Ki Tavo ~ Teshuvah, tefilah, tzedakah and a few more things

~Why would the Torah bring a list of blessings and curses, in your opinion?

~ What is the importance of reading the list of blessings and curses before the High Holidays, in your opinion?

~ There is another list of curses, in Leviticus 26.

(טז) הַיּ֣וֹם הַזֶּ֗ה ה' אֱלֹקֶ֜יךָ מְצַוְּךָ֧ לַעֲשׂ֛וֹת אֶת־הַחֻקִּ֥ים הָאֵ֖לֶּה וְאֶת־הַמִּשְׁפָּטִ֑ים וְשָׁמַרְתָּ֤ וְעָשִׂ֙יתָ֙ אוֹתָ֔ם בְּכָל־לְבָבְךָ֖ וּבְכָל־נַפְשֶֽׁךָ׃

(16) The LORD your God commands you this day to observe these laws and rules; observe them faithfully with all your heart and soul.

I would like to call attention to this sentence, which is not part of our triennial, but is important for our last book, Devarim, or Deuteronomy. This sentence is important because it contains a cluster of words that are well know: בְּכָל־לְבָבְךָ֖ וּבְכָל־נַפְשֶֽׁךָ - with all your heart and with all your soul. This sentence is very important for us because it figures in the Shema, where we have "you shall love ... with all etc"

But this particular combination is a feature of Deuteronomy only. It appears seven times in the Torah, all of them in Deuteronomy, and four of them, that is, most, at the end of the book, where we are now. It will appear in our next portion, Nitzavim, three times. We might talk about it more then. For the moment, I just want us to notice that blessings and curses are connected to our internal affairs, as it were. They are connected to our hearts and souls. The lists of blessings and curses are, in Devarim, sandwiched by that phrase: outward behavior alone is not enough. Appearances are not enough. We need to engage our very selves, our very cores, into what we are doing.

Now, our tradition will see the word "your heart" levavecha, as an outlier in terms of grammar. You would expect to read "libecha", and not "levavecha". That doubling of the letter bet inclines the rabbis to see the two impulses, the one for good and the one for evil, as inside ourselves. There is no outside tempter, no outside force: we are responsible for our actions, and they get written in a book.

Now, the idea of a Book in which things are written is one of the themes of RH, even though this is an old idea. Because we are near to RH, I want us to learn a little more about this particular idea.

א"ר כרוספדאי א"ר יוחנן שלשה ספרים נפתחין בר"ה אחד של רשעים גמורין ואחד של צדיקים גמורין ואחד של בינוניים צדיקים גמורין נכתבין ונחתמין לאלתר לחיים רשעים גמורין נכתבין ונחתמין לאלתר למיתה בינוניים תלויין ועומדין מר"ה ועד יוה"כ זכו נכתבין לחיים לא זכו נכתבין למיתה א"ר אבין מאי קרא (תהלים סט, כט) ימחו מספר חיים ועם צדיקים אל יכתבו ימחו מספר זה ספרן של רשעים גמורין חיים זה ספרן של צדיקים ועם צדיקים אל יכתבו זה ספרן של בינוניים ר"נ בר יצחק אמר מהכא (שמות לב, לב) ואם אין מחני נא מספרך אשר כתבת מחני נא זה ספרן של רשעים מספרך זה ספרן של צדיקים אשר כתבת זה ספרן של בינוניים

§ Rabbi Kruspedai said that Rabbi Yoḥanan said: Three books are opened on Rosh HaShana: One of wholly wicked people, and one of wholly righteous people, and one of middling people. Wholly righteous people are immediately written and sealed for life; wholly wicked people are immediately written and sealed for death; and middling people are left with their judgment suspended from Rosh HaShana until Yom Kippur. If they merit, they are written for life; if they do not so merit, they are written for death. Rabbi Avin said: What is the verse that alludes to this? “Let them be blotted out of the book of the living, but not be written with the righteous” (Psalms 69:29). “Let them be blotted out of the book”; this is the book of wholly wicked people, who are blotted out from the world. “Of the living”; this is the book of wholly righteous people. “But not be written with the righteous”; this is the book of middling people, who are written in a separate book, not with the righteous. Rav Naḥman bar Yitzḥak said: This matter is derived from here: “And if not, blot me, I pray You, out of Your book which you have written” (Exodus 32:32). “Blot me, I pray You”; this is the book of wholly wicked people, who are blotted out from the world. “Out of Your book”; this is the book of wholly righteous people, which is special and attributed to God Himself. “Which You have written”; this is the book of middling people.

And just who are the middling? I'm glad you asked.

תניא רבי יוסי הגלילי אומר צדיקים יצר טוב שופטן שנאמר ולבי חלל בקרבי רשעים יצר רע שופטן שנאמר נאם פשע לרשע בקרב לבי אין פחד אלקים לנגד עיניו בינונים זה וזה שופטן שנאמר יעמד לימין אביון להושיע משפטי נפשו אמר רבה כגון אנו בינונים אמר ליה אביי לא שביק מר חיי לכל בריה

It was taught in a baraita that Rabbi Yosei HaGelili says: The good inclination rules the righteous, as it is stated: “And my heart is dead within me” (Psalms 109:22). The evil inclination rules the wicked, as it is stated: “Transgression speaks to the wicked, there is no fear of God before his eyes” (Psalms 36:2). Middling people are ruled by both the good and evil inclinations, as it is stated: “Because He stands at the right hand of the needy, to save him from them that rule his soul” (Psalms 109:31). Rabba said: People like us are middling. Abaye, his student and nephew, said to him: If the Master claims that he is merely middling, he does not leave room for any creature to live!

שופטים ושוטרים כו'. נראה לפרש ע"ד דאיתא בגמרא "צדיקים יצר טוב שופטן כו'", יש לומר הפירוש כי כן דרך הצדיקים שיש להם מוכיח בקרבם המוכיח אותם, על כל מעשיהם אשר הם עושים מוכיח אותם על פניהם ומראה להם גם במעשיהם הטובים איך שחסרו ולא עשאום כהלכתן כראוי לעשות להבורא יתעלה, וזהו "יצר טוב שופטן", ולא כן הרשעים, כי נהפוך הוא שכל מעשיהם טובים בעיניהם, וגם המעשים רעים שעשו מראה להם היצה"ר שטוב עשו, וזהו "יצר הרע שופטן", "בינונים זה וזה שופטן" כמו שאמר התנא "כגון אנו בינונים", דהיינו שאדם צריך להחזיק עצמו בשני דרכים האלו להתווכח בקרבו תמיד על מעשיו, שיהיה תמיד לנגד עיניו שהוא בעל חסרון שמחסר בעבודתו ית"ש ואינו יוצא ידי חובתו, בעשותו אחת ממצוות ה' יבין וישכיל היטב ויחשוב שלא עשאה ככל הצורך בצלילות וזכות כראוי להשם יתעלה ויהיה שפל ונבזה בעיני עצמו, אך אעפ"כ לא יחזיק עצמו כרשע ח"ו, כאמרם ז"ל "אל תהי רשע בפני עצמך", והטעם הוא כי אם ח"ו יחזיק עצמו כרשע, אזי אין לבו בקרבו לעשות איזה מצוה או תורה ותפילה ואיזה עובדא כשרה וישרה, כי מתייאש עצמו באומרו שאין ראוי לזה, ונמצא צריך האדם להחזיק בשני מדריגות יחדיו יהיו תמים אצלו, כאמרם ז"ל "בכל לבבך בשני יצריך", וזהו כגון אנו בינונים, ו"בינונים זה וזה שופטם".
Judges [shoftim] and Officers etc - we explain this through what is written in the Gemarah "the righteous are ruled [shoftan] by their inclination to good etc." (Berakhot 61b). The explanation is that the way of the righteous is that they have (internally) a rebuker that rebukes them on every action they take, it rebukes them on their faces and shows them that even in their good deeds how they are lacking, and how they did not do them appropriately (lit. according to the halakha) so as to do them for the sake of the Creator Praised Be, and this is "the impulse to do good rules them". This is not what happens to the evil ones, to whom all is upside down, since all their deeds are good in their eyes, and even the evil deeds they do the impulse to do evil shows them that they did a good thing, and this is "the impulse to do evil rules them." "Middling people are ruled by both", as the tanna says "like us, middling". That is, a person needs to strengthen oneself with these two ways, to always dispute internally regarding one's deeds, seeing oneself all the time as lacking in one's work (avodah, also worship) to the Holy One, and that one has not fulfilled one's obligation. As a person does one of the mitzvot of God, one needs to understand and comprehend very well that one did not do it with all the requirements regarding clearness (lucidity) and merit as fitting for Hashem The Praised, and then one will see oneself as humble and despised in one's eyes, and yet one should not, God forbid, hold oneself to be evil, because in that case one won't be able to have heart to do a mitzvah or [study] Torah or pray, and what would this be? A kosher and direct happening? [Of course not] One [in that case] despairs and says that one is not capable to do this. We find that a person needs to strengthen these two levels (intenally) together so they will be perfect within oneself, as the rabbis of blessed memory say "with all your hearts - with your two inclinations", and this is "like us, middling" and "middlings are ruled by both."

So I want us to notice a couple of things that Elimelech of Lyzhensk is saying: being righteous is hard. Much harder than being evil. The cricket of the righteous is not like the Pinocchio one - because it will not let the righteous alone for even a moment. Being righteous is being always in self-doubt, particularly when you are doing something right!

If you have no self doubt, beware, says the rebbe. Beware who you are listening to. Because the voice that tells you that you are great, amazing, perfect, there is always a good reason for your behavior - that is not a friendly voice. It is a comforting voice, but not a friendly one. It is the voice which we name, in modern terms, as rationalization.

But you and I, and the whole world according to Abaye, are middling. We mess up. Let's say we did listen to the cricket telling us that. What to do?

וא"ר יצחק ד' דברים מקרעין גזר דינו של אדם אלו הן צדקה צעקה שינוי השם ושינוי מעשה צדקה דכתיב (משלי י, ב) וצדקה תציל ממות צעקה דכתיב (תהלים קז, כח) ויצעקו אל ה' בצר להם וממצוקותיהם יוציאם שינוי השם דכתיב (בראשית יז, טו) שרי אשתך לא תקרא את שמה שרי כי שרה שמה וכתיב וברכתי אותה וגם נתתי ממנה לך בן שינוי מעשה דכתיב (יונה ג, י) וירא האלקים את מעשיהם וכתיב (יונה ג, י) וינחם האלקים על הרעה אשר דבר לעשות להם ולא עשה

And Rabbi Yitzḥak said: A person’s sentence is torn up on account of four types of actions. These are: Giving charity, crying out in prayer, a change of one’s name, and a change of one’s deeds. An allusion may be found in Scripture for all of them: Giving charity, as it is written: “And charity delivers from death” (Proverbs 10:2); crying out in prayer, as it is written: “Then they cry to the Lord in their trouble, and He brings them out of their distresses” (Psalms 107:28); a change of one’s name, as it is written: “As for Sarai your wife, you shall not call her name Sarai, but Sarah shall her name be” (Genesis 17:15), and it is written there: “And I will bless her, and I will also give you a son from her” (Genesis 17:16); a change of one’s deeds for the better, as it is written: “And God saw their deeds” (Jonah 3:10), and it is written there: “And God repented of the evil, which He had said He would do to them, and He did not do it” (Jonah 3:10).

And all those ideas are present in our RH prayers. Particularly in Unetaneh Tokef. Look at the selections.

(א) וּנְתַנֶּה תֹּקֶף קְדֻשַּׁת הַיּוֹם כִּי הוּא נוֹרָא וְאָיֹם וּבוֹ תִּנָּשֵׂא מַלְכוּתֶךָ וְיִכּוֹן בְּחֶסֶד כִּסְאֶךָ וְתֵשֵׁב עָלָיו בְּאֱמֶת

(ב) אֱמֶת כִּי אַתָּה הוּא דַּיָּן וּמוֹכִיחַ וְיוֹדֵעַ וָעֵד וְכוֹתֵב וְחוֹתֵם וְסוֹפֵר וּמוֹנֶה וְתִזְכֹּר כָּל הַנִּשְׁכָּחוֹת וְתִפְתַּח אֶת סֵפֶר הַזִּכְרוֹנוֹת וּמֵאֵלָיו יִקָּרֵא וְחוֹתָם יַד כָּל אָדָם בּוֹ

(ג) וּבְשׁוֹפָר גָּדוֹל יִתָּקַע וְקוֹל דְּמָמָה דַקָּה יִשָׁמַע וּמַלְאָכִים יֵחָפֵזוּן וְחִיל וּרְעָדָה יֹאחֵזוּן וְיֹאמְרוּ הִנֵּה יוֹם הַדִּין לִפְקֹד עַל צְבָא מָרוֹם בַּדִּין כִּי לֹא יִזְכּוּ בְּעֵינֶיךָ בַּדִּין וְכָל בָּאֵי עוֹלָם יַעַבְרוּן לְפָנֶיךָ כִּבְנֵי מָרוֹן כְּבַקָּרַת רוֹעֶה עֶדְרוֹ מַעֲבִיר צֹאנוֹ תַּחַת שִׁבְטוֹ כֵּן תַּעֲבִיר וְתִסְפֹּר וְתִמְנֶה וְתִפְקֹד נֶפֶשׁ כָּל חָי וְתַחְתֹּךְ קִצְבָה לְכָל בְּרִיָּה וְתִכְתֹּב אֶת גְּזַר דִּינָם

(ד) בְּרֹאשׁ הַשָּׁנָה יִכָּתֵבוּן, וּבְיוֹם צוֹם כִּפּוּר יֵחָתֵמוּן. כַּמָּה יַעַבְרוּן, וְכַמָּה יִבָּרֵאוּן, מִי יִחְיֶה, וּמִי יָמוּת, מִי בְקִצּוֹ, וּמִי לֹא בְּקִצּוֹ, מִי בַמַּיִם, וּמִי בָאֵשׁ, מִי בַחֶרֶב, וּמִי בַחַיָּה, מִי בָרָעָב, וּמִי בַצָּמָא, מִי בָרַעַשׁ, וּמִי בַמַּגֵּפָה, מִי בַחֲנִיקָה, וּמִי בַסְּקִילָה, מִי יָנוּחַ, וּמִי יָנוּעַ, מִי יִשָּׁקֵט, וּמִי יְטֹּרֵף, מִי יִשָּׁלֵו, וּמִי יִתְיַסָּר, מִי יַעֲנִי, וּמִי יַעֲשִׁיר, מִי יֻשְׁפַּל, וּמִי יָרוּם. וּתְשׁוּבָה וּתְפִלָּה וּצְדָקָה מַעֲבִירִין אֶת רֹעַ הַגְּזֵרָה.

(1) We lend power to the holiness of this day. For it is tremendous and awe filled, and on it your kingship will be exalted, your throne will be established in loving-kindness, and you will sit on that throne in truth.

(2) It is true that you are the one who judges, and reproves, who knows all, and bears witness, who inscribes, and seals, who reckons and enumerates. You remember all that is forgotten. You open the book of records, and from it, all shall be read. In it lies each person's signature.

(3) And with a great shofar it is sounded, and a thin silent voice shall be heard. And the angels shall be alarmed, and dread and fear shall seize them as they proclaim: behold! the Day of Judgment on which the hosts of heaven shall be judged, for they too shall not be judged blameless by you, and all creatures shall parade before you as a herd of sheep. As a shepherd herds his flock, directing his sheep to pass under his staff, so do you shall pass, count, and record the souls of all living, and decree a limit to each persons days, and inscribe their final judgment.

(4) On Rosh Hashanah it is inscribed, and on Yom Kippur it is sealed - how many shall pass away and how many shall be born, .... But repentance, prayer and righteousness avert the severity of the decree.