and their flesh!

    Crushed in their shame, they saw it all; They did not stir nor move; They did not pluck their eyes out; they Beat not their brains against the wall! Perhaps, perhaps, each watcher had it in his heart to pray: A miracle, O Lord,—and spare my skin this day! Those who survived this foulness, who from their blood awoke, Beheld their life polluted, the light of their world gone out— How did their menfolk bear it, how did they bear this yoke? They crawled forth from their holes, they fled to the house of the Lord, They offered thanks to Him, the sweet benedictory word. The Cohanim sallied forth, to the Rabbi's house they flitted: Tell me, O Rabbi, tell, is my own wife permitted? The matter ends; and nothing more. And all is as it was before.

    Come, now, and I will bring thee to their lairs
    The privies, jakes and pigpens where the heirs
    Of Hasmoneans lay, with trembling knees,
    Concealed and cowering,—the sons of the Maccabees!
    The seed of saints, the scions of the lions!
    Who, crammed by scores in all the sanctuaries of their shame,
    So sanctified My name!
    It was the flight of mice they fled,
    The scurrying of roaches was their flight;
    They died like dogs, and they were dead!
    And on the next morn, after the terrible night

    The son who was not murdered found The spurned cadaver of his father on the ground. Now wherefore cost thou weep, O son of man?

    Descend into the valley; verdant, there
    A garden flourishes, and in the garden
    A barn, a shed,—it was their abbatoir;
    There, like a host of vampires, puffed and bloated,
    Besotted with blood, swilled from the scattered dead,
    The tumbril wheels lie spread—
    Their open spokes, like fingers stretched for murder,
    Like vampire-mouths their hubs still clotted red.
    Enter not now, but when the sun descends
    Wrapt in bleeding clouds and girt with flame,
    Then open the gate and stealthily do set
    Thy foot within the ambient of horror:
    Terror floating near the rafters, terror
    Against the walls in darkness hiding,
    Terror through the silence sliding.
    Didst thou not hear beneath the heap of wheels
    A stirring of crushed limbs? Broken and racked
    Their bodies move a hub, a spoke
    Of the circular yoke;
    In death-throes they contort;
    In blood disport;
    And their last groaning, inarticulate
    Rises above thy head,
    And it would seem some speechless sorrow,

    Sorrow infinite,
    Is prisoned in this shed.
    It is, it is the Spirit of Anguish!
    Much-suffering and tribulation-tried
    Which in this house of bondage binds itself.
    It will not ever from its pain be pried.
    Brief-weary and forespent, a dark Shekinah
    Runs to each nook and cannot find its rest;
    Wishes to weep, but weeping does not come;
    Would roar; is dumb.
    Its head beneath its wing, its wing outspread
    Over the shadows of the martyr'd dead,
    Its tears in dimness and in silence shed.
    And thou, too, son of man, close now the gate behind thee;
    Be closed in darkness now, now shine that charnel space;
    So tarrying there thou wilt be one with pain and anguish
    And wilt fill up with sorrow shine heart for all its days.
    Then on the day of shine own desolation
    A refuge will it seem,—
    Lying in thee like a curse, a demon's ambush,
    The haunting of an evil dream,
    O, carrying it in thy heart, across the world's expanse
    Thou wouldst proclaim it, speak it out,—

    But thy lips shall not find its utterance.

    Beyond the suburbs go, and reach the burial ground. Let no man see thy going; attain that place alone, A place of sainted graves and martyr-stone.

    Stand on the fresh-turned soil.
    Such silence will take hold of thee, thy heart will fail
    With pain and shame, yet I
    Will let no tear fall from shine eye.
    Though thou wilt long to bellow like the driven ox
    That bellows, and before the altar balks,
    I will make hard thy heart, yea, I
    Will not permit a sigh.
    See, see, the slaughtered calves, so smitten and so laid;
    Is there a price for their death? How shall that price be
    paid?

    Forgive, ye shamed of the earth, yours is a pauper-Lord!
    Poor was He during your life, and poorer still of late.
    When to my door you come to ask for your reward,
    I'll open wide: See, I am fallen from My high estate.
    I grieve for you, my children. My heart is sad for you.
    Your dead were vainly dead; and neither I nor you
    Know why you died or wherefore, for whom, nor by what
    laws;
    Your deaths are without reason; your lives are without cause.
    What says the Shekinah? In the clouds it hides
    In shame, in agony alone abides;
    I, too, at night, will venture on the tombs,
    Regard the dead and weigh their secret shame,
    But never shed a tear, I swear it in My name.
    For great is the anguish, great the shame on the brow;
    But which of these is greater, son of man, say thou—
    Or liefer keep thy silence, bear witness in My name

    To the hour of My sorrow, the moment of My shame. And when thou cost return Bring thou the blot of My disgrace upon thy people's head, And from My suffering do not part, But set it like a stone within their heart!

    Turn, then, to leave the cemetery ground,
    And for a moment thy swift eye will pass
    Upon the verdant carpet of the grass—
    A lovely thing! Fragrant and moist, as it is always at the
    coming of the Spring!
    The stubble of death, the growth of tombstones!
    Take thou a fistful fling it on the plain
    Saying,
    "The people is plucked grass; can plucked grass grow again?"
    Turn, then, thy gaze from the dead, and I will lead
    Thee from the graveyard to thy living brothers,
    And thou wilt come, with those of shine own breed,
    Into the synagogue, and on a day of fasting,
    To hear the cry of their agony,
    Their weeping everlasting.
    Thy skin will grow cold, the hair on thy skin stand up,
    And thou wilt be by fear and trembling tossed;
    Thus groans a people which is lost.
    Look in their hearts—behold a dreary waste,
    Where even vengeance can revive no growth,
    And yet upon their lips no mighty malediction

    Rises, no blasphemous oath.

    Are they not real, their bruises? Why is their prayer false? Why, in the day of their trials Approach me with pious ruses, Afflict me with denials? Regard them now, in these their woes: Ululating, lachrymose, Crying from their throes, We have sinned! and Sinned have we!— Self-flagellative with confession's whips. Their hearts, however, do not believe their lips. Is it, then, possible for shattered limbs to sin? Wherefore their cries imploring, their supplicating din? Speak to them, bid them rage! Let them against me raise the outraged hand,— Let them demand! Demand the retribution for the shamed Of all the centuries and every age! Let fists be flung like stone Against the heavens and the heavenly Throne!

    And thou, too, son of man, be part of these:
    Believe the pangs of their heart, believe not their litanies:
    And when the cantor lifts his voice to cry:
    Remember the martyrs, Lord,
    Remember the cloven infants, Lord,
    Consider the sucklings, Lord,
    And when the pillars of the synagogue shall crack

    At this his piteous word And terror shall take thee, fling thee in its deep, Then I will harden My heart; I will not let thee weep! Should then a cry escape from thee, I'll stifle it within thy throat. Let them assoil their tragedy,— Not thou,—let it remain unmourned For distant ages, times remote, But thy tear, son of man, remain unshed! Build thou about it, with thy deadly hate Thy fury and thy rage, unuttered, A wall of copper, the bronze triple plate! So in thy heart it shall remain confined A serpent in its nest—O terrible tear!— Until by thirst and hunger it shall find A breaking of its bond. Then shall it rear Its venomous head, its poisoned fangs, and wait To strike the people of thy love and hate!

    Leave now this place at twilight to return
    And to behold these creatures who arose
    In terror at dawn, at dusk now, drowsing, worn
    With weeping, broken in spirit, in darkness shut.
    Their lips still move with words unspoken.
    Their hearts are broken.
    No lustre in the eye, no hoping in the mind,
    They grope to seek support they shall not find:
    Thus when the oil is gone,

    The wick still sends its smoke; Thus does the beast of burden, Broken and old, still bear his yoke. Would that misfortune had left them some small solace Sustaining the soul, consoling their gray hairs ! Behold the fast is ended; the final prayers are said. But why do they tarry now, these mournful congregations? Shall it be also read, The Book of Lamentations? It is a preacher mounts the pulpit now. He opens his mouth, he stutters, stammers. Hark The empty verses from his speaking flow. And not a single mighty word is heard To kindle in the hearts a single spark. The old attend his doctrine, and they nod. The young ones hearken to his speech; they yawn. The mark of death is on their brows; their God Has utterly forsaken every one.

    And thou, too, pity them not, nor touch their wound;
    Within their cup no further measure pour.
    Wherever thou wilt touch, a bruise is found.
    Their flesh is wholly sore.
    For since they have met pain with resignation
    And have made peace with shame,
    What shall avail thy consolation?
    They are too wretched to evoke thy scorn.
    They are too lost thy pity to evoke,

    So let them go, then, men to sorrow born,
    Mournful and slinking, crushed beneath their yoke.
    Go to their homes, and to their hearth depart—
    Rot in the bones, corruption in the heart.
    And when thou shalt arise upon the morrow
    And go upon the highway,
    Thou shalt then meet these men destroyed by sorrow,
    Sighing and groaning, at the doors of the wealthy
    Proclaiming their sores, like so much peddler's wares,
    The one his battered head, t'other limbs unhealthy,
    One shows a wounded arm, and one a fracture bares.
    And all have eyes that are the eyes of slaves,
    Slaves flogged before their masters;
    And each one begs, and each one craves:
    Reward me, Master, for that my skull is broken
    Reward me for my father who was martyred!
    The rich ones, all compassion, for the pleas so bartered
    Extend them staff and bandage, say good riddance, and
    The tale is told:
    The paupers are consoled.
    Avaunt ye, beggars, to the charnel-house!
    The bones of your fathers disinter!
    Cram them within your knapsacks, bear
    Them on your shoulders, and go forth
    To do your business with these precious wares
    At all the country fairs!
    Stop on the highway, near some populous city,
    And spread on your filthy rags

    Those martyred bones that issue from your bags, And sing, with raucous voice, your pauper's ditty! So will you conjure up the pity of the nations, And so their sympathy implore. For you are now as you have been of yore And as you stretched your hand So will you stretch it, And as you have been wretched So are you wretched!

    What is thy business here, O son of man?
    Rise, to the desert fee!
    The cup of affliction thither bear with thee!
    Talc thou thy soul, rend it in many a shred!
    With impotent rage, thy heart deform!
    Thy tear upon the barren boulders shed!
    And send thy bitter cry into the storm!

  2. (ו) שְׁפֹ֤ךְ חֲמָתְךָ֨ אֶֽל־הַגּוֹיִם֮ אֲשֶׁ֪ר לֹא־יְדָ֫ע֥וּךָ וְעַ֥ל מַמְלָכ֑וֹת אֲשֶׁ֥ר בְּ֝שִׁמְךָ֗ לֹ֣א קָרָֽאוּ׃ (ז) כִּ֭י אָכַ֣ל אֶֽת־יַעֲקֹ֑ב וְֽאֶת־נָוֵ֥הוּ הֵשַֽׁמּוּ׃
    (6) Pour out Your fury on the nations that do not know You, upon the kingdoms that do not invoke Your name, (7) for they have devoured Jacob and desolated his home.
  3. (כה) שְׁפָךְ־עֲלֵיהֶ֥ם זַעְמֶ֑ךָ וַחֲר֥וֹן אַ֝פְּךָ֗ יַשִּׂיגֵֽם׃
    (25) Pour out Your wrath on them; may Your blazing anger overtake them;
  4. (סו) תִּרְדֹּ֤ף בְּאַף֙ וְתַשְׁמִידֵ֔ם מִתַּ֖חַת שְׁמֵ֥י יְהוָֽה׃ (פ)
    (66) Oh, pursue them in wrath and destroy them From under the heavens of the LORD!
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