B'Midbar and the Emergence of Dibbur
(א) וַיְדַבֵּ֨ר יְהוָ֧ה אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֛ה בְּמִדְבַּ֥ר סִינַ֖י בְּאֹ֣הֶל מוֹעֵ֑ד בְּאֶחָד֩ לַחֹ֨דֶשׁ הַשֵּׁנִ֜י בַּשָּׁנָ֣ה הַשֵּׁנִ֗ית לְצֵאתָ֛ם מֵאֶ֥רֶץ מִצְרַ֖יִם לֵאמֹֽר׃

(1) On the first day of the second month, in the second year following the exodus from the land of Egypt, the LORD spoke to Moses in the wilderness of Sinai, in the Tent of Meeting, saying:

(טז) לָכֵ֗ן הִנֵּ֤ה אָֽנֹכִי֙ מְפַתֶּ֔יהָ וְהֹֽלַכְתִּ֖יהָ הַמִּדְבָּ֑ר וְדִבַּרְתִּ֖י עַל לִבָּֽהּ׃

(16) Assuredly, I will speak coaxingly to her And lead her through the wilderness And speak to her tenderly.

וַיִּנְהַג אֶת הַצֹּאן אַחַר הַמִּדְבָּר, אָמַר רַבִּי יְהוֹשֻׁעַ, לָמָּה הָיָה רוֹדֵף לַמִּדְבָּר, לְפִי שֶׁרָאָה שֶׁיִּשְׂרָאֵל נִתְעַלּוּ מִן הַמִּדְבָּר, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (שיר השירים ג, ו): מִי זֹאת עֹלָה מִן הַמִּדְבָּר, שֶׁהָיָה לָהֶם מִן הַמִּדְבָּר, הַמָּן, וְהַשְֹּׂלָו, וְהַבְּאֵר, וְהַמִּשְׁכָּן, וְהַשְּׁכִינָה, כְּהֻנָּה, וּמַלְכוּת, וְעַנְנֵי כָבוֹד. דָּבָר אַחֵר, אָמַר הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא לְמשֶׁה אַתָּה עָתִיד לְהַעֲלוֹת יִשְׂרָאֵל מִמִּצְרַיִם בִּזְכוּת מִי שֶׁדִּבַּרְתִּי עִמּוֹ בֵּין הַבְּתָרִים, זֶה אַבְרָהָם, וְאֵין מִדְבָּר אֶלָּא דִּבּוּר, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (שיר השירים ד, ג): וּמִדְבָּרֵךְ נָאוֶה. וְאָמַר רַבִּי לֵוִי אָמַר לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא לְמשֶׁה, סִימָן זֶה לְךָ, בַּמִּדְבָּר אַתָּה מַנִּיחָן וּמִן הַמִּדְבָּר אַתָּה עָתִיד לְהַחֲזִירָן לֶעָתִיד לָבוֹא. שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (הושע ב, טז): לָכֵן הִנֵּה אָנֹכִי מְפַתֶּיהָ וְהֹלַכְתִּיהָ הַמִּדְבָּר.

...And he led the flock to the farthest end of the wilderness (Exod. 3:1). R. Joshua said, Why was he in pursuit of the wilderness? He saw that Israel would be raised up from the wilderness, as it is said: Who is this who rises up from the wilderness? (Songs 3:6). They had the manna from the wilderness, and the quails, and the well, and the Tabernacle, and the Divine Presence; priesthood, kingship, and the clouds of glory ...
[Ein midbar ella dibbur.] Wilderness [midbar] is, in essence, language [dibbur]. As it is said, Your lips are like a scarlet thread, your mouth [midbarech] is lovely (Songs 4:3).

רַבִּי בֶּרֶכְיָה אָמַר, הַפָּסוּק הַזֶּה הַמִּדְבָּר אֲמָרוֹ, אָמַר הַמִּדְבָּר, אֲנִי מִדְבָּר וְחָבִיב אָנִי, שֶׁכָּל טוֹבוֹת שֶׁבָּעוֹלָם חֲבוּיִין בִּי, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (ישעיה מא, יט): אֶתֵּן בַּמִּדְבָּר אֶרֶז שִׁטָּה, נְתָנָם לִי הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא שֶׁיְהוּ שְׁמוּרִים בִּי, וּכְשֶׁהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא מְבַקְּשָׁם מִמֶּנִּי אֲנִי מַחֲזִיר לוֹ פִּקְדוֹנוֹ בְּלֹא חֶסְרוֹן, וַאֲנִי מַרְטִיב מַעֲשִׂים טוֹבִים וְאוֹמֵר לְפָנָיו שִׁירָה, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר (ישעיה לה, א): יְשֻׂשׂוּם מִדְבָּר וְצִיָּה.

Song of Songs Rabbah 2:1

I am a rose of Sharon, a lily of the valleys. R. Berachia said, This verse was spoken by the wilderness. The wilderness said, I am wilderness and I am beloved! For all the good things in the world are hidden in me – as it is said, “I will plant cedars and acacias in the wilderness,” (Isa. 41:19) – God gave them to me in trust, and when He asks them of me, I will return the trust in full, and I will become full of sap with good deeds, and I will sing in His presence – as it is said, “The wilderness and the parched land shall rejoice” (Isa. 35:1).

רַבִּי אַבָּא בַּר כַּהֲנָא אָמַר, אָמְרָה כְּנֶסֶת יִשְׂרָאֵל לִפְנֵי הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא, אֲנִי הִיא וַחֲבִיבָה אָנִי, שֶׁנְּתוּנָה בְּעִמְקֵי הַצָּרוֹת, וּכְשֶׁיִּדְלֵנִי הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא מֵהַצָּרוֹת, אֲנִי מַרְטֶבֶת מַעֲשִׂים טוֹבִים כְּשׁוֹשַׁנָּה וְאוֹמֶרֶת שִׁירָה לְפָנָיו

Song of Songs Rabbah 2:4:

R. Abba said: The community of Israel said in the presence of God: “I am she [the rose] and I am beloved, for I am set in the deep places of suffering. But when God draws me out of these sufferings, I am full of sap like the full blooming rose, and I utter song before Him.”

(ד) וְהָֽאסַפְסֻף֙ אֲשֶׁ֣ר בְּקִרְבּ֔וֹ הִתְאַוּ֖וּ תַּאֲוָ֑ה וַיָּשֻׁ֣בוּ וַיִּבְכּ֗וּ גַּ֚ם בְּנֵ֣י יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל וַיֹּ֣אמְר֔וּ מִ֥י יַאֲכִלֵ֖נוּ בָּשָֽׂר׃ (ה) זָכַ֙רְנוּ֙ אֶת־הַדָּגָ֔ה אֲשֶׁר־נֹאכַ֥ל בְּמִצְרַ֖יִם חִנָּ֑ם אֵ֣ת הַקִּשֻּׁאִ֗ים וְאֵת֙ הָֽאֲבַטִּחִ֔ים וְאֶת־הֶחָצִ֥יר וְאֶת־הַבְּצָלִ֖ים וְאֶת־הַשּׁוּמִֽים׃ (ו) וְעַתָּ֛ה נַפְשֵׁ֥נוּ יְבֵשָׁ֖ה אֵ֣ין כֹּ֑ל בִּלְתִּ֖י אֶל־הַמָּ֥ן עֵינֵֽינוּ׃

(4) The riffraff in their midst felt a gluttonous craving; and then the Israelites wept and said, “If only we had meat to eat! (5) We remember the fish that we used to eat free in Egypt, the cucumbers, the melons, the leeks, the onions, and the garlic. (6) Now our gullets are shriveled. There is nothing at all! Nothing but this manna to look to!”

(א) וַתְּדַבֵּ֨ר מִרְיָ֤ם וְאַהֲרֹן֙ בְּמֹשֶׁ֔ה עַל־אֹד֛וֹת הָאִשָּׁ֥ה הַכֻּשִׁ֖ית אֲשֶׁ֣ר לָקָ֑ח כִּֽי־אִשָּׁ֥ה כֻשִׁ֖ית לָקָֽח׃ (ב) וַיֹּאמְר֗וּ הֲרַ֤ק אַךְ־בְּמֹשֶׁה֙ דִּבֶּ֣ר יְהוָ֔ה הֲלֹ֖א גַּם־בָּ֣נוּ דִבֵּ֑ר וַיִּשְׁמַ֖ע יְהוָֽה׃

(1) Miriam and Aaron spoke against Moses because of the Cushite woman he had married: “He married a Cushite woman!” (2) They said, “Has the LORD spoken only through Moses? Has He not spoken through us as well?” The LORD heard it.

(א) וַתִּשָּׂא֙ כָּל־הָ֣עֵדָ֔ה וַֽיִּתְּנ֖וּ אֶת־קוֹלָ֑ם וַיִּבְכּ֥וּ הָעָ֖ם בַּלַּ֥יְלָה הַהֽוּא׃ (ב) וַיִּלֹּ֙נוּ֙ עַל־מֹשֶׁ֣ה וְעַֽל־אַהֲרֹ֔ן כֹּ֖ל בְּנֵ֣י יִשְׂרָאֵ֑ל וַֽיֹּאמְר֨וּ אֲלֵהֶ֜ם כָּל־הָעֵדָ֗ה לוּ־מַ֙תְנוּ֙ בְּאֶ֣רֶץ מִצְרַ֔יִם א֛וֹ בַּמִּדְבָּ֥ר הַזֶּ֖ה לוּ־מָֽתְנוּ׃

(1) The whole community broke into loud cries and gave forth their voice, and the people wept that night. (2) All the Israelites railed against Moses and Aaron. “If only we had died in the land of Egypt,” the whole community shouted at them, “or if only we might die in this wilderness! ... Let us appoint a leader and return to Egypt."

(כח) אֱמֹ֣ר אֲלֵהֶ֗ם חַי־אָ֙נִי֙ נְאֻם־יְהוָ֔ה אִם־לֹ֕א כַּאֲשֶׁ֥ר דִּבַּרְתֶּ֖ם בְּאָזְנָ֑י כֵּ֖ן אֶֽעֱשֶׂ֥ה לָכֶֽם׃

(28) Say to them: ‘As I live,’ says the LORD, ‘I will do to you just as you have urged Me (ka-asher dibartem).

(ג) וַיִּֽקָּהֲל֞וּ עַל־מֹשֶׁ֣ה וְעַֽל־אַהֲרֹ֗ן וַיֹּאמְר֣וּ אֲלֵהֶם֮ רַב־לָכֶם֒ כִּ֤י כָל־הָֽעֵדָה֙ כֻּלָּ֣ם קְדֹשִׁ֔ים וּבְתוֹכָ֖ם יְהוָ֑ה וּמַדּ֥וּעַ תִּֽתְנַשְּׂא֖וּ עַל־קְהַ֥ל יְהוָֽה׃ (ד) וַיִּשְׁמַ֣ע מֹשֶׁ֔ה וַיִּפֹּ֖ל עַל־פָּנָֽיו׃

(3) They combined against Moses and Aaron and said to them, “You have gone too far! For all the community are holy, all of them, and the LORD is in their midst. Why then do you raise yourselves above the LORD’s congregation?” (4) When Moses heard this, he fell on his face.

(ז) וַיְדַבֵּ֥ר יְהוָ֖ה אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֥ה לֵּאמֹֽר׃ (ח) קַ֣ח אֶת־הַמַּטֶּ֗ה וְהַקְהֵ֤ל אֶת־הָעֵדָה֙ אַתָּה֙ וְאַהֲרֹ֣ן אָחִ֔יךָ וְדִבַּרְתֶּ֧ם אֶל־הַסֶּ֛לַע לְעֵינֵיהֶ֖ם וְנָתַ֣ן מֵימָ֑יו וְהוֹצֵאתָ֨ לָהֶ֥ם מַ֙יִם֙ מִן־הַסֶּ֔לַע וְהִשְׁקִיתָ֥ אֶת־הָעֵדָ֖ה וְאֶת־בְּעִירָֽם׃

(7) and the LORD spoke to Moses, saying, (8) “You and your brother Aaron take the rod and assemble the community, and before their very eyes order the rock (v'dibartem el ha-sela) to yield its water. Thus you shall produce water for them from the rock and provide drink for the congregation and their beasts.”

(לח) וַיֹּ֨אמֶר בִּלְעָ֜ם אֶל־בָּלָ֗ק הִֽנֵּה־בָ֙אתִי֙ אֵלֶ֔יךָ עַתָּ֕ה הֲיָכ֥וֹל אוּכַ֖ל דַּבֵּ֣ר מְא֑וּמָה הַדָּבָ֗ר אֲשֶׁ֨ר יָשִׂ֧ים אֱלֹהִ֛ים בְּפִ֖י אֹת֥וֹ אֲדַבֵּֽר׃

(38) But Balaam said to Balak, “And now that I have come to you, have I the power to speak freely? I can utter only the word that God puts into my mouth.”

(ו) וַיֹּ֥אמֶר יְהוָ֖ה אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֥ה לֵּאמֹֽר׃ (ז) כֵּ֗ן בְּנ֣וֹת צְלָפְחָד֮ דֹּבְרֹת֒ נָתֹ֨ן תִּתֵּ֤ן לָהֶם֙ אֲחֻזַּ֣ת נַחֲלָ֔ה בְּת֖וֹךְ אֲחֵ֣י אֲבִיהֶ֑ם וְהַֽעֲבַרְתָּ֛ אֶת־נַחֲלַ֥ת אֲבִיהֶ֖ן לָהֶֽן׃

(6) And the LORD said to Moses, (7) “The plea of Zelophehad’s daughters is just: you should give them a hereditary holding among their father’s kinsmen; transfer their father’s share to them.

(א) ויהי כאשר תמו וגו' וידבר ה' אלי וגו'. אֲבָל מִשִּׁלּוּחַ הַמְרַגְּלִים עַד כַּאן לֹא נֶאֱמַר בְּפָרָשָׁה זוֹ וַיְדַבֵּר אֶלָּא וַיֹּאמֶר, לְלַמֶּדְךָ שֶׁכָּל ל"ח שָׁנָה שֶׁהָיוּ יִשְׂרָאֵל נְזוּפִים, לֹא נִתְיַחֵד עִמּוֹ הַדִּבּוּר בִּלְשׁוֹן חִבָּה, פָּנִים אֶל פָּנִים וְיִשּׁוּב הַדַּעַת – לְלַמֶּדְךָ שֶׁאֵין הַשְּׁכִינָה שׁוֹרָה עַל הַנְּבִיאִים אֶלָּא בִּשְׁבִיל יִשְׂרָאֵל (מכילתא שמות י"ב):

(1) ויהי כאשר תמו וגו׳ וידבר ה' אלי וגו׳ SO IT CAME TO PASS … THAT THE LORD SPOKE TO ME etc. — But from when the spies were sent forth until now, the word וידבר is not mentioned in this section, but ויאמר, to teach you that during these entire thirty eight years during which the Israelites were lying under God’s censure, the Divine speech was not directed towards him in an expression of affection, face to face, and with tranquility of mind — to teach you that the Shechinah rests upon the prophets only for Israel’s sake.

(כה) קַ֚ח אֶֽת־אַהֲרֹ֔ן וְאֶת־אֶלְעָזָ֖ר בְּנ֑וֹ וְהַ֥עַל אֹתָ֖ם הֹ֥ר הָהָֽר׃ (כו) וְהַפְשֵׁ֤ט אֶֽת־אַהֲרֹן֙ אֶת־בְּגָדָ֔יו וְהִלְבַּשְׁתָּ֖ם אֶת־אֶלְעָזָ֣ר בְּנ֑וֹ וְאַהֲרֹ֥ן יֵאָסֵ֖ף וּמֵ֥ת שָֽׁם׃

(25) Take Aaron and his son Eleazar and bring them up on Mount Hor. (26) Strip Aaron of his vestments and put them on his son Eleazar. There Aaron shall be gathered unto the dead.”

(א) קח את אהרן. בדברי נחומים אמור לו אשריך שתראה כתרך נתון לבנך מה שאין אני זכאי לכך (שם יז):

(1) קח את אהרן TAKE AARON by consoling words — say to him: Happy art thou that thou wilt see thy crown being given to thy son, something to which I am not privileged (Midrash Tanchuma, Chukat 17).

עברית

Avivah Zornberg, Bewilderments:
For the wilderness bewilders; it undermines the very ability to speak, to know one’s own experience. Its emptiness dwarfs the force of one’s imagination. It is the burial site of the great enterprise of redemption that lies at the heart of this book. (p. 9)

Beth Kissileff, “Numbered Daze” (Review of “Bewilderments), Tablet:
Zornberg ... thinks of the Israelites’ 40-year journey through the wilderness as “a therapeutic experience. This period of constant complaints, rebellions, and vociferous lack of faith is the nascent nation’s collective cathartic experience. A core fantasy is being worked through.” Even as an entire generation perishes in the wilderness, the people learns to speak of its subjective experience.


Rabbi Yehudah Leib Alter of Ger, Sefat Emet, 19th century Hasidic
The Midrash likens Torah to a wilderness: It has to be as ownerless as wilderness. Scripture says: “From the wilderness to Mattanah” (Numbers 21:18), which can be read as: “From wilderness, a gift.” The Midrash tells of a prince who entered one city after another only to see the populace flee before him, until he came to a ruined city, where he was greeted with praise. Said the prince: “This is the best of all the cities. Here I will set my throne.”
The word midbar comes from a root meaning “to lead” or “rule.” The midbar is one who submits to that rule, the person who negates his own self, realizing that he has no power to act without the life-flow of God. This is the difference between the populace of the various cities. Those who fled also feared the prince, but they retained power to act on their own. The nations of the world also revere the Lord as “God of gods.” But Israel are like a midbar; they have no power or leadership at all on their own.


T.S. Eliot, Four Quartets, “East Coker,” III, 142-44
“In order to arrive at what you are not
You must go through the way in which you are not.
And what you do not know is the only thing you know.”

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