i walked between trees in the tiny forest beside my family cave. beyond the trees i reached the flat plain plain. the green grass looked pretty and no zebras were nearby to eat it due to the man hunters. far ahead i saw brown animals on a background of green grass and a white waterfall. they seemed tiny. i chose to run toward them.
i ran and i ran... that is why that grassy plain is named iran. until they changed it to persia much later when no grass remained. i was running for so long that i noticed the sun was moving. who was pushing the sun? i imagined a group of invisible animals pulling the sun from where i had seen it when i started running at the edge of the woods until now.
my legs started to ache same as i had felt in my dream.. or was it a memory? but this time i was running because i chose! i wanted to get to the white waterfall. while a strained and ran i was breathing deep and fast. i planned not to return to the cave. i knew that at night this area had lepirds like lions except their fur had groups of spots as if a human hand with fingers had stained each one of them with spots. which was impossible... but that is the appearence.
pa had told me that "in the beginning" were only lions. then one day a man stabbed a lady lion. when he saw it was pregnant with babies inside he cut many long lines on its side until he ripped the babies out. that caused the babies to have lines like the cuts on their dying ma. they were the first tigers. my pa said a different lion was resting after eating zebra. a man hunter threw a spear at it. it started birthing a baby. when he tried to help pull the baby out from the dying mother lion his bloody fingers marked her fur that caused the babies to have groups of spots they were the first lepirds.
i liked those stories better than the alternative that some "mystery god had made different lions with different decorations." i believed they differed from the panther family.
the sun had already moved very far much further than me! no animals could move the sun so fast! i considered the alternative... if i were on a boat moving then even if the sun was NOT it would seem to move. i concluded i must be on a boat that was moving, the ground must be a boat moving so the sun appeared to move. it had moved from the side of shining to the side of dark, by the time i reached the place of the waterfall. the brown animals had long ago finished eating and left away. i had planned to sleep in a tree at night so the lepirds who roamed would not see me on the ground. but the plain lacked trees. i started climbing the bumpy rocks beside the short waterfall. it was only three times my child height. i reached the top and discovered i was on a ledge. if my hieght was one meter long then from the edge i had just climbed to the rock wall behind me was four meters. that is the length the water ran from the waterfall across to the edge. on each side of the waterfall was around ten meters. i realized no lepirds from above could come down the cliff nor approach from sides due to the steep edge nor my back due to the wall of hill by the waterfall.
i felt thirsty from running and drank from the cool clear water. i felt so tired that even before dark i slept until day 2.
i awoke due to bright light. i had survived my first night by the waterfall.
i felt cold but the sun was warming me. i climbed down and tried to eat grass like the zebra but my teeth did not cut the grass instead the thin grass cut the skin inside my mouth. that was surprising considering that grass is soft. i ripped grass with my fingers and despite succeeding my hands were cut. i tried to chew the grass but nothing changed i could only swallow the lump of green grass to fill my hungry stomach. suddenly i noticed a tree on my ledge. i was certain it wasnot there when i slept. the waterfall must have been jealous that the grasss had ME as a companion and it had made a tree to be its companion. that was the only logical explanation.
if the tree were there yesterday i could have done my plan and climbed it and slept on its branches but i recalled measuring the ledge and no tree was there not even one was "zer" so i invented the word zero meaning not even one tree. now was one tree. i climbed it and started eating the broad leaf. it tasted very bitter and bad but i felt hungry so i swallowed and chewed and pulled more and ate until i filled my stomik. i felt horror despite stuffing it FULL of gross bitter green leaves i felt hungry! i thought hunger meant empty yet still i felt hungry when full?
i must hunt a mammoth or a zebra or a brown antlope. i looked over the edge of the ledge and saw the herd was drinking below me. many brown antlope. i grabbed a big rock and aimed at the head of a helpless antlope nearby. it flew down and hit its head. the others fled. i went to the injured one and tried to eat it like lepirds bite but my teeth only cut a bit into it. my teeth were bad for both grass and for meat what food was for me. surely a "plan" was impossible. noone planned to make the product that i was: a being that felt hunger and also unable to bite both grass and animal. lepird teeth could eat animal but i could not. this antlope could eat grass but i could not. my hunger intensified so despite i failed to bite the antlope skin i must continue trying. i dug my teeth and my mouth bones hrut and face muscles burned but the bitter leaves that i had "with difficulty of bitter taste" swallowed for my hunger had not changed my hanger.
finally after much effort i managed to pull a chunk of tough muscle from under the skin and tried to chew bt it would not crumble like cooked food. i must make a fire. however the trees with wood were so far away. it would take me all day even running to reach them and then i could not return carrying wood before dark and anyway i felt weak with hunger so i just drank water. but that did not help hunger eaither.
the hunger grew each hour. soon i would surrender and return to ma but then she would yell so much that was impossible and unbearable. the agony intensified. i must end the pain. i climbed the steep cliff of the higher waterfall. i felt scared i would slip and fall... and said that was true if i would add to my pain. so i climbed higher until i was sure i would die. i waited for the hunger to go away but it did not... so i pushed off the edge and felt fear GREAT fear as i fell but i knew i must end my pain. OW! hitting the soft grass hurt but only a moment all went black.
i was floating in a tunnel. around me was a long circle like a cave whose sides were not rock nor mountain but glowing nothing of light. it was not solid but it was not liquid ether so i named it ether. i moved along the tunnel in front of me was the hollow between the glowing walls of light and darkness at the end of the tunnel. i wondered if i had died and my pa had died therefore we would meet and i did not want to see that mean man.
while i floated forward i tried to raise my fingers to see them but i did not have any hands nor fingers nor arms. yet if i am moving i must have legs? i looked down but instead of the chest and legs that i expected i saw nothing below me. i tried to touch my eyes and feel them but i lacked hands to feel them. i must be only one eye nothing more floating in a light cave it was the only logical explanation.
finally i reached the end of the tunnel and a swirl of light in the form of a long tail coiled in layers stood before me. somebody said "you died too early." it was the light speaking.
"if you know so much then tell me who made this horrible combination of a being with hunger with bad teeth."
"i did" answered the light.
"you are an idiot fool. if you make something then make it good."
"i was unable and failed" said the creator light.
"i added to my argument, "when we make a sharp tool of rock in industry not only using tools but making the tool we make a good tool but you made bad teeth."
"true and bad eyes too. i feel sad that i made bad products. however now that you are here i can send you with a message."
"what good is a message from a fool."
"i am not a fool i planned to make a good product i am wise but lacked the ability and strength. now bring my wise message."
i agreed if and only if he would provide me with a method for food.
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"the creator light shined a light at me and explained when you drink water some will be the water you need and some will be the strength you need and you will not feel hunger. then everybody will know you bring my wise message."
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the message was: a group of fairies had created a world of dirt for themselves. they made mountains and hills and the sea. they made a sky that glowed light during day and stopped at night so they could sleep. hoped to live there forever since they were eternal with no beginning because they were fairies. then they argued how to divide the land. one said "we should all live together as a group" the others said we should each live by ourselves and separated. the one who wanted the group named garry the fairy followed one lady fairy and said be my wife. she slapped him with her physical hand on his physical face. so gary was forced to live alone. i watched all this and decided to intervene.
first i made many burning hot stars and scattered them all around the first planet. then i made many more rocky planets and scattered them. i added water and rain to their world to make the fairies miserable and wet but they used fairy magic to drill holes in mountains and escaped the rain in caves. i had not thought of that possibility which would ruin my wise plan to cause them to work together and make gary happy."
"so you were wrong."
"my plan was wise but i didnot consider all the possibilities" god explained.
i promised to bring this message to my village.
god added, "never ever believe any other message of "forbidden laws" nor "prohibitions" nor "obligatory ceremonies" from any spiritual source nor any person claiming he is teaching any spiritual message because i am the only creator god and no such message will come from me. you will know they are lying".
i promised to teach that too.
god continued "now i also make you immortal so you will never die and tell each generation of humans never to believe such messages."
i felt stronger.
god continued, "after i made stars and planets and after them the rain i added animals and later trees. any book with a different order is not from the creator light but a human guess and a wrong guess. so warn your people."
i promised and i had faith in the creator light who had a form but no body same as me at that time.
i knew they would believe me because they were primitive and even believed the impossible story of the sliced lion tiger mother.
i could tell them any story but i wanted my gift of hunger-less.
i awoke on the ledge. i started to doubt if that was only a dream because i had remembered jumping to try and kill myself. i checked my legs and i could walk and no pain si knew i must not yet have jumped. it must be the dawn of day 2. this time i did not try to bite grass so i did not cut the skin inside my mouth. in fact the cuts that i remembered were not in my mouth because i had not yet tried to chew the thin grass blades.
i recalled the bitter leaf and that they did not help my hunger anyway so i did not try to eat the leaf of the new tree. now i knew who made the tree it was the creator light.
my next goal would be to eat breakfast but i had human teeth which were useless for eating both grass and animals. i had no solution so i waited for hunger and to jump again. true i had died too young but i had no other option so i waited for hunger. i was also thirsty so i drank. but when i drank... i felt very very strong. the dream must have been real. i used my strength to run across the plain in only two hours.
i told the villagers the message from the creator light and they all started worshipping the fairies to thank them for making the sea and the rivers and the rain. i tried to correct them, "the fairies made the dirt but the light made the rain" but they were primitive and confused and started arguing aboyt what i had said instead of asking me.
i said "see that you need to eat but even if you gaaurd me i will never need to eat" but they were too busy arguing about what they thought i had said to ask me. i left the stupid humans and their false faiths most which would be refuted but a few lies would evolve into widely held sustems enforced by fear and violence. and fear fo the fire of hell.
i went back to my ledge and just thought about ideas. i felt bored so i walked to explore until one day i met a hungry lepird.
it had not eaten all night. all the days of my wandering i had only drank water from different rivers and never felt hungry nor needed to eat so i knew my dream was real not only a dream. also i had not been injured by my fall it was all real. who would be the students of the message? gods plan had been wise but he had not considered the possibility that the students would argue whhat i said instead of asking me.
i must find new students to obey god or else the deal would be cancelled and i would feel hungry suffering again from hunger.
when i saw the lepird i felt fear from the dangerous teeth and claws that could kill antlope and zebra. then i comforted myself i must not fear since the gift was true the message must be true and i am immortal i cannot die. so i fearlessly walked to the lepird it jumped on me and OWWW it bit my kneck that HURT very very much and all went dark. i awoke dawn of day 2. i felt my kneck but the lepird had not yet bitten until after my days of travel. now i knew i would not die of age but animals could kill me.
i ran in the direction of the lepird ready with my new plan. i reached the lepird and said "i will lead you to food." the lepird agreed not to eat the "tiny child snack" if i led him to big food.
i led him to my cave where my ma lived the one that yelled at me until i was forced like a slave to take stones from a cave. the lepird joyfully ate her. we lived in the cave. at night when i felt cold i would cuddle in the soft warm lepird fur.
i asked the lepird how did you get spots? it yawned.
each morning i ran to the water and drank and brought water for the lepird. but after only two days it was hungry. i noticed that my students were in a war killing each other i asked one why?
he said "our prophet named jesus said that there is only one god the father the son and the spirit but the other groups said that their prophet moses said many gods exist named vvishnu and brahma shiva and many more lesser gods and we must worship each one so we are trying to prevent them teaching false ideas by kiling them and they do the same.
that suited me for food for the lepird. each day i brought a corpse from the human wars nad listened to the faiths evolve in different directions... and each day that the lepird ate a corpse it did not eat me.
i had faced hunger but gd saved me from hunger.
i had died from a lepird not only in a dream but even when immortal too. but i had a chance to do day two again.
i had died from a fall but had a chance to do day two again.
i was free from pa who hit me with a branch because they killed him after i injured him. i was free from my ma due to the hungry lepird and my treaty to feed in exchange it wouldnot eat me.
when rain fell i was in the cave safe from the rain that god had made to make the fairies live together so gary the fairy would not be lonely. i did not need fire because i warmed myself with my lepird pal.
only once humans ran into the cave to flee a battle and lepird at roared so the fled away from the lepird into the hands of the enemy tribe.
one fateful day larry the lepird died of old age. i started to feel lonely. i must teach the truth to somebody who would listen.
i prayed to the creator light to let me teach a student who was not primitive and god replied "you are immortal you will live long enough to meet inteligent humans but you must be patient and i will continue or treaty until then because i know you are sincere and you will teach it.
meanwhile tragedy struck.
after my pal larry the lepird died of old age many months past when people followe me back from the water but stopped at the cave due to the story of the lepird but one fateful day some wise guy who had evolved said "if he is not scared of the lepird then we should not either."
just in case the group of humans came with long spears with sharp pointy rocks on the wooden tip of the thick branches.
when they entered i had no lepird friend to scare them away. they said that they wanted the cave for when it rained i argued we could share it but they pushed me out of my cave.
now i would be in the rain.
i started to hate humans and i planned my revenge i used my energy to run far nad send hungry lions and tigers to that cave. sometimes the lions succeeded at killing some of the dwellers but in the end the group killed each beast. each day i went to a different place and sent different tigers and lepirds and lions and panthers. but they killed each one and brought reinforcement troops to gaurd the cave. i hated man for taking my cave and making an alliance to keep me away from my cave.
so i built the first house from stones. i built it near me energy supply of water. i udes mud to stick the rocks together. when rain fell from clouds the roof of long weeds protected the mud walls. i was still almost certain that probably invisible zebras moved the clouds.
i feared people would chase me out of my new home. instead the other humans copied me and buuilt their own homes from rock and mud. they thatched the roof using long weeds. how had i known that mud would hold the rocks? a dream from the creator god.
he saw that they had chased and pushed me from my cave and despite being powerless and too weak to stop them he made the effort to teach me how to use mud to build a home and be protected from wind and rain.
generations passed with many deadly wars and battles for land and for opposing faiths and i wiated as generation after generation murdered itself and died of old age until finally in the year 2022 i met an inteligent person who did not ridicule my story.
until then people in the 1700's 1800's 1900's were either too scared to believe anything beside their holy book despite it containing prohibitions which as above were not from any god, nor the one real creator or too skepticle beyond reasonable skepticism which would have been good if not overly skeptical.
finally i met a man who was willing to listen. we installed electrical cameras to prove i did not need to eat. from january 1, 2022 until february 1, 2022 i only drank water. each day we watched the video together and finally even skeptical ex-rabbi agreed to publish my story on his blog.
author's note: i saw that for weeks he did not need to eat because his experience and message were real . that is the only reason that i accept his message and publish in the hopes that you will know the truth about god and religious prohibitions and the correct order from the one who knew as above.
where is caveboy now? oh after he taught me and personnaly typed his story and message loyally to the creator god, and i helped him edit it so this generation could understand the message and together we negotiated the wording for the final publishing... after acomplishing his teaching mission he returned to live near different waterfalls.
the end.
conclusion one real prophet to replace them all.